I feel so sucky today.

Oh well, Jap presentation sucks to the core. Don't wanna say more. Lesson as usual, Dfund labtest last period. I think I did alright. Did project w/ Fathin, Larlene & Elfi. Thereafter, went night market w/ Larlene & Hafeez. Headed to STORM to get my haircut. I miss my fridge. Damn, shouldn't have cut. Urgh.

While was lying on the bed to have my hair wash, I kept thinking, "Where I'm heading to? What's my future?" I don't know but there's a sudden failure deep within. What if I can't get into aerospace, what am I going to do? Wakarimasen. This is crap. If I don't get in, should I take a step back to the past & sign up private course for tourism & hotel management? Or should I continue w/ my dream since young, hair stylist? Damn, I don't know. Super vexed T_T

I'm sorry, its my fault. & I'll try to forget my feelings for you. Seeing you everyday is my motivation to go school. However, I got to be independent. Self motivation.

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.