Y Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Y
Twinni-s are back in action! :D
I'm so crap, I know. Start of school today. Told myself I'm so gonna pay attention in class & yet, guess what I'm doing? Reading Twilight whole day =P Hahah! Yeap, I know I got no motivation. Hahah!
Met twinni during lunch break. & yes, still as close as ever. Being so random, asking him to jog w/ me after school. Twinni is such a sweetie. He waited for 3 hours for me to end school & done w/ whatever I got on hand. Bus-ed home & we both went to change. Twinni met me at my house, he cycled to Sunplaza while I ask daddy to fetch me there since bike got no air. Walked one round & ran four rounds non-stop. & thanks alot twinni, because he knows I can't tolerate but he kept talking to distract my attention & I did made it. Mind over body :D
After running, we both played swing. That idiot said that I'm a noob at swing so the both compete. Half way through he gave up cause he's afraid of height. Hahah! & he totally forgotten I'm afraid too, at least I dare to go for it :D I cycled while twinni walked to coffee shop opposite our primary school to had dinner. Met this girl at bubble tea shop & I bet w/ twinni something. & I won, so he's gonna owe me 3months of jogging :D Every Monday, Tuesday, Thursday & Sunday. Woohoo! Thanks alot, boy. LoL! Jog jog jog. I made a stepping stone, FINALLY!
Since she made the first move by removing the heart, I shall do so. Before getting home, I'm already thinking but at first, I thought that I might salvage this friendship after everything cool down. Well, all I can say was, the three of us have fault. & yes, I admit I'm wrong too. However, in the first place, why am I getting involve in you both r/s? Whatever it is, since this friendship is so meaningless to you that you can just break it off anytime, I shall no longer waste my effort in salvaging it. Don't forget, it takes two hands to clap. So, in the very first place, faults is within you both while at there. I said it before, I can forget everything, I can not mention the past like what you wish, but it was you who can't. If avoiding can solve everything, by all means. Its YOU who don't treasure it. This is just like a BGR r/s. If you love that guy so dearly that you don't want to break it, no matter what, you won't say it. However, I don't know how, you manage to. I won't cry, neither will I weep because this friendship is over because I wouldn't want to waste my tears on someone who don't treasure me. If you notice, no matter how angry I was, I wouldn't say, let's just break off this friendship. I'm tired. Real tired. Don't say because you are afraid to hurt me. While solving my friends problem, I encounter the same thing & I couldn't believe my friend would do the same thing to me. I tried my best to protect, make it up to past mistakes & all. If you can take it so lightly, neither will I remember it. Goodbye.
PS: Friends? Boyf? Hurhur!
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
