Y Wednesday, September 24, 2008 Y
Yipee~ Finally I can rest =x Was real busy for the past few days. At first, so wanted to blog about the Japanese students, but come to think of it, the pictures are so freaking much. So decided to blog something [which you will know later] instead of the post of Japanese.
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My les is so interested in their photos. Wanna let her wait till after 2nd October then update. Hahahahahah! I'm such an evil les =x Lmao, she's so gonna kill me.
Was thinking this question whole day and still, I don't get an answer. "What are true friends?" Ended up, I decided, I'm so gonna go back like how I used to be. Treating everyone as friends & just friends, nothing more, nothing less. However, there will always be someone that I will be there for that person no matter what. Whenever that person needs me, give me a ring (: && that person will be my les, Denise Neo Chai Hoon :D *Les, are you touched? =x*
This post shall actually be my venting post. Something more to like, after venting it out & to who I wanna say, I will changed after that. I won't be calling you guys [those people I wrote it to later] like how I used to. Because I always believe that friends will call you when they misses you, even if you've got nothing to chat about. Friends will care for you when you're sick. Friends doesn't only call you when they needs you. So .... What are friends?
Before this, les asked me out on 3rd Oct!!! I love her lah! Movie & Genting w/ her. Woots!
So I guess I shall start w/ the one I most disappointed in?
Twinni: Remember I said before that twinni is just a status? Actually that is the start of everything le. You said my attitude should. I don't deny. I really have to change. & yes, I will. Remember what we chat about when we are in the taxi? I've already sorted out my feelings le. I wouldn't want my "twinni" to be so flirt. I hope you get what I mean. Moreover, if you notice, I seldom talk to you already. I guess time will take place for us to become only "Hi-Bye" friend? Its fun if you find someone who look quite like you, character same as you, w/o speaking also can communicate. However, th prob is, can you maintain this r/s w/ each other? I don't mind you go a girlf or what. Your girlf is also my 7yrs friend. But did you ever thought of my feeling when I'm w/ you both? I had enough of this feeling & therefore, I didnt wanna get close w/ you both recently. All I can say now is, up to you to see how you wanna pull this r/s back. Twinni, remember this. Twinni also got feeling. Think about those days where you promise me you gonna accompany yet when your girlf call, you broke all promise. How will I feel then? That day when you finis your exams, she was sleeping & you had nobody to accompany you. Who is the one beside you? But when I need someone, will you be there? Think about it.
MGR: Everthing has change isn't it? You ain't longer the MGR I knew. At first, it was ME who called you MGR but this "MGR & MR" thingy no longer exist b/w the both of us. Remember how did this come about in the first place? I know you will be reading my blog. However, I don't know if you will call me & asked me about it. I don't know if you get that hint that I'm disappointed in those msg-es when we sms. Still I think I wanna make it clear here. Imagine, if I were to be quite close to you at first, & out of sudden, I MIA. Awhile later, I appear again but its because I'm bored or what. How will you feel? After putting down the phone, I MIA again. Seriously, have you ever care about my feelings? Out w/ them, never even ask me along. Nice one to you 3 eh? Hmm, if time were to turn back, I rather not give you my no. If then, I wouldn' have known you. I wouldn't have been so hurt.
7yrs: Time flies eh? We've know each other for 7yrs already. However, did you feel that bariar b/w us? That day when we were talking things out, I was quite happy. In fact, I saw that slight change in you. But still, I'm disappointed. Why? Its because your care & concern still ain't there. You have always live in your lala land since I've know you. You never care about my feelings, maybe you do, at times. When got things on, you then call me or text me. Other then that, nothing. I really treasure this f/s w/ you. Up till that day when you said that sentence, I gave up. I treated you as friends only. I know you will feel weird. I didn't talk to you, how come this post includes me? In overall, I just wanna say it, because after today, I won't be text-ing or calling people on my records unless there's something important. I just hope you understand what I mean.
Actually still got alot more people. Just being lazy to type. =x Moreover, need to sleep early. Its been a month yet I'm still coughing ): Who will be there anyway?
PS: I will live in my own world.
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
