♥Caassssyy loves pink & dolphins!

Y Sunday, November 30, 2008 Y

Eeeek, too tired to blog ): Anw, I forgotten what happen on Thursday except that, I remember I had my comprog quiz & I flunk it. However, before the quiz, went w/ darling, Joel & Liqiang to Bistro to eat. I didn't eat though.

I pin my hair up to make it short short. Weird eh?

Friday, school was alright. Had PSPS presentation. After that, stay back to do PCB assignment. It sucks but.. THANKS GERRY FOR HELPING ME TO PATCH UP THE CIRCUIT. Totally didn't know how to do. Lucky there's Alistair & Andrew to help me. Rush finish and went BB to find Liqiang. Darling waiting for us at Orchard. & Liqiang doesn't want to go. But still, I won. Met darling and Andy. Went XingWang to eat. Sat there whole day. Played true or dare. Thereafter, went to Coasta Sand Chalet while Andy went for his dance. Played Big2 and his friend "zhuo pai" very good lah. Scary. Joel drove us home thereafter. Liqiang stayed over at darling's house.

Saturday, also yesterday. Woke up damn early for I guides. Packing day. & my whole body aching now ): damn. Left early at 3pm as darling & Liqiang coming my house to study. Ended up, was talking but at least, I did study alittle >.< & then, I cried again =.= Stupid me. Darling abit pissed off cause I think too much. LOL! Darling, I promise to be strong okay? & she wrote me a sweet sweet note. Although its not in fancy paper & colour pen, Its the words that counts. Thereafter when I'm alright, went to darling's house to had dinner. Darling taught me piano while Liqiang sleep. Waiting for Joel to end work. Thereafter, he fetch us to Sempang Bedok to eat prata. Joel fetch me home first then Liqiang then darling.

I may look strong at times. I may look unhurt. I've got tons of questions to ask you. I got tons of things that I wanna clarify to you. However, why is it that I feel you always wanna make me jealous by saying them? Or is it a way of "rejecting" me? I was kinda shock when you ask me that question. Loving someone doesn't need a reason. I just love you for who you are. Thats that. I'm a girl afterall. I will still have that jealousy. They told me you treat all girls sweet and caring. Even though your tiny little actions really will make me happy long long time, but I dare not think much about it. I cried always because I'm afraid of losing you, afraid of losing all 3 of you. In this one year, I lose alot of people specially my beloved granny. I miss her alot T_T ~~Tell me what's going through in your mind.~~ I'm afraid of the answer ): I know I'm ugly.

Stomach cramp, my whole mind is you T_T

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Wednesday, November 26, 2008 Y

Actually there's tons of photos today. However, thanks to that f***ing bastard who STEAL MY PHONE (PICKPOCKET). Damn it, twice in my life time I've got pickpocket.

Damn, I've got no mood already. Today super super unlucky ): Worst, I didn't get to see him =/ Anw, met les after school. Miss her super much. & I bought her a friendship bracelet that wrote, Best Friend. I love les the most(:

Gotta go study, quiz tomorrow.

**I'm learning not to cry, facing everything on my own from now on. Who is the real me?

You've adapt life w/o me so well. You've slowly succeeded in your life. Congrats. You're on track towards your showbiz route now. Even being asked for interview. Nice one, boy. All the best to you and your career. & last long you both. I give my blessing(: Friends still :D

PS: I'm more & more materialistic =/

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Y

I feel so sucky today.

Oh well, Jap presentation sucks to the core. Don't wanna say more. Lesson as usual, Dfund labtest last period. I think I did alright. Did project w/ Fathin, Larlene & Elfi. Thereafter, went night market w/ Larlene & Hafeez. Headed to STORM to get my haircut. I miss my fridge. Damn, shouldn't have cut. Urgh.

While was lying on the bed to have my hair wash, I kept thinking, "Where I'm heading to? What's my future?" I don't know but there's a sudden failure deep within. What if I can't get into aerospace, what am I going to do? Wakarimasen. This is crap. If I don't get in, should I take a step back to the past & sign up private course for tourism & hotel management? Or should I continue w/ my dream since young, hair stylist? Damn, I don't know. Super vexed T_T

Before & After. Which looks better? Comments please~

I'm sorry, its my fault. & I'll try to forget my feelings for you. Seeing you everyday is my motivation to go school. However, I got to be independent. Self motivation.

What do I exactly want?

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Monday, November 24, 2008 Y

Okay, gonna make this a short post. Gotta rush my Jap presentation for tomorrow already. Went to school w/o knowing there's two tests today. Damn shit. Late for test. PCB sucks. I flunk it. Wrote crap for theory & didn't finish my practical. Oh god, next was Dfund quiz. Hope I pass. A pass is enough. At least I do listen to class sometimes. Larlene super cool, while I'm still at first page, she finished & sleep. Ended the test, I ask her, you know how to uh? She said,"Aiyah, anyhow de." Lunch thereafter & met up w/ darling at BB. Skipped two lectures. Comprog last lesson & I'm pleased w/ my java script(:

Lepak [relax] w/ Larlene, Hafeez & Ali after school at opposite block. Played Big2. Larlene kept losing. =/ Bus-ed home. Daddy drove brother, sister, 3rd aunt, cousin & I to accupuncture. The process was boring. However, I wanna pretty =/ LOL! Holy crap. So well, back home at 1030. Jeff asked if there's a guy call Eddie called. I said no. & oh crap, he kept telling me Zy & him got into OTC's GL. F*** it, I wanna in it too T_T Damn, try again next year. Feeling super low now. Gotta rush presentation. Damn. I WANNA BE GL T_T

During the accupunction. & my leg super red & swollen after that =.= Not now though.

What darling & I did while bored. Cap belongs to Jon. Bored during Comprog.

Can't keep you off my mind T_T

Gonna change layout after I'm busy w/ everyth.

PS: Really gotta start studying.

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Sunday, November 23, 2008 Y

Here's some other photos that I just gotten from Zy.

Friday, ended school, went for Jap's lecture w/ June. She left 5 mins after we reach. Leavng me alone. I don't blame her cause she got her MP thing to do. So after lecture, went tennis court to find the rest. BeyondBoundary having captain ball match. Played volleyball w/ Larlene, JiaHui & Joel. After captain ball, played "Monkey" w/ the main comms. Back to clubroom. Waited for sisterGERRY to finish his meeting & then 5 of us[sister, darling, Joel, Liqiang & I] went to had dinner at Century Square. Darling & Joel shopped for bikini while sister & Liqiang accompany me shop for bag & slipper. Bought one M)phosis's slipper. I love that bag in Charles & Keith but uber expensive. Still considering if I should buy it. Thereafter, all came my house. Packed my bag, bathe & then the guys send darling & I to darling's house. Stayed over there while the guys stayed over in clubroom.

Saturday, woke up at 9am. Morning call Larlene. The guys already awake. Prepared & then cabbed down to Downtown East. Met up w/ Larlene then meet the guys in Fish & Co. Therafter, headed to Wildwildwet. Played till 2pm+ then went to bathe. Ate Fish & Co. Larlene went off first. So the 5 of us watched "Chiwawa" in E hub. The dogs super cute! =/ Visit June at here work place. Bus-ed home to darlings house to do my nails. Sister went home first. Liqiang & Joel fell asleep at darling's house. They left at around 11pm. After I've finish my nails, bus-ed home.

In love w/ this song x3!

Your tiny little actions makes my day. Thanks alot for the everything. Although you didn't realize it but I'm really happy being around w/ you. Even though we are friends. This feeling of mine for you is starting to lose control. I can't get you of my head ):

PS: 8 letter 3 words 1 meaning is for you(:

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.