Y Monday, November 17, 2008 Y
No pictures for today as it's a Sunday. Chasing "爱情魔法师" currenly. Although it is an old old drama, maybe not that old, I still love it. Used to thought that that show was so super dumb that's why didn't watch. However, after watching alittle in Channel U, super in love w/ it & now I'm into half way through.
Du Ya Si & Er Qi super handsome in that show man =x Hahaha! Xiao Bei super cute. LOL! I'm always so into shows. Lmao. & so envy Xiao Bei, got 2 shuai ge in love w/ her. I don't request much. One enough =x Okay, maybe HIM enough =.= Well, I don't know.
Urgh, I wanna keep watching but it 2.40am now. Tomorrow gotta wake up super early like 7.30am? Oh god, what's the difference b/w Poly & Sec school then =.= Nevermind, seeing him enough? =x
Anw, I've been ignoring someon for 2 days already. I know he doesn't feel good. All I can say is, sorry. Its not only because of that CCN thing then ignore you. Its just I don't know how to face you. & sorry for pushing you away when you hug me although you were playing. Somehow, I think I start to dislike you playing w/ me and ended up abit of "touchy". I hope you know that we are only friends. I know its kind of straight forward right now but I still gotta say it clearly. This ending is what I didn't wanna see. Ended up we both are so awkward when seeing each other. All I can say is, sorry. I hope you respect me.
Always seeing you online yet can't find any topic to talk to you. I ain't sure if its really because I got nothing to say or I'm afraid to talk to you. Although I'm happy that at times you initiated the chat, but I realise sooner or later, we got really nothing to say. I'm starting to worry. Maybe I should really concentrate on my studies & not thinking too much. What sister say is right. I shouldn't think about it in order not to hurt myself because I may be the one being hurt & he wouldn't even care.
