I'm so sorry that I didn't update. Its just that I've been real busy ths few days. Wednesday, skipped NE talk to accompany family & relatives to see Sentosa Flowers 2009. It sucks but the time we spend together are precious. Thereafter, ate Pizza Hut & home to get my stuff. Daddy drove me to Bedok, met up with Shanliang & peeps, mahjong & study? LoL! Picture of Sentosa:
\ Happy family :D
Friday, Elfi's birthday. Prepared a mini surprise for her. Hope she enjoy it. & yes, she was cover with flour at the end of the day. Thereafter, went BB with Joel to study awhile. I'm the lightbulb lah, stupid LQ. Hah! They both walk me to bus stop & I met up with 2nd aunt, sister & cousin at the gym. Ran 20mins non-stop. Mind over body. Went swimming after gym. It tiring! Ajisen for dinner.
Saturday, which is today, woke up at 8.30am, went to ahma's house. Thereafter, spend my day at Dexing's house with Zhishan, Zhimei & Renwan. Yipee, Dexing & Renwan gonna get married this year! :D So excited. LoL! Hope Zhishan can make it on the day where they are going to choose the gown. I so wanna go! D: Home-sweet-home.
Cousin & ahyi.
Okay, it's time for me to camwhore dring CNY =P
I love CNY! Though I didn't celebrate =P
I'm lack of money this year D: Need to sort of a need & a want. Money states budget. How I wish someone will buy any of this below ): *Dream on*
Oh god, I know I still got a longer list but I forgotten quite a number of it already. So well, this are the items that I can think of for now. How am I going to save this sum of money? D:
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ELFI! I LOVE YOU (: ALL THE BEST FOR MAIN EXAMS.
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Y Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Y
Yes, that's what I need right now. Some sleeping pills & die instantly. Crap, how selfish I am to think this way. How can I disappoint everyone around me. Please, grow up Cassy.
I'm not in a good state right now. I'm disppointed with myself. I should be that strong one, that mature one to handle everything on my own. I think too highly on myself. Maybe not getting into Level Leader let me see clearly of who & what I am. I regretted, regretted choosing this course. Regretted not studying hard for 'O' levels. This shouldn't be me. What I'm exactly good at? What are my talents? What is my FUTURE? I don't know. Who am I?
I should be old enough by now to earn my own allowance, old enough to take care of my brother, old enough to handle more then one thing at a time. I shouldn't be so "smart", be so "nosy", to join this camp, that event. Seal points reached 50 already. Yet, SO WHAT? What's the big deal? Does my results allow me to get into University? Hell no? That's impossible. However, if I can put down everything behind, leave all my friends from clubs, maybe then I can concentrate.
No no, that shouldn't be the way. If my friends can handle club, work, studies, family at one time, why can't I? This only prove that I'm immature isn't it? I'm still that little girl who doesn't know whats going on. The innocent one, the STUPID one. This shouldn't be the girl that I want to be isn't it? Maybe I should know whats my pirority long ago. Maybe from the start I should be motivated enough. Maybe, maybe, maybe. If time can turn back... DREAM ON!
Who says poly life is relaxing, not stressful. Its a pack of lies. If I'm rich enough to study overseas, if I'm rich enough to take private, if I got someone to rely on, HOW I WISH. Face the reality girl, its time to move on. Stop thinking of the past, the one whom you can rely on, teaching you all your school work when you don't know. Don't be such a dumb ass, he's already move on. Wake up, GROW up. FACE THE FACTS!
Still, if time can stop at being a baby D:
[Mood: Depress] [Song listening: Superhuman]
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Y Tuesday, January 27, 2009 Y
"Holidays are over, time for exams!"
Yes people, examinations are round the corners for poly students. I'm supposed to study & yet, I ain't. Read finish Eclipse & its time to return Jacky. Wonder if I get to see him tomorrow. & JUNE IS IN LOVE WITH TWILIGHT TOO! =P
"Chu er" is finally over. Didn't do any visiting this year since two relatives past away last year. Humans came to my place though & I must admit, its kinda fun at times. Though some of them can't give red packets, they give cash. Thanks alot! :D Its time to get a new handphone! Didn't buy any new clothes, didn't see a need to anyway.
Was blog hopping this afternoon. & I seriously don't understand why some girls love their hair droop all over the place. Its such a mess. Moreover, the way she put eyeshadow, eew, disgusting. Lmao. However, I must really admit that she got a hot figure & a loving boyfriend. I hope she do see that if she act her age & not having those HEAVY make ups, neat hair do, she's a really pretty innocent looking girl.
Okay, maybe I shouldn't meddle with other people things already. LoL! Maybe its because I want things to be the perfect way I want it to be, the way how I want friends to love me, I argued with her. However, its time to voice out whatever I'm unhappy with for the past few months. No longer a threat to me if I ever make her angry. If that two boys so wanna back her up, by all means. No longer care. I believe someday they will understand my feelings because one of them slowly had. Treat me dirt, double for you. & having people to back you is equal to loser. Oh, if you think I'm one that can't forgive & forget, my les is a very good example. You can ask her if I do bear grudges. Wish you luck lady, hope you do find a FEMALE shopping buddy soon.
New Moon Trailer.
Eclipse Trailer.
Breaking Dawn Trailer.
God damn it, Singapore better get this 3 movies up in the cinemas soon. I so wanna watch! Urgh! Or is there anyway I can get this 3 movies online? Oh god, they are like drugs to me. 4 best movies ever in my life (to me). I should be asleep! D:
New year, new resolutions: 1. Slim down. (Though I said that since 2008, gonna fufil it this year) 2. Study hard, no supp paper. (I WANNA GO HONGKONG!) 3. Find a job, have a savings for futher studies. (Any lobang?) 4. Improve on my English, it sucks badly. 5. Help out in chores, be daddy-good-little-girl. 6. Cut down on my expenses. 7. Be more mature, self-motivated. 8. Read more novels! =P (Too bad, Stephenie Meyer only wrote till Breaking Dawn) 9. Get my piercings. (Stop afraid of the pain!) 10. Blog more! =X
[Mood: Happy!] [Song listening: None]
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Y
Happy Lunar New Year to each & everyone out there.
Aww, late posts always makes me lazy to update. Hah! So well, had family chalet since Friday all the way till Monday, which is today though. Went Wild Wild Wet, Swimming, BBQ & I don't know what, relaxing? Yeap, enjoyed days with family. They will never hurt me, take me for granted. Little cousin went to Bankok to visit her granny. I miss her D:
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