Y Monday, December 8, 2008 Y
I'm starting to turn emotional again. Ain't feeling good. Seriously. Was browsing through all my old photos, I just realise I'm a dumb person. Not treasuring everyone around me. Especially that two who used to love me alot. I lost one first & I should have learn my lesson & not letting the 2nd one go. Why is it that I lost it twice? Both are scorpio. Maybe they are really not meant to be. Darling told me, I lost something & I will gain something in return. Maybe it true. I miss those days they both dote on me. Buying sweet little gifts, tolerating my arrogant attitude. I used to love them, not now anymore I guess. Memories will be kept forever in my heart. Maybe I will be the only one who kept those photos. I don't wish time will turn back. For now, I hope I can treasure the 3rd him I found although he ain't mine..
Oh well, my head gone bursting. Been studying & studying. Damn, why is my life turning so sucky. Remembering those days whereby I'm out every Friday & Saturday night w/ my sisters. Not now anymore. Misunderstanding, my arrogant attitude tears us apart. I'm sorry but still, I won't forget you two girls. Life been a drastic change for me. I hate it. I swear! I hate it. Oh crap. Still, I gotta treasure whatever I have now. Darling, Joel, Liqiang, les, & many more.. I love them(: Thanks for standing by me all this while. Especially darling, Joel & Liqiang. Darling & Liqiang was always there whenever I cry. Joel was there to listen my woes and taught me to grow up. Thanks alot you three. Les, I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MAN! WHENEVER I NEED A SHOULDER, A TALK, YOU WILL BE THERE. I LOVE YOU! =/
Friday was a crappy day! 9am start school yet I reach school at 9.40am. I was thinking since it was tutorial & 10am still have lesson, might as well go lah. & guess what? After that bloody 20mins lesson, classmates said school ended =.= Crap! Went BB to study. Thereafter, down to library to study w/ Larlene & co. Met up w/ darling, Joel & Lq at opposite school to eat lunch. Thereafter, back to school. Lq went home. The 3 of us studied whole day at BB. Ate dinner & home-sweet-home.
Saturday, the three of them came over my house. Joel drove =D Studied whole day & then dinner out at Punggol Nasi Lemak. The very famous place. Thereafter, Joel send drove us home. Oh god, I'm super happy that night! xD There's reason to it lah but ain't gonna say it. LoL!
Sunday, which is today. Although, I'm blogging at Monday, 12.25am. Hahaha! Anw, the three of them came today too. Cooked fried rice for daddy & Lq. At first I super scared he will say not nice cause last time I bake cookie for him, not nice lor ): Anw, after he came, I get him a big bowl of rice =/ & HE SAY ITS NICE! Weeee~! I pass! LoL! & guess what? He ate 2 big bowl & he really empty it. Oh well, study study study. Tired lah~ Then Joel & darling back home earlier leaving Lq. So the both of us continue study till its the time he needs to go home. Thereafter, I walked him to interchange. First time we both chat alot =/ Hahaha! Now psyco-ing Siwei & Weiliang to come down accompany me study cause I'm angry w/ Ifran & therefore, ain't studying w/ him & Ken. HAHAHAHA!
Studying w/ darling, Joel, Lq & Edward later. I'm so sleepy! ):
Christmas is coming~ Woots! Exams will soon be over! Genting w/ Les! Woohooo~
I miss him =/ LoL! I'm CCRRAAZZYYYYY!!!! xD
Happy 17th Birthday to JIAHUI!
PS: Head over heels~
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
