Y Wednesday, November 19, 2008 Y
Just finish watching "爱情魔法师". Super love the ending. Somehow or rather, I didn't know why I cry. Its not that the ending is very sad. Its just that, I feel so empty. I love happy ending though. If only I had him too. Oh crap, shan't thinnk about it anymore. promise myself to sleep early. In the end, I'm still up at 12.30am. Damn, tomorrow gonna be another long long day. Wanna go out release stress ): Super sad. Like anyone will care =.= Fish, I hate everything now. Crying to sleep again. Hate being myself. F*** it.
PS: Romance isn't everything, when will I learn this.
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Nothing much today. School sucks =/ Started off w/ Edev tutoreer. As usual, no books. Neither did I copy any notes. Half way through, even went to BeyondBoundary to find sisterGERRY to borrow calculator & maths table. Maths2 quiz thereafter. Paper was alright, at least I know how to do. Pray hard, no careless mistake ): Slept throughout Dfund2 lecture. & I did force myself not to sleep, but fail. Lmao.
Ended school, went to sign up nght cycling w/ JSXP peeps. 10 people in total. Met twinni, Zy, June & Jeff. Twinni went off first, Weiliang & Siwei came to meet us for lunch. Had fun chatting w/ Weiliang & Siwei during lunch. After that, all went different ways. Met Cuiwen in clubroom. Anw, whole day random-ness. After Weiliang & Siwei finish lesson, the 3 of us played chatteh & then volleyball. Weiliang super funny. Still remember when he just know me, he kept calling me "Weiliang's ex" cause he doesn't know my name & Mickey's real name is Weiliang. Slacked in SME & hopping around clubs. Love chatting w/ Shar too(:
Anw, it's WeiYang's birthday today. Happy Birthday :D
Hey people, yesterday Zy told me the link for the video that we took during Jeff's birthday chalet. I can still even laugh while watching it. Have fun while watching. **The room contains around 10 people & they both ain't gay. They were being forfeited as they lose in silent murderer.
Found this video super cool. My friend is in the choir(:
No matter how I wanna give you up, no matter how I wanna avoid you, I just can't. I will be ended up talking to you. I don't like the way of who I am now. I'm always that girl that will give up whenever I know there isn't chance. However, why didn't I now? Why just I can't forget you? Aww, what is wrong w/ me?
Did something stupid recently. Somehow, kinda regret & guilty. Maybe I should stop. Yes, I should. I don't know what got into me. I wanna my old self back. Feeling very low recently. All I want is a listening ear. Les staying so far, everyone's busy w/ their own projects, some are people that I couldn't not chat every single thing w/. Its an excuse to run away. Stupid me, but somehow, it seems like the only way...
I should sleep early today! Am lacking of sleep due to drama-ing >.<
PS: Miss independent.
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
