Finally, I've turned 18, a legal age.

Yeap, happy birthday to Cassy. However, why am I not feeling happy? Stumbo, thanks for all the effort you put in for my birthday celebration. I love you to every bits. Though I kept saying that I don't put high hopes in having a surprise, still I'm already felt grateful to all the efforts. Stumbo, sorry for giving you attitude this two days. But still, you can & you never will understand how I feel.

I feel like I'm such a useless crap shit. Am I still being immature, doesn't know how to manage & plan my things well? I don't know la. Felt so irritated, felt so out of place. Had been crying every single day since Wednesday. Only stumbo sees it yet he doesn't know how to cheer me up. I've never blame him, its all my fault. If only I know how think when I'm 16. Maybe I wouldn't have any regrets. The biggest mistake of my life now & I can't change it anymore.

However, come to think of it, if I hadn't got into Engineering, I wouldn't have know this bunch of lovely friends. Those who stood by me, listen to my woes & all. BIG BIG thanks to Grace, Joel, Larlene, Yessy, Audrey, Shihong, Nat, Likha & etc. You girls make my day. I love all of you. I don't really know how to express myself right now. All I feel are tears in my eyes. To those who I didn't mention, it doesn't mean that I forgotten you peeps. Thanks alot. Lastly, BIG BIG thanks to WSS guys who help stumbo to make my birthday come true. Kiawei (though you kept bullying me), Wenwei (though I didn't talk to you much), Boonhoe (Nice to bully & chat with) & Colin (keep disturbing me). Though sister (Gerry) can't make it to my birthday & didn't even send me a message, still wanna say, I MISS YOU! Miss bullying you though. Haa!

Had our first E² meeting last night. At the very end, they surprise me with a cake & two present. Omg, thanks alot peeps. I love you guys! I might be irritating & I don't know whatever you think of but you guys never fail to keep cheering me. Thanks alot!

Stumbo, I still wanna say thanks to you. Love you super much. Remember to tell your mummy thanks for helping me to make make my birthday a success.

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.