Y Saturday, November 15, 2008 Y


Some old photos that I took at Sakae & just gotten it from darling.
Yesterday was
CCN. Don't wanna say more. Alot of unhappiness but oh well, its over. Anw, after CCN, slacked at
BeyondBoundary w/
darlingXINYI, Joel, LiQiang, sisterGERRY. Slacked all the way till its time for
JSXP retreat. Met up w/
Zhenying, Kwanjing, Weiliang & one guy I forgotten his name. Anw, we even help the guy that I don't know his name to make up. Super funny. So then, 4 of us went to tennis court area. Main comm are already there to start up the fire.
Chatted w/ Colin for quite awhile. & then called darling. Zyndie came there after & we both went to find darling.
Sister, Liqiang, Jiahui, Kaihoe still having meeting. So
darling & I camwhore while Joel chat w/ Zyndie as they both are seniors&juniors back in secondary days. Anw, after the meeting, took pictures w/
darling, Joel & Liqiang. They wanna go
Ajisen to eat & they asked me along. However, I can't cause I have JSXP retreat & in the end, they didn't wanna go. Was so guilty. Liqiang wore so nice that's why he wanna go eat but because lack of people, then didn't. In the end,
I decided to go & back later for the retreat.
So, the six of us,
Zyndie, Jiahui, darling, Joel, Liqiang & I went Ajisen to eat. Jiahui went off earlier to meet girlf.
Camwhore & all. Thereafter, all took bus 23. Joel & darling went to darling's house, Liqiang went home while Zyndie & I went back school. There's still quite a number of people & we
freaking camwhore again. Hahaha! I shall put some photos up. The rest are in Zhenying's camera.
Chatted w/ CuiWen alot. Love her lah(:
Darling now in M'sia. Miss her lots. Take care darling.
Hmm, got to say sorry to darling. Yesterday log off MSN way too fast. I'm not in the mood that's why. Not only I've got his problem that you were trying to tell me. In fact, there's another thingy happened at the same time at the other conversation. Was too tired to handle everything alone. & went you tell me that thing, I was really happy but after awhile, you explain. Was feeling so down. That is why. Sorry darling. I know you didn't blame me cause we still msg each other this morning =xPictures:



































I don't know how should i handle all this stress. I'm really happy when darling told me but when she defines it more clearly, I'm super shag. Isn't the character & feeling that counts? Why is it that he got to see looks? How I wish he is mine =/ Let me wait? Maybe..? I will prove to you, prove that I am pretty =x Hahahaha! Kidding. I'm just trying to be happy. I know I ain't pretty at all. However, I won't give up.