Y Friday, September 26, 2008 Y
Lunch break!!! Finally, its getting more boring everyday at work. Ain't feeling very good now. I mean, my heart. Okay, so went to ate dinner w/ les & twinni. Twinni came fetch me from work. Train-ed down to roma. Les was late but still it was fun after that. Went to took neoprint. Turn out still not bad though. Slack at MRT platform. Train-ed home after that. Twinni walked me back. 4 months ago, we sat at my house downstairs discussion whether if twinni should woo 7yrs. 4 months later, should break up anot =.= Nevertheless, I believe they can pull it through together. I give them my blessing (:
All of a sudden, I had this lonely feeling. Back to basis.
To the person I treasure: I don't know what I'm feeling now. I hope you are happy. That's enough. We won't be like the past anymore. Thats all I can say. I regretted, regretted damn lot. I don't know what I should say anymore. Seriously, but when things are said, it had done so. Your decision is up. I hope you regret. I hope you don't let it go. Wish you happy always. As for me, we shall see how it is. Hi Bye friend? Close friend? I don't know. Let time take place.
Going to steamboat w/ les later. We both go tian mi mi agn. Rofl, so fun(: Before that, meeting those Jap students awhile. Going Clark Quay then Marina. Aww, I miss my les! Teehees! Stupid office computer, block away loads of website. No imeem, no MSN! I can't chat w/ my les. Both our sms explode le. Hahahah! Has been sms-ing each other alot. Lmao.
Bii&Jas: Read tagboard for my feeling & reply.
I'm in love w/ this song, Only Human. Lyrics:
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume
TRANSLATION:
It's said that there is a smile
On the opposite side of sadness
It's said that there is a smile
On the opposite side of sadness
Up ahead from where
I'm going to arrive at
Just what is it that's waiting for me?
I should have set off, not to run away
But to chase my dreams, back on that far off summer day
If I could have even seen what tomorrow would be like,
I wouldn't have been able to breathe
So now I move forward
In order to go against the current,
like a boat
It's said that happiness waits
In places that have been consumed by sadness
I'm still searching for
A sunflower at the end of the season
If I clench my fists,
and wait for the morning sun to come
After my finger nails became bloody,
my tears would fall
If I've grown used to being lonely
By the moonlightI'll fly away with my featherless wings
I'll move futhur on ahead
If a rain cloud bursts
Then the wet road will sparkle
That's what the darkness tells meThe strong,
strong lightI'll move forward,
and be strong
Somehow, it relates me ):
PS: Can't live w/o my les =x [I'm straight though]
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
