Y Thursday, December 4, 2008 Y
Sometimes I'm just wondering why am I always depending on other people. It sucks. Seriously. I wanna be that little girl that I used to be. I'm sorry everyone.
While on the way home today, sitting alone on the bus, I'm wondering, "What if everyone graduates. What about me then?" I'm always thinking things so dam negative. However, its true though. Crap. Damn crap. If there's ever a day where everyone graduate & I'm left alone, I gotta be indepent. So why might as well I learn it now? I don't know. My heart felt so empty.
Anw, yesterday ended school, went w/ darling, Joel & Liqiang to eat at Cafe Cartel. Thereafter, went popular. The 3 of them went back school at 330pm as they got test & club things while I headed back home. Met up w/ the three of them at 6pm. Somethings make me feel so down. Almost cried but luckily, Markus came on time to find me. So, the both of us walked to my house. He waited for me at the void deck while I go home get my books. Down to 201 mac to study. Ken & Ifran came too. Home-sweet-home at 1130pm.
Today, during lunch break, went to clubroom to find darling, Joel & Liqiang. Gave the 3 of them a "Good Luck card, cow pen & cow keychain." The 4 of us got the same things. Their 3 smiling makes me feel everything I did is worth it. Thanks alot guys. Finish school, went home, get lappy, back to BB. Gerry taught me study. & Liqiang kept playing w/ the keychain. Super noisy =/ Cause the keychain is bell. LoL! At least I think he love it lah. Because he also holding on to the pen I gave(: Darling & Joel back home. Thats why didn't see them. Alright, I gotta chiong study le. Bye people.
Preparing to flunk =.=
PS: aahhggoooo~
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
