Y Tuesday, October 14, 2008 Y
Bored at work lah! Neverminds, 2 more days to last day. Happy happy :DDDDD
Oh well, anw, didn't go out yesterday. Ended work & headed home. At first, plan to meet my bitch, Clarissa. But then, really feel damn sick plus need find aun't jacket. So went home. Lucky me to choose to go home. Because I've not done w/ my JSXP essay. Still, I watch "Life" and ended up doing it in the midnight. Haha! 3 mass conver last night. Woots~ JSXP outing on Friday. I miss everyone! Lmao.
Oh well, super pissed off today. Called in sick in the morning. Decided to start work at afternoon. After lunch. Small aunt & sister came down to Paya Lebar to eat lunch w/ us since small aunt flying off tomorrow at 6am. Woke up by big aunt's msg. She wanted to talk to me. So I call her to call my handphone since I'm lazy to use the house phone. She asked me to find people to take over the guy that quitted magazine area. So went online, mass send everyone msg. Ended up I was late to bathe & stuff. Met them at 1pm when lunch at 1230pm. No one bother to listen my explaination. Saying its excuses. Like, hello? I'm sick, you guys don't believe then fine! But I'm like helping you to look for people to work and you blame me. Then I don't find lah =.= Seriously, super pissed off. I already didn't get to play for this holiday, working every bloody days, what more then? & small aunt, sorry, I didn't listen to what you were saying about the appointment because when I'm pissed off, I don't listen & don't wanna talk.
Fine, forget it. Don't wanna say much. Blood boiling. Well, whatever it is. Shan't spoil my mood. Pay day today! Woots~ Pay day means, I can get my bag & do highlight. Super happy! Wahaha! I'm so gonna get my hotpink highlight. Lmao! I hope it look alright for me.
3 more hours to end work. Haha, meeting ZX to get my shoebag. Thereafter, going home to get my sleep. I'm seriously lacking of sleep T_T & then, wednesday will be so happening! After work, out w/ JSXP peeps to get Jeff's present. Thursday, also my last day. Woohoo~ Ending work on thursday equals to freedom! Lmao. Jeff's chalet~ So waiting for it because alot of JSXP peeps are going. Moreover, most of it is school friends. Although still got a number of them I don't know lah. Guess how many people will be at his chalet? 80+ peeps. How to even walk? Hahah! No choice man, cause its Jeff's 21st birthday! Lol!
When should I go get my hair done? Hmm, ASAP! Weets~ I'm in love w/ House Bunny & Life. Wanna re-watch it. Lol. Learning hiragana in process. I love Japan~ =X
I believe I've already forgotten you. Forgotten everything. Although no matter how hard I try, the images of us will still flash back. Since you can throw me a side so easily, I believe I can too. Just don't regret when you finally why I did all those. I may seems to ignore you & stuff. However, it is so obvious to everyone that I'm trying to change you for the best for you. Yet, you don't appreciate it. I'm so dumb to shed even a tear for you. Not msging you doesn't mean I've forgotten you. If its so easily be forgotten, I don't even fit to be your friend. In the first place, it was you who notice me first. Have you forgotten the words you say? If you are gone, who will stalk me when I'm down. Who will be there for me when I'm alone. Who will share my happiness and woes. Who will cheer me up when I'm down? Who will let me bite? Who will let me pinch his face yet fake as though its not painful. Have you forgotten all the happy times? You only remember the negative points. If this is what you call love, I don't wanna fall into love anymore. I'm feeling so numb to those lies already. Lies to cover lies. It sucks. I wish you I've never known you. Then I wouldn't be so sad anymore.
I will miss Fitri and the rest when I get back to school. Fitri, you are welcome. Hahah! Must chat online or something okay? I will miss you eh. && update me w/ your result. Come TP if you still don't know which poly to choose. All the best for your 'O' levels (:
PS: Working life sucks (.__. t)
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
