Should I give up? I don't know man. Aww, he's seriously so cute. Haha! No matter what, like darling say. For now, I'm eliminated out of the picture. From the start, things shouldn't be doing that way. I didn't realize I had actually start to develop my feelings for him. Shouldn't have. Super sad. No use. Darling ask me to wait, wait for the right time. Can I? Can I even afford to felt that hurt again? I don't know. He treats me good, yes. But is that all my imaginary? I don't know. Okay well, maybe I shouldn't think too much. Hoping that this thing would not keep spreading to more people. Or else I don't dare to face him. Will I out of the picture forever?
Darling uh! Go out don't PANGSEH me hor. Hahahaha! Love ya(:
**Tomorrow choosing of courses. Damn. Wish me luck.