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Y Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y

I'm back home long ago & I'm so unhappy lah! Why can't I manage to learn Perempuanku? Why is my tongue so tight? Why is it that mo ge ren can see this song so well ): Never give up! Booo~! 2 more days to learn. Mati uh~ Hahahas!

School was boring. I'm always the solo one (: I just love living in my own world. I know you girls can't take it but I'm sorry. Cause I don't know how to talk to you all. I hate people giving me attitude. I prefer alone. Put aside this matter. Well, tomorrow needa hand up Writorial & there's maths quiz. Fuck, haven't been studying yet.

Bus to interchange with WeiHung aka Hamster, Andrew aka always bully me & Alistair. Both As drop off first, if you know what I meant. WeiHung walked different direction as me so said bye. Decided to walk home although the weather was hot. Just wanna trace back where me & him walk before. On the way, kept listening to Perempuanku. Remembering the way he sang it makes me smile like nobody business.

Went to the place where we sat last night. Did something to it but ain't gonna say it here :D Well, how I wish time can stop at that point of time. Well, I don't know. Somehow got that feeling all this will end someday. If I could say "last last" forever. Only mo ge ren know what I meant though. Didnt see adorable today. That was lucky of me. ROFL! Somehow, I miss adorable (:

When online to see information about horoscope. Saw this & was kinda shock. First, as yiu can see, it wrote, Love: Aquarius. Friendship: Scorpio. Well, mo ge ren is Aquarius & Andy is Scorpio. Secondly, see the Lucky Numbers for me. One of it is 15 & that was yesterday which means, I met mo ge ren & adorable. However, through alot of check on the net. I'm not too sure if I should believe in net's horoscope. All so inaccurate.

I'm afraid to lose this time. I don't know why. not receiving your messages makes my feelings go up & down like roller coaster. I wish to see you again. I don't know why, but every time we meet, I somehow got that feeling thats the last. why is this so. I'm so worried. I'm so scared. Unknowingly, you intruded my life without asking me. Yet I ain't angry with you at all. In fact, I was happy. No matter how hard I try, you always came across my mind. If that day I didn't ask for the cake, maybe we won't even met. & I may have not fall into this deep deep hole. I will try to climb back up because, I don't think your feelings are the same as mine. Still, I just wanna tell you, aku rindu mu.

PS: I know what Perempuanku means including the lyrics (:

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.