Piece of shit. I swear I hate this feeling. I don't know how to describe either. Just felt so out of place, so "lonely". I really miss those feelings where he's around to take care of, to watch me sleep. Everything just go haywire in a week. What is wrong with me? Please don't blame yourself anymore, its not your fault. Yea, I said to be friends. Friends don't message each other? D: I wonder...
I miss les. I miss Clar. I miss them both. I miss double or triple date with them. Fuck la. Stop thinking. Oh, Clar, you've got your B&J. Happy girl yea? I wanna meet them out soon. I wanna go shop till I drop. I wanna do loads which I can't do right now. Oh god. I miss the past. Though I'm those momma that don't want their son's girlf to be like the past, I wanna be like last time. I wanna go out till late then. At least, I'm still me. Right now, I stuck home either mugging or being an "otaku". Whats the point of ranting? I know.. But it can't be help. Neverminds girl, just tolerate it for another few weeks & everything will be back.
I'm so bored. I don't know what to do right now. Not in the mood to watch dramas either. Oh, god damn boring. Going find some game -.- So bye people.
All I imagine is you crying my name in the moonlit room..
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
