Heyo people! I'm effing bored at work. Therefore came to update awhile. Since I'm super vexed anw. Although I've got like still 60+ mails not cleared in my Singpost email, I've got no mood to do at all. Hais, I don't know what I'm thinking lah.
Anw, was so sick yesterday that I didn't go to work. Twinni bought lunch for me & he came my house to chat for like 5hours or so? Lmao, supposed to swim but marmie don't allow since I'm sick. So watched television whole night.
I SWEAR THIS IS THE WORST HOLIDAY I'VE EVER HAD.
Went to work today. Ain't late :D Later going to fetch the Japanese students at the airport at 8pm. I'm so excited! =x Gonna rush home to change then go school to finish up the poster.
What's past has already past. What the hell am I thinking. Everything is impossible. Let call it no fate then. Hais, I'm so afraid of commitments already. Seriously, why is relationship so complicated. I just wanna be myself, the girl that I know. It seems so impossible. Hadn't I tried it last time, have I forgotten that hurt it gave? Girl, wake up from your dream. I swear I will. I have to stand strong. Wish them all the best, smile & everything is find. I've gotta see them almost everyday isn't it? So why am I living in misery? Give me time to be alone, if I ignore you both at times. Sorry.
I hate the girl who I am now. By year 2, I swear, I'm so gonna change. Be it physically or mentally. Sorry if I became quiet & not hyper anymore. I'm sick & tired of myself already.
My leg is so damn numb -.- I sat in the office till my back hurts. I'm so not gonna take office job when I grow up. So not suitable for me. Urgh, gotta rush my stuff. So many things yet so little time ):
PS: Wake up, girl..
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
Y Yours truly.
Cassy, 18, 24th April 1991.
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