♥Caassssyy loves pink & dolphins!

Y Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Y

I'M SO HAPPY :DDD

Alright, many things to happy about.
1st. I've got new handphone (: [credits to Siyuan; Nokia 5610]
2nd. I pass my term test with FLYING COLORS :DDDDD
3rd. Sun tanning with June & Angel on Sunday(:

Well, I don't know me & him is whatever relationship now. Meeting him next Saturday. Maybe till then then will decide. & He bought the same phone as me from Siyuan too. LOL! Well, I score 96/100 for CKT, 95/100 for EMATHS & 92/100 for DFUND. So damn freaking happy. I thought I might flunk Dfund. Hahahahas! Oh well, I'm just so happy :DDD

Nothing much recently. School & back home. Normal routine. Kept meeting up with Cathy aka baobei this few days. Loving her more & more. I hope she's alright now. Oh well, BOABEI, CHEER UP K? DOLPHIN WILL BE HERE FOR YOU TO LENT A SHOULDER IF U WANT. SMILE ALWAYS. I LOVE YOU :DDDD

I'm suddenly emo-ing now. Talking to Weiyang on MSN. Somehow, *sigh* I don't wanna mention. Kill me please ): Life is hard.

PS: I hate big aunt come ): PMS SUCKS.

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Monday, June 23, 2008 Y

E2 SUB COMM CAMP IS FUNNNNN :D

Heya people(: I'm back from E2 SCC & its so damn fun. However, I wanna apologize to all first as pictures will be upload late & I will upload it as soon as I get it from Noel. Anw, I shall start of first with Dragonboat training on Friday.

Bag is so damn big that day lah ): Ran around the over loop at Bedok Resovoir & then it comes to rowing. I've got the technique already. Just that my stamina of rowing must really train. & I'm freaking BLACK or should I say RED now? Everyone says I look like lobster or roasted pig. Omfg. Well, Angel & I went off earlier so that we can get ready for camp. Did 90 leg raise & crunches before bathing though.

Ate maggie mee that we bought from Cheers in school & thereafter, went to library to choose my CDS. Headed down to LT26 to sign up for the camp. At first it was a bored & I got seperated from darling Angel. She's in group 3 & I'm in group 1. After that, proceeded to classroom to leave our bags there. Played lottas game after that. & its dry games :D Well, I thought my team are all not hyper ones. All look so ahbengs =X Hahahahas! However, I really can't judge book by its cover. ROFL! Team 1 was leading all the way & I really had fun with them. All thanks to CaiXin, ChengYong, Matthew & HanChong [got 4 left us after dinner & I've forgotten their names =X] Anw, after dinner, had Clue Hunt. It was so damn fun :DDDD My team was so enthu & we really ran around. So freaking sweaty lah. & I've been running whole day for training & camp. LOL! Well, Matt was really good at cheering people up :DDD Team One Team One GO GO GO(: Well, after clue hunt was Haunted Classrooms. We went as detective. At tagged along with TzeChong. He pangseh-ed me ): Anw, I & him also got this "hatred" ever since AR5 xD Well, not hatred, just always argue & bullying. At first I thought I'm scared. As I went in, I'm not at all scared. First, it's bright enough for me to see. Second, I know everyone. HAHAHAHAHAS! Since all my sister's friend. & I went into the room that was Jimmy, Alvin & Farhan who were supposed to scare me. As Jimmy wanted to scare me, I look at him & say, "JIMMY!" Hahahahas! Then Farhan was hiding underneath the table & I found him before he scare me. So I was like, "Farhan, SHHHHH~" when he shout. MUAHAHAHAS! Then after finding the clues, headed out & back to where everyone was. After that, we had a bath at 3am & went for supper aka breakfast at 4am. Headed to MacDonalds with Angel, Elizabeth, Joel, Aaron, WeiLun, ChengYong & others lah. Forgotten le =X

Day 2. Alvin tried to wake me up but he failed :DDDD Hahahahahas! I told them, those who can wake my sister up then can wake me. LOL! Well, I'm not the last to wake up though. It was darling Angel. After that, had breakfast & then played water games. KNS, stupid Ming Feng bo tai bo ji make me first to get wet. Wahlao, know alot people is BAD! LOL! After I get wet, ZhanXiong bully me again by pouring water again. Zzzz, well, ended up everyone was wet lah. Had tons of water games & one of it is at the fountain. The fountain was smelly but ended up everyone went in. HAHAHAHHAS! Well, after that had lunch & that to final crash. So much fun lah! Pour water on everyone! WOOOHOOO~! I love E2 :DDD Well, ended the camp after everyone bathe & main comm debrief at the LT. I miss E2 SCC especially EVERYONE!!!!! ):

Neverminds, E2 SCC outing is coming :DD It's on the Sunday [29o6o8] to SENTOSA XDD! Sure lottas fun like throwing people into the sea. HAHAHAHAS! E2 SUB COMMs MUST GO UH! Please tag at E2's tagboard if you're going xD

I've just finished my EPT homework. Wish me luck tomorrow then. Meeting Jay at 830am to go school together, after that still have DB training. Damn, Freaking tired & school ends at 5pm ): & NOW IS 4AM! Kill me anyone? Moreover, I'm down with fever on & off. Wthells is wrong with me?

&& I love JUNE & ANGEL X3! WOOHOOO~!

I don't know what might happen if we meet up one last time. Will we patch? Will we not? Let fate decide. However, its really unfair to you. Ever since the day I met you, you are the one that is showering me with love, care & concern. What about you then? Have you ever thought about it? You said you will love me, how long will it be then? & Are you sure we'll be able to make it through everything? Love isn't about oneself. It makes two hands to clap together. I'm willing to give it a try one last time when we met up again next Saturday. However, if it fails, lets just stay as bestie alright? It may be a better choice for you & me. Some how, there will be a better one out there for you. Everyone is destined to have someone to accompany you this life. Live well & love yourself. Don't go hit the wall whenever you are down. It ain't worth alright? Who knows there will be a better day for you & me someday? Cheer up :DD I've once loved you with all my heart & I did felt blessed.

PS: Sometimes, loneliness can be a luxury(:

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Y

Bah Bah Black Sheep~!

Damn, freaking bored. In school now. Finding the stupid Dual Output DC Power Supply. Felt so damn irritated so decided to blog awhile. Hafeez waiting for me at Study Room. So must be quick. Hees! God damn it, so many homework, so little time. Why I must wait till 1week left to school reopen then know there are so many homework. URGH~ I guess I can't survive in school. Hahahahas! I miss boyf xD

Gonna go back to search for that EPT already. Blog when back home I guess. Land training later. Wish me luck people ):

PS: I'm so tired

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Sunday, June 15, 2008 Y

Random Photos:

7years & counting on (:

Me helping out at Seoul Garden. LOL! Just kidding, needa help to clear the table to put Cathy's cake

Lance being burried in the sand as a form of punishment during his birthday xD

Saw this heart shape puddle on the floor along East Coast

My classmates in TP; Q814 xD
[Top, from left: BoonChong, Jacky, Alistair, Shawn, Andrew, WeiHung, Izudin, Alistar, Jon, Zai, Derrick, Zul, Hafeez.
Bottom, from left, Cindy, Siyuan, Me, Fathin, Larlene, Elfie.
1st Row, Mentor, from left, YeSheng & Stamford]

During EPT. Too many stuff to learn

My Clique xD

Elfie & I [look behind us. Stupid Jon & Zul. HAHA!]

Fathin & I xD

My class buddy ; Jon & I xD

4years Les xD

The Jacket I longed for & boyf bought it for me xD [$80 ):]

Alright, I'm finally back to blogging. Hahahas. It's been so damn long lah. Anw, I've forgotten what happen recently. Went East Coast celebrate Brother's & Lance birthday. Then went training, stayed home & out with Biibii.

Out with Biibii & MingWei on Thursday. Suppose to go sing K at Orchard. but ended up we met up quite late. So didn't managed to go. Instead, we went to IT Fair. Finally get to met Plushdoll Boyf, Junrong. Hmm, I guess he's feelings are back. As in, he's alright already xD Anw, it's been so long since I met up with her. Miss her lots(: After that, went Bii's house. Saw Max & Hearts at XGaming while walking past there. Miss them lah.

Went training on Friday. Its fun but tiring. I've yet to recover & therefore, its impossible to run the whole Bedok Resevior without stopping. Even if I don't have any illness, I guess it's impossible too. Anw, had water training. Its so damn fun. Hahahahas! Somemore, I slipped into the water & one of the seniors pull me up de. The whole scene is so damn funny. June can't even stop laughing. Damn it. LOL! After training. Saw 11 miss calls & 6 msg-es. Most of them from my family & boyf. Daddy they all asked me to help aunt to bring granny go A&E. However, its miss calls so I straight went A&E look for aunt & granny. Helped aunt the whole day. Didn't expect to be so tiring. Therefore, this shows that aunt is really having a tough time to bring her to take care of her. Back home afterwhole day at A&E.

Woke up early in the morning & quarreled with boyf. I'm such a bad girlf that shows attitude when I don't have enough sleep. Hahahas! When I woke up, boyf had already reached house downstairs to pick me up already. So, he waited for an hour for me to prepare. Nevermind, he's already used to it since once I've made him wait for 2 hours. LOL! Went KFC ate lunch & then met Jin at the platform. Saw sister, Farhan & Sandra on the train. Alight at City Hall & changed to Douby Ghout. Met up with Kaiqi at arcade, played awhile then went Plaza Singapura with Jin only. Went Spotlight to find Diana & bought Jin bought friendship band strings. Boyf & Kaiqi came to find us after that. Met up with HongFa & Desmond & bought Cathy's[baobei] present. Waited for Baobei & down to Seoul Garden. Ater dinner there. Boyf & I went to find Lance & we bought cheesecake for baobei. In order to make fun of her, we changed the candles to relighting candles & it just won't blow off. Had a great laugh because of that. In between the guys met alot of long lost friends like Elmo & Matthew. When eating the cheesecake, all go for the cheese but I go for the Choco. Hahahas! Its just that the cheese is too .. thick. Anw, down to arcade awhile & I had another tiff with Boyf. Nevermind, we are back as normal again. LOL! Home with Boyf & daddy came to pick me up after that. Boyf lent me his PSP. Love him so much lah xD

Nothing much today. Met up with Hafeez & went to his house. He helped me put Audition & DJmax into the PSP. Realize that there are tons of homework but I didn't know it. I'm so dead. Gotta chiong study soon. Down to aunt house after that & I sleep throughout the day. Training tomorrow morning at 10am. I'm so dead ):

I MISS BOYF ):

PS: Boyf is a goodie good good. Hahahahas! I love white PSP! Wanna have the same as him ><

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Y

Time flies & it's already June ): How I wish time can stop when I'm taking O lvls. I don't know. Moody all of a sudden. Many things flashes through my mind. Weiyang & all my ex boyfs. Well, all I can say is, what's over, its over. I've gotta move on.

Stayed home this few days. Currently chasing after this show called Bull Fighting, 斗牛要不要. Love it so much. I think as long as its drama, I will love it. Hahahas! Missing my boyf still. Today there's nights out for him but I can't meet him. Cousin came over & stay. Gotta teach the kids to study & marmie is paying me to do it :DDD

I'm SUPER EMO right now! @#$%^&*(@#$%^&*

Anw, please contact me if your cousins or friends or whoever of level Pri 1-6 are looking for a maths tutor(: Fees: 20bucks per 2 hours :DDD Thanks.

&& If anyone wanna have facial, please contact me too. As for pricing, it isn't that costly. So asked me if you're interested :DDD

PS: PMS now ):

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Saturday, June 7, 2008 Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARYL[MY BRO] & LANCE :D

Anw, yesterday, also Friday, supposed to meet boyf but then marmie don't allow me go out. I'm sorry boyf ): && sorry to your marmie too. Suppose to go his house cook dinner for them but didn't. Anw, stayed home watch finish 花样少年少女. Woohoo~ Wu Zun so damn cute lah! Jiro also :X Boyf gonna kill me. Hahahahas!

Boyf meet up with his friends after he booked out. So didn't disturb him by calling him & stuff. After that, I called him once & asked him where is he & he's at Taka. Since I finished cooking dinner & marmie is back to take care of brother, boyf ask me go down find him. But I'm so LAZY lah :X Therefore, boyf pulled Lance, Desmond & HongFa down to Tampines. Ooops, I'm such a bad girl. Hahahahas! Bought a speed boat for brother as birthday present. Quarreled with boyf, who kept giving me attitude. After a LONG time then we ok back. Les came my house to ton. Stayed at a playground for like until 5am in the morning? Lance went home first anw. Des & HongFa stay Boonlay, boyf stay Bukit Panjang. LOL! Back home & sleep :X

Going East Coast celebrating brother's birthday. Meeting up with boyf, Lance, Des, HongFa, Zyndie & maybe baobei. Miss them lots lots :D

PS: I'm such a bad girlf who doesn't care about boyf ):

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Friday, June 6, 2008 Y

Alright people, I'm finally back to blog. I didn't blog & no one tag ): Oh well, it's alright (: Term tests are finally over. Its not as tough as I've imagine. Just pray hard I don't lose marks in my careless mistakes. During the period of term tests, Ive been like a pig. Went home & sleep then woke up, one the line & then back to sleep. Didn't even study ==" Oh gosh, how bad can I be? Well, it's over already I guess (: Anw, been watching that 2 shows above recently. The one on the left is really a very very touching movie. I'll recommend all of you to watch it. It's a Japanese movie called Koizora, 恋空. Hiro & You so handsome & cute lahs! :X Mika is damn CUTE! (:

Many things happened recently ):

I guess, I'm back with Andy again? Well, I'm not too sure with my feelings though. I just hope I didn't hurt him. Rejected plushdoll few days back. Hope he's alright not. He seems ... not talking to me anymore. Kinda sad though ): Well, I don't know. I hope, plushdoll will talk to me like how we used to.

MY COMPUTER IS BLOODY FUCKING LAGGGGGGGGG!!!! @#$%^&*@#$%^&

Well, msg-ed Weiyang, my ex-boyf last night. Realize that he'd already move on. I guess I should too. Finally I know to the reason of not wanting a r/s. I've not yet got over him. Whatever it is, he has got Isabel. I'll shall give my blessing. As for Andy, I just hope, one day, I will love him whole heartedly. I'm sorry but I promise I will try alright? Thanks for staying by me all this while even though you know that you love me more than I do.

I guess, I'm gonna have depression soon ): Why is it that money must be an issue? Having to left $200 for this month. Now it's only 6th of June. Gotta buy present for my younger brother & baobei too. Plus needa top up my prepaid & Ez-link myself. This is SHIT! How am I gonna survive? Don't I need to go out too? Line phone was confiscated by sister. Bought a prepaid recently. & that means, I'VE CHANGE NUMBER! ):

Well, really needa get a job soon. I'm freaking stress. Everything just happened so fast. There isn't any time for me to catch a breath. Who will be there to understand me? ):

Sorry to my family. I've really created a mess at home. I've not grown up. Granny's condition is already so bad & I didn't even care about how you all feel. I'm really sorry. I know I'm just not your good daughter. Sometimes, I just hope you all didn't give birth to me. Been crying this few days. My eyes damn hurt but it's my fault. I'm just a trouble maker like what sister says. I'M SORRY SISTER ): I know you've just gotten your job recently. The money you earn, you wanna buy a new phone & psp. I guess I shattered your dream just by having you to give me allowance & not marmie? I'm sorry.

Everyone open their mouth not to talk to me, its scolding me. Will anyone understand how I feel? I'm damn disappointed ):

*Meeting boyf later at noon & I'm still not asleep. It's 5.10am; YAWN!*

PS: I'M SORRY

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.