I'm so bored! :P I should be studying because there's teleprint quiz tomorrow yet I don't even know a shit whats going on in teleprint. Okay, whatever it is. I got that sudden urge to change url, make this private blog etc. Lmao! See how it goes still. LoL! Been suddenly addicted to blog. Kinda weird. Maybe its because I can't rant to him now so the only solution is type it in here.
Anyway, couldn't get to bed last night. Despite being so freaking tired, still, I can't sleep. Hence msn-ed B & we ended up chatting till 5am? Didn't chat on the phone with him for so long la. Past memories all came up. I was still laughing my ass over what happen last time. After his phone went flat, we went back on msn. & he suddenly confess everything about the past. Kind of shock & lost of words. Somehow he came up with this bet by "let's see who can stop contact each other for longest". As I'm sure I'm someone that can suddenly don't reply my friends, I believe I can stop contacting him either. So I asked him if he was sure because then it will be our last chat in this life. He said yes & so I went to bed after saying a bye.
Woke up & receive a msg from B saying, "Think you sleep le. I make this bet cause I fear I might have feelings for you again, which I think you won't accept. The feeling just sucks. Anyway wish you all the best." Kinda silly I think. There's alot going through my mind & one thing for sure, I not ready in a r/s. Neither would I want. Not to even mention I still miss Z. Moreover, a guy would change & wait for a girl no matter how long it is and I believe that throughout my past r/s, the one that truly loves me is Z. I just find it silly to lose a friend because of this bet. Yeap.
Went around viewing long lost friends' blog. I miss those days with them. On a random note, LQ's & PQ's birthday chalet are at the same place & same day. So I wouldn't have to travel around :D Haa! & les, I'm so sorry I couldn't go eat with you last night. Stop skipping meals & take care okay? Meet up real soon.
Teleprint & MCT sucks BIG BIG BIG TIME! D:
To that someone: Mind your own business freak. Its my blog & I love to type whatever I want. Moreover, its not my boyf who break up with me. & does it really matter who break up with who? I wouldn't say myself pretty either because I believe no one is perfect. I bet you are just some weird ass who have no one to ask you out & therefore hid behind computers just to bull shit. Admire HyunJoong & KimBum is my own personal likings. Does that concern you? My blog pollutes those songs? Then ask them don't sing so that I can't put it up la. Stupid dumb ass talk withoutusing brains. If you got the guts, then come straight to my face & talk. Don't hid behind a computer like a coward. Oh & get the facts right will you, my boyf, maybe ex-boyf, still in love with me & waiting for me. So just shut the fuck up :D Lonely coward.
{♥} Cassy, change of life.
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
