Y Thursday, May 28, 2009 Y
Cassy is a happy girl today! Haa. Ate Tepanyaki after school. Stumbo knew that I'm not in a good mood since some asshole kept vandalizing E2's property, in a way la. So anyway, had dinner there & its my first time man! Seeing the cheif cooking in front of me, how cool! & its so god-damn-delicious. Haha. Come to think of it, I think stumbo spend way too much money on me already. He's so gonna broke ): Heart pain uh. Kept eating nice food. Yesterday we even ate Ajisen la. Omg! Haha! Stumbo didn't complain though, he's the best boyf man! :D So anyway, after dinner, walk around at Century Square. Bought two polo, one for stumbo, one for me. Home-sweet-home aftermath.
Assignments, projects, tons are coming up. Not to even mention 4 H1N1 case now in Singapore. Oh god. Term test next week. Good luck to me. Urgh.
I believe that asshole did read my blog. SO just to warn you, even if you disrespect me, you should at least respect E2's property. Moreover, E2 belongs to the school. Hopefully, you don't get caught soon because you gotta face a heavy consequences.
Okay, I got to go study already. Bye people. Lastly, I love my sweet sweet boyf. He treats me the best! I don't care how others look at me because no one is perfect. There are bound to have people who love you & of cause, people who hates you. I don't need the whole world to love me. I just need my family, close friends & boyf. Moreover, I quite surprise with this person action because if it happens in poly, don't you think its kind of childish, kid? (: Good luck to you & happy continue playing with it.
♥ Stumbo
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Y Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Y
Hi world. I'm so super stress & tired. Oh man. Term test is next Monday & I've yet to study. Not to even mention I have two deadlines to hand up tomorrow. I'm still half way through one of them but yet to start the other. Don't want stumbo to help me do. If I kept continuing relying on him, I guess I won't grow up & would have fail after he enlist. So, wish me good luck for staying up late tonight when my lesson start at 8am tomorrow ):
So anyway, after school yesterday, went Tamp One with stumbo, Pam, Colin, Clar & les to have dinner. Stumbo bought a pillow for me which I want to put in E2. Thanks stumbo (: Thereafter, went Bakerzin to have dessert. Oh my Tiramisu & Cookie&Cream Cheesecake. Haa! Shared with stumbo with the above two. Les had her Newyork cheesecake, Clar's Vanilla Creme Bulee, Pam's Choco smth =X & Colin had the same as mine. Aftermath, shop awhile more & then home-sweet-home.
Tiramisu ♥
Clar's
Pam's
Someone save me please, I'm still stuck in school doing my CDS. Tomorrow lesson at 8am. I so wanna faint already la. If can, I wanna sleep in school man ): Waiting for stumbo to bathe finish & then go home. However, if that's the case, I won't be studying after I reach home. Stupid girl -.- URGH! BAD BAD BAD HEADACHE! FISH~!
I wanna see you again..
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Cassy is a happy girl yesterday! Haa. Supposed to meet les at 11am/12pm, depends on what time I wake up. However that blur ass woke up at 8am just to wait for me & I did text her saying I won't be waking up that early la. Haa! So anyway, ended up meeting her at 4pm because she's at Jeff's place watching drama. Met her at life lobby of my house. Went over her place to get prepare. By the time I finished, I realize I didn't bring my wallet out. Luckily we stay near each other la. So walk home to get wallet. Received my gift from her & Clar. Stupid game but kind of cute. Only those two can think of it. Haa.
So anyway, both of us went Tamp One to shop for PQ's birthday present. Got her a necklace & ended up we both spend a huge sum on ourselves. Haa. Bought a couple ring, weird huh? Two girls buy couple ring. Super nice la! We even got couple bracelet (bought it long ago). Lmao. Went over to Bakerzin to had dinner. Woots! Super nice la. 2nd time eating there already. & les find that her spag were not cook yet so I request to change. Lol. Caijun had the same problem too. =X Anyway, we had desserts after that. Super super nice. I wanna go there again! :X
Our couple ring :D
Mine Cookie & Cream cheesecake.
Les's New york cheesecake.
So anyway, cabbed down to Coasta Sand. Went over to LQ's chalet (R10) first. His birthday was damn fun la! Throw him down the pool & everything. Lol. Thereafter, went over to PQ's chalet (H06). Well, normal la. Didn't stay for long since we didn't really know anyway there. Met Lijie korkor. Super shocked. Haa! Gerry & stumbo came. Out of randomness, he got me a bunch of pink roses. Aww. Love him man. Met up with Clar, Din, Stacey & a girl to play pool. Aftermath, walk back to Tampines. However, Lijie brought us the long route, we took a cab at the entrance of TPE/PIE. Stumbo came up my house, waited for me to bathe & then watch me sleep. He left thereafter. 
Decided to change my blog layout & everything after term test & Subcom camp. Oh god, 12 more days & stumbo gonna enlist. Felt so weird. Hais. Oh well, gotta wait :D Wonder if we can go through this together. I'm gonna go study already. 2 deadlines on Wednesday. Not even one is done. Good game for me. Wish me luck man! Awww~
Sky~
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Hello world! Its been so long since I last update. Its been a hectic week for me. Yeap. Nothing much though, exams & preparation of Subcom camp. Despite being so busy, I'm really happy la. Finally we 3 girls meet out to chit chat & chill. We've always wanted to meet yet our time just cannot match with each other. Clar has been crashing most of my lectures & she's even coming to help out in Subcom. Love her loads man! Woots. Though I may not have the time for her during the camp =X
Anyway, went to eat with Z, Pam, Colin, Caijun & Alvin at Bakerzin last night. Haa! Did enjoy with them though I'm having two quiz today, & I only studied abit last night. At least something happens which makes me smile & cry -.- Lol. Oh well, I thinkI shan't say more. Playing game with Din & later I'm having Edev quiz 1. School is boring! Awaiting for Subcom. Yipee~
I'm glad that I know it..
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
I'm so bored! :P I should be studying because there's teleprint quiz tomorrow yet I don't even know a shit whats going on in teleprint. Okay, whatever it is. I got that sudden urge to change url, make this private blog etc. Lmao! See how it goes still. LoL! Been suddenly addicted to blog. Kinda weird. Maybe its because I can't rant to him now so the only solution is type it in here.
Anyway, couldn't get to bed last night. Despite being so freaking tired, still, I can't sleep. Hence msn-ed B & we ended up chatting till 5am? Didn't chat on the phone with him for so long la. Past memories all came up. I was still laughing my ass over what happen last time. After his phone went flat, we went back on msn. & he suddenly confess everything about the past. Kind of shock & lost of words. Somehow he came up with this bet by "let's see who can stop contact each other for longest". As I'm sure I'm someone that can suddenly don't reply my friends, I believe I can stop contacting him either. So I asked him if he was sure because then it will be our last chat in this life. He said yes & so I went to bed after saying a bye.
Woke up & receive a msg from B saying, "Think you sleep le. I make this bet cause I fear I might have feelings for you again, which I think you won't accept. The feeling just sucks. Anyway wish you all the best." Kinda silly I think. There's alot going through my mind & one thing for sure, I not ready in a r/s. Neither would I want. Not to even mention I still miss Z. Moreover, a guy would change & wait for a girl no matter how long it is and I believe that throughout my past r/s, the one that truly loves me is Z. I just find it silly to lose a friend because of this bet. Yeap.
Went around viewing long lost friends' blog. I miss those days with them. On a random note, LQ's & PQ's birthday chalet are at the same place & same day. So I wouldn't have to travel around :D Haa! & les, I'm so sorry I couldn't go eat with you last night. Stop skipping meals & take care okay? Meet up real soon.
Teleprint & MCT sucks BIG BIG BIG TIME! D:
To that someone: Mind your own business freak. Its my blog & I love to type whatever I want. Moreover, its not my boyf who break up with me. & does it really matter who break up with who? I wouldn't say myself pretty either because I believe no one is perfect. I bet you are just some weird ass who have no one to ask you out & therefore hid behind computers just to bull shit. Admire HyunJoong & KimBum is my own personal likings. Does that concern you? My blog pollutes those songs? Then ask them don't sing so that I can't put it up la. Stupid dumb ass talk withoutusing brains. If you got the guts, then come straight to my face & talk. Don't hid behind a computer like a coward. Oh & get the facts right will you, my boyf, maybe ex-boyf, still in love with me & waiting for me. So just shut the fuck up :D Lonely coward.
{♥} Cassy, change of life.
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Piece of shit. I swear I hate this feeling. I don't know how to describe either. Just felt so out of place, so "lonely". I really miss those feelings where he's around to take care of, to watch me sleep. Everything just go haywire in a week. What is wrong with me? Please don't blame yourself anymore, its not your fault. Yea, I said to be friends. Friends don't message each other? D: I wonder...
I miss les. I miss Clar. I miss them both. I miss double or triple date with them. Fuck la. Stop thinking. Oh, Clar, you've got your B&J. Happy girl yea? I wanna meet them out soon. I wanna go shop till I drop. I wanna do loads which I can't do right now. Oh god. I miss the past. Though I'm those momma that don't want their son's girlf to be like the past, I wanna be like last time. I wanna go out till late then. At least, I'm still me. Right now, I stuck home either mugging or being an "otaku". Whats the point of ranting? I know.. But it can't be help. Neverminds girl, just tolerate it for another few weeks & everything will be back.
I'm so bored. I don't know what to do right now. Not in the mood to watch dramas either. Oh, god damn boring. Going find some game -.- So bye people.
All I imagine is you crying my name in the moonlit room..
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Y Saturday, May 16, 2009 Y
I didn't manage to go recce today. Mummy don't allow. Super pissed off. Who can I blame? None other than myself. So, I just got to shut up. I wanna go out la! D: Stucked home for days. God-damn-it! ): There's alot I miss doing it. RUNNING & swimming. I miss the feeling of it. Can't eat this, can't eat that. Fuck la! I wanna eat McFurry! D: So pissed off right now. I wanna do alot of things! However, I think the best that happen this few days is not going school. Haa! Receive first warning letter from Mr Lew. Stupid la. I totally forgotten lesson at 8am then I went at 9am -.- Okay, but neverminds. Once only. No more twice :D & that stupid Sly lazy go Edev quiz. When he heard I didn't go too, he also didn't go so can take the re-test together. Lmao. I miss school! D:
I really wanna go recce. I don't like the feeling of being left out. I wanna be together with everyone. Hais. I know I've not done well this term. So wanna go bang wall & die la. Neverthless, I'm not gonna give up. After everything went back to normal, I so gonna buck up. All the best girl! :D
I'm not used to him not messaging me ):
Its not the time to feel depress..
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
I didn't go school :D More time for me to study for Netfund. I'm so tired la. Thanks to my GOD-DAMN-GOOD sister, I have to sleep on the floor last night & have to pack the damn room just now. Anyway, went Tamp One Challenger to buy ear piece. Freaking regret it la. I think traditional things are always better. Waiting for my current one to spoil then gonna get the normal type. I bought the clip on iLuv. Its so freaking lose -.- Thereafter, brought brother to McDonalds and headed home.
There's recce tomorrow. Praying hard mummy would allow me to go D: Mummy, I wanna go! ): Been thinking through the whole afternoon. I'm so gonna change my lifestyle. Hopefully this time I suceed. Gonna learn time management already. So gonna get a job. I've decided already. If I manage to save enough money, I wanna go overseas to study. As for him, let fate decide. Boyf is already out of the question for me right now. Come back to me (if you still love me by then) once you manage to become the type of person I want you to be. For now, friends we shall be. Thanks for the everything you did for me & I really do appreciate it. Take care.
Oh, anyway, people, PLEASE vote for Larlene Quek, Grace Chia & Mega Yessy at Cyber Center on the 19th-21st of May 2009 for ESC elections. Each person is entitled to 15 votes. You can only vote once to the same person. Thanks alot peeps. Love you guys.
Mummy bugging me study. Bye people.
I miss the past. I guess the most memorable time which I used to have is with Joel, Xinyi & Lq. That innocent one, no trouble. I miss those times. Though I'm the one who is angry with her, I wonder how she is now..
I love Hyun Joong :DDDD
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Oh my god, I can't believe I've watched finish the whole episode of 꽃보다 남자. I'm so lost now. I don't know what else to do. Moreover, I can't watch Ji Hoo & Yi Jung in this show anymore. How I wish there's part two though I doubt there is since the ending is happy ending where they got married. I'm so in love with Kim Bum & Hyun Joong la D: Hyun Joong is like 5 years older than me only can?! Haaa! Continue to live in your stupid fantasy girl. Lmao.
Okay anyway, I think I'm going back school tomorrow. See how it goes. Oh well. & thanks for peeps who gives me encourages all this while. Love you guys. Though I didn't mention anything, but oh well, you guys are still there for me. Anyway, good luck to those who are running for ESC elections. All the best. & work hard the upcoming term test. I gotta work hard too. "Add oil" everyone :D
On random note, I WANNA FLY TO KOREA! :X Okay, just shut up. I think I'm so gonna watch the Japanese version of F4 & then back to watching shows act by Hyun Joong & Kim Bum. Lalala! Oh well, see how it goes. & I'm so gonna catch 꽃보다 남자 on television too since I think online video can't be trusted. Quite alot are being cut out.
Hey people, E2 Subcom Camp registration are open. Do drop by EN 13-2-30 to sign up. Its on the 9th to the 11th of June 2009. Seats are limited so grab your indem form now :D
Thats all for today. Good night people.
I miss you so much. I miss your existence. Though it didn't happen the way I want it to be, I still love you. I didn't cry doesn't mean I don't miss you. I do & I dote on you. But now it gone & it will never return to its original state. I miss you.. Forgive me because I love you.
Oh my god. Guess what people. I came back to edit this post after watching the Japanese version of F4. It suck badly :X They weren't even handsome la. Can't be compared to Taiwan version not to even mention the korean one. I think I better study rather then watching them. Oh god oh god. Haa! I miss Hyun Joong & Kim Bum D: So gonna download the full OST tomorrow :D I think I'm not going school again later. Hopefully mummy allows me to. Good night for real this time :D
[Min Ho ` Hyun Joong ` Kim Bum ` Kim Joon]
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Y Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Y
Oh well, I'm back to update. After tomorrow, everything will be over. Just gotta tolerate another one more day. Its over between us though. Honestly, I'm not used to it. Not used to having him not around. However, there's no more turning back. I'll just learn how to be independent. Thats all.
Anyway, school is hectic recently. Can't really catch up but I will still continue to study hard. Hais. I'm not happy still. I wish I am. I wanna the old me. Regretted. Regretted tons of things. Well, I believe its kind of my punishment though.
Been so crazy over the Korean F4 these few days. Oh god, how I wish.. Haa! Dream on girl. Well, Kim Bum & Hyun Joong. Urghhhh! Okay, shut up =P Anyway, Lee Min Ho look so like Gerry Yan la. Omfg. I always mix them up. Neverthless, Kim Bum & Hyun Joong still the hottest. Lalala~ Story line quite similiar but I think the Korean version better since it went so many places to flim it. Well, its a must watch la! I'm gonna finish it soon D: More coming up please ):
Still, I wish it never happen...
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Tiramisu ♥
Clar's
Pam's
