♥Caassssyy loves pink & dolphins!

Y Thursday, May 29, 2008 Y

UPDATE AFTER TERM TEST (:

*SOS! I'VE GOT NO MOOD TO STUDY):*
mickey or plushdoll boyf; dont wanna hurt them both T_T

PS: ღ I'm Dolphin (: &&-Complicated Relationship

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Sunday, May 25, 2008 Y

NO MOOD~! ):

Alright, didn't update for days. No happy stuff for me to update anw. Been quarreling with baby all this while. Now is time for the both of us to cool down & sort things out. Is it still possible for us to continue? I don't know myself either. Whatever it is, I don't wanna think. Just wanna concentrate on my studies first. Term test is coming. Still not in the mood to study. STRESS!

Went photo shooting with family today. It was sister's graduation's photo shooting. Though that day had taken a few shots, the company's CF card corrupted. So went down to Midlink Plaza to re-shoot. Photos taken today. Please, if don't have the mood to see, click the 'X' button on top. Because today's random photos way too much. Freaking bored & got nothing to do. Hahahas! Moreover, its been so long since I really make up. So must "Zi Lian"(take photos of myself) more. Anw, went aunt house to visit granny after that. Photos time:

Sister taking photo of her graduation (:

Marmie & sister

Marmie, sister & daddy

Me, sister & brother

Family Portrait

Daddy & Marmie

Brother

Me & Daddy

Me & Marmie

Me & sister, all this 17 years, she won't take a proper photo with me =="

Me & brother

Me & Big Aunt

Me & Second Aunt

Me & Big Uncle's wife

Me & Cousin

Below are some stupid random photos of myself, exit if don't like :D

Hais, I don't know if I should continue with our relationship. Its so stressful. Moreover, plushdoll boyf admitted he likes me. What now? ): My god, I don't know what to do. I felt like a bad ass. Hais. & great, tiger told me this morning that he will continue waiting for me. Gosh~ Seriously, will someone teach me what to do? Anw, I really needa thanks plushdoll boyf for accompany me all this all. He's the one who cheer me up, the one who teach me what to do. I guess its me who don't understand myself. I'm afraid of relationships, afraid of commitment, afraid of loving someone so deeply then losing that person. What has got into me? Ever since breaking up with WeiYang, I've changed. Or is it I've not move on ever since I left him? I don't know. Super confused. If I hadn't move on, maybe its time for me to do so. It's so cruel of letting the past go. I hate memories. I hate bidding goodbyes. I know, everything is my fault. I'm sorry.

Sorry Boyf, Sorry Plushdoll Boyf, Sorry Tiger ):

PS: I hate myself T_T

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Friday, May 23, 2008 Y

URGH~

Seriously, I've got no mood to update. I didn't expect he will ask me to put down the phone. Maybe there's Lance & Jin entertain him is enough le buh ==" Somehow avoided him the whole day. Just got the sudden feeling that I'm not for him neither he's the guy for me. I don't know how to tell him. I don't know what to do. Moreover, our friends are gonna going to be together. Those memories when I'm with him came into my mind. It all seems so nice. However, now, it all seems an obstacles for me. What marmie say is right, if I know he's not for me, what for together? I should have consider properly that day. Hais. Did I make a wrong move? Moreover, I really dislike him calling me even when I'm super busy && him asking me to say muacks before we put down the phone even when the environment don't allow me to. What should I do? I can't bear to let him go too ==" URGH~

Chatting with plushdoll boyf now. He's so funny. Nice chatting with him on the phone too. Shy shy de. Maybe if plushdoll boyf talk to me more before I know bi, I may have chosen him already. Hais, I'm sorry plushdoll boyf ): Anw, you're still the best luhs. Thanks for cheering me up alright? Thanks for remembering me when I'm feeling down. Thanks for writing PLUSHDOLL GIRLF IS STUPID IN YOUR BLOG UH~ HAHAHAHAS! Thanks thanks thanks alot :D

Anw, Happy 17th Birthday PeiQI(:

PS: I'm lost ):

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Thursday, May 22, 2008 Y

FLUNK CKT; T_T

Above are photos that I just took from Diana so update now. Anw, I'm suppose to update this blog at around 11.50pm on 21May but then comp lagging ==" & now its already 22nd. Baby is laughing like hell & he's so crazy luhs. Someone please save him =.= The reason to his laughters is because its our first month. LOLS~! Ain't he crazy? Nevermind about him. Back to normal post.

I swear never to ask baby be my alarm clock already. He can really be damn irritating. I slept at 4am last night & had to wake at 730am. Even though I did ask baby to wake me up, he bomb me like crazy which cause me to find him irritating & therefore, I answered & asked him let me sleep for awhile more since I'M REALLY FREAKING TIRED! However, baby don't allow so I just put down the phone, on silent mode went back to sleep. Awhile later, marmie asked me wake up. FUCK LUHS~ I WANT SLEEP T_T No choice, woke up & saw baby still calling. Pick up & gave him attitude & realize 10 miss calls ==" Wthells.

Went school & really don't feel like talking to baby since this morning he really is freaking irritating. But still, I must say, SORRY BABY! ): I have a serious attitude problem ==" Had CKT quiz one. @#$%^&*()@$#%^&*(@#$%^Y& I flunk it again. Damn it. I studied till bloody 4am can? CCB~! DAMN DULAN! REALLY WANNA GIVE UP ): SCHOOL SUCKS~!

Rot for 4 hours in school library after school. Since I end at 12pm. & I didn't know sister is coming at 430pm ==" I thought she will be early to meet the rest for her graduation ceremony. So I stoned & read finish my comics. Woohoo~! & guess what? Its damn touching that I cried in school library ==" After having to read finish, went online using school computer. Chatted with JunRong. He's a retard :DDDDD Hahahahahas! Thanks ehs? Thanks for entertaining me while I'm rotting you retard x)) & He kept laughing at me for crying when its only COMICS ==" JUNRONG IS A STUPID RETARD.

Went sister graduation ceremony, saw so many graduates. How I wish to graduate fast fast. Its freaking STRESS ): Took photos & I miss Dragonboat training today. Seriously, damn sad. Wanna go training but sister graduation ceremony is more important. I'M SORRY GIRLS ): Ate dinner with daddy, marmie & brother after that.

I'm so pissed off with you can? Why didn't I see you spoke to brother & sister with the tone you spoke to me? Ain't I'm your child too? Its freaking unfair! Who's the one who helped you with things you need? It can't be sister since she's always with friends. Yes, I must admit, my phone bills are expensive, I also go out till late night but excuse me, I'm already 17. Does it mean that having a boyf will kill me? Please luhs, its the 21st century. YOU really disappoint me. You think the money you gave me enough for me? No okay? But I didn't ask for more because I know you need cash too. Come on luhs, I'm already matured enough. I know what I'm doing alright? @#$%^&*($#$%^*(&@#$%^

I don't know why you just won't let me go. No matter how hard I try to hurt you, the maximum you go will only be crying. If you let me go, you won't get hurt right? I know we won't last. There's too many obstacles. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of many. I don't know how to handle relationships. I'm afraid of relationships. Yes, I love you but its impossible. Maybe you will feel that I'm the one for you yet I'm not ready for commitment. If you let go, you will be happier. I'm sorry ): Happy one month anw.

PS: I just wanna live the life I want; STRESS~!

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Tuesday, May 20, 2008 Y

I LOVE EVERYONE ESPECIALLY BABY~!

Hohoho~! I'm back to blogging. Had so much fun yesterday luhs! Met up with lots of people. Promise baby to go his house early in the morning but I can't leave house that early & he stay way too far. Moreover, I can't wake up too =X Hehehes! Anw, met up with baby, KaiQi & Vanessa at DBG MRT de arcade. On the way, I realize I took the same train as Diana. Btw, saw Alvina on the way & chat many many too. Miss her :DD Wait for the rest to reach. Played Bike with Diana & I LOVE SEE-ING BABY PLAY DDR~ Hehehehes! Joseph came, & then Denise then Desmond then Lance. The girls, Vanessa, Denise, Diana & I accompany Denise to change her MP3. She change it for Zen Stone. Same colour as baby. I got the same model too. Just that mine is Pink :DD

Awhile later, met up with Baobei. Oh my gosh~ So long didn't meet her & she's still as pretty as ever :DD Miss her lots lots luhs! After that, Denise went her boyf's house then th rest of us, Baby, Me, KaiQi, Vanessa, Desmond, Baobei, Joseph, Diana & Lance went to Mind cafe but too packed so went Macdonalds ate lunch also breakfast also dinner ==" Hahahahas! Wait for June & Zyndie aka Jin to reach. Lance was so damn nervous luhs! Wanna see Jin so much. Hahahahas! Mean while, quarreled with baby ): He kept sms-ing his ex. Well, I won't put much feelings in this relationship. I scared I might lose him.

Finally they came. Actually plan to go KTV but too many don't want to go plus baby & Lance needa book in. So decided to go Fareast but KaiQi wanna go Bugis. Stuck no where. Ended up, in between got unwanted stuff happen. What's over is over. Happy ending is important(: Anw, Diana went home. The rest of us went took neoprints. Woohoo~ So damn cool! Pictures time :DD