♥Caassssyy loves pink & dolphins!

Y Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Y

R.I.P; I miss all of you.

I'm finally back to blogging. Yet I don't know where to start. Been thinking alot recently. I didn't know what to do either.

Was lying on a single bed with my mum & sister on Thursday night. Was laughing so happily that 3 fat ass lie on one single bed when we received a call from my dad. He asked us to go down and he will fetched us to the hospital where we had a sudden emergency call from my aunt saying that granny had problems. We were all shock yet I can't do anything as I've got to stay ho9me & take care of my sleeping brother. Around an hour later, sister called and said she has went to another beautiful place to live in....

At first, I didn't really believe what I heard. Woke brother up, waiting for more news. Later at 3-4am, aunts and uncle came my place. Fall asleep awhile & the next morning, all were preparing the funeral. No, no way am I going to believe the granny whom used to stay in my house for 2 yrs, the granny whom took care of me when I'm young, the granny whom used to compare her leg & mine while we were bored, the granny whom always gave me comments on my clothings when I'm going out, had pass away... No way am I going to believe. NO!

Yet, I've still gotta face the fact, the cruel fact. I miss her, I miss her alot. The last time I saw her was on the Sunday. I didn't even go to her house early to look at her. I didn't knew-it was the last time I saw her. I saw her back, the back of her tired body. Lying on her bed and sleep. I miss her.. I really do..

So, I skipped school on Friday, Monday & Tuesday. Many relatives came. Even those whom I didn't see before. My grandfather's side. On the Tuesday, woke up early, and prepare to send her. All cried. I wish she was back with us. I just can't believe it. She left us. I didn't even have the chance to repay her. Whenever she knows that I'm broke, she would give me extra cash not telling my parents. During Secondary school days, she always woke me up early in the morning for school. That time, she already has difficulty in walking yet I'm always saying 5 more mins. Means, 5 more mins to sleep. & she just stood there. How unfilial I am. I miss you granny ):

When she was being pushed to burn, I stood there. That was when it really hits me that granny had pass away. She's gone-FOREVER. I miss her. I miss her alot ): How I wish I could just stop them, stop them from burning granny. All of us stood there, kept crying & crying. No use... I WANT HER BACK! 2 hours later, after lunch, went back to collect her bones & ash. Couldn't take it anymore. My granny, who used to be my height, the one who slept on my bed, the one who I bring her to the doctor when she's sick, the one who I always says she's beautiful, the one that cook dinner for all occasion, the one who I love the most turn into ash. Just ASH...

Why is everyone leaving me? I kept thinking this question. When those adults are planning if they should bring her back to pray or put in the temple, I went to "visit" my relatives. Down the stairs which I walk ever since I'm very young, maybe aged of 5 till now? I always walked that stairs to pray my grandmother. She pass away at a very young age, around late 40s. As I walked down. I was thinking, who should I pray first. Well, this particular year. Which is year 2008, I went down the stairs. Walked through many other people's ashes. Walked ahead to pray my granny. As I look down one step of the table, there, I saw my 3rd uncle. Whom committed suicide 2-3years back. As I pray, I told him, please, take good care of granny. She's always worrying about you. After that, I went over to the place where my grandmother's ash was. I just didn't know why, I broke down. Although I spend merely a few years with her, there's still slightly some memories. Next, I turned & I saw my great-grandmother's ash. I miss her. The last time I hugged her was this year's January & now, she's gone. I miss her, I miss everyone.

It was then I realize, life is so fragile. I've got to treasure what I have now. Especially my family. I should be a grown up, taking care of them. Not making them worry. It was then that I realize, I haven't said to them that I love them. I don't want wait until I didn't have the chance to say then I regret. So here I am, saying ...

I LOVE YOU, daddy, mummy, sister & brother.
I LOVE YOU, all my relatives.

Most importantly, I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU, 太妈，阿妈，婆婆，三叔.
R.I.P all of you. I will be a good girl, I promise ):

I've flunk my CKT quiz today. Didn't have the mood to study at all. Exams 3 weeks later.

Now I've finally seen your fake side. Thanks alot ehs?

PS: Should I let go?

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Thursday, July 24, 2008 Y

WTFUCK!

Alright, tell me what am I vexing about? Okay, maybe I know the answer. Still, I really don't know how to handle it. At times, I'm asking myself. Why did I land into such situation? I wish I could just turn back the time. Finally get over it & things became worst. What the hell. Fuck it, save me will you? T_T

Back home & I didn't know why I went over to that place once again. It sucks. Everything flash back. Felt like crying. However, no one is there for me. I just miss those time. Must dig a hole and place everything back down in it again. Or else, I will be crying again ): Saw somethings I don't wanna see, but still, I can't control him.

Un momento desidero appena che possa scegliere di non conoscerlo. I can' la t si crede per la caduta nell'amore con voi. Perché state rendendo la mia vita così misera? Tuttavia I didn' la t vuole a voi lo lascia. Compaia ancora ed allora sparisca. Desidero vederlo ancora. Se tutto è un sogno, spero la I didn' la t sveglia.

PS: I hope, I wish ...

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Monday, July 21, 2008 Y

Aww, its been long since I've last update. Shall keep this post short, excluding photos.

Friday, skipped last lesson of lecture which was Maths. Met up with Aaron, CaiXin & peeps. Decorated Angel's birthday card. Bus-ed home thereafter to prepare to go out. Cab-ed back school, met up with Angel, Aaron, CaiXin, Cindy, ChengYong & JunYuan. Celebrated at SugarLoaf. That's all I guess, && HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL, MY DARLING ANGEL x3!

Bus-ed down home to change shoes & then train-ed to Bedok. Met Mo ge ren & his brother. I mean, real blood brother though, which kinda shocked me too. Got off at City Hall, bid goodbye to his brother & down to Marina Square & then Suntec. Played arcade & I love his basketball skill. Omg, he beat the highest score. Play RF5 too. Met up with the girls at MOS burger. Walked to DG for "dou hua". Bus-ed down to Bukit Panjang for Kaiqi's BBQ. Trouble & more trouble. Shan't mention it though. Went off awhile later & then down to Bedok 85 for supper. Mo ge ren kept losing so he helped me eat the noodles :DDDD Ton around Bii's area & he kept scaring me. That day, another memories.

Saturday, woke up in the late afternoon. Bii not going out with Hui anymore since she felt it no point if they both have to leave early. Hui going Gary's house whereas Bii going don't know where with MingWei & her mother to watch fireworks. Decided that I should at least go visit his mum also to return his stuff. Bus-ed down to Bukit Panjang again. Aww, that trip was really a long one. I don't know why either. Maybe I just felt lonely. On the way, he msg-ed me. Asking where I am. I didn't say but I realize he's at home. Shit it, I expected him to meet that 2 girls while his mum at home. So, when I reached his place, knocked on the door, pass him the things but he went to get the keys. So I placed it on the floor & left. He chased up & then somehow we had a tiff. Well, no point saying. Still friends though. Was real tired, fall asleep at his house while I guess he's looking at me sleep? ==" Met up with Kaiqi for supper too. Then went home.

Sunday, BIG BIG DAY! Zzzz. As for Sunday, I guess really can't say things here. What I can say is, FUCKING BAD DAY. Well, I hope she's fine. Went granny's house in the late evening. That's all.

Mo ge ren went MIA. I don't know what's wrong either. He just msg-ed me say he's very vexed & tired. I hope he's alright. I doubt I should disturb him. Since he did this to another girl though. However, mo ge ren, if you're reading please, at least tell me you are fine. Even if you just wanna stay as friends alright? At least, tell me you are fine. I shall keep everything as memories.

PICTURES: Friday's Afternoon

"My Heart", lyrics written on one of the Lectures' table

Birthday card given to Angel

Cool right? She's in Bikini (:

The Boys that went to SugarLoaf

The girls, Angel is the middle one :DDD HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL (:

I LOVE DARLING (:

Angel & Cindy

Angel & Junyuan

Angel & Caixin

Angel & Aaron; the budds (:

Angel & ChengYong; SCANDALS (:

Cindy

Caixin

Aaron

Junyuan

ChengYong

Friday's Night:

I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH~! Right front, Me, Jas, Bii. Left front, Ling & Hui

I'm short, that's why I'm in the middle T_T

Mo ge ren, Me & Bii

This pic is COOL

I know I'm short T_T

Love her to every bits, Bii & Da

Mo ge ren (: THE FIRST EVER PICTURE WE TOOK TOGETHER.

Memories x)

Monday's school:

Fathin

Elfie

Cliques, WHERE'S LARLENE? x(

ME:

With Make Up

Without Make Up

PS: Am I doing the wrong thing? ):

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y

FUCK IT ; I HATE SCHOOL!

Well, pratically, my brain is super dead now. Didn't sleep at all. Was rushing the bloody writorial last night and waiting for MGR to finish work. Chatted with KaiQi on the phone first. He put down at around 12am and then darling Angel called. Chatted for around 2-3hours. Love talking to her. Put down the phone at around 3.30am. I thought, by that time, MGR has already ended work & got to change sim card so that he can texted me.

He replied at around 4.30am and we chat on the phone for like till 7am? After that his phone went low batt & we chatted on MSN. He didn't sleep at all either. Accompanied me through the night while I'm doing my research and stuff. Although most of the time my concentration was on him =X

Bathe and went to school. Finished my Engin Maths Quiz in 1min. Went rushing to print my Writorial stuff. After that I realize I did the wrong thing. Damn, so I skipped my 2 lectures. 3 reasons to skip. 1st-Supposed to meet CaiXin & Aaron. 2nd-Need rush my Writorial. 3rd-I BLOODY HATE SOMEONE'S ATTITUDE LAH! Damn, I also not talking to you, need say me uh? I don't want go lecture then go lecture cannot uh? Fuck. Don't make me pissed off lah. I live my life lah okay? None of your fucking problem.

Zzzzz. Chill~ I'm fine anyway. So after that, that stupid Andrew bluff me. Say want drink coffee. So I asked him to buy one cup for me too. Then I go print my Writorial stuff. When he came back, he was holding Qoo White Grape. One of my fav lah! Then he really buy coffee for me. Kns. Si Andrew. Hahahahas! Neverminds, I'm really tired too anyway.

Went for Writorial lesson. Attended class, listen those shits. Presentation in 2 weeks time. Damn, really hate Writorial lah ): School ends.

Bus-ed 23 down to Interchange. Bought nail remover & nail polish. Walk home. Just miss those time he walk me home. At first, wanted to do something to where we sat 2 days ago. However, there's people sitting there. So just headed home. Walk through that little garden. Those memories flash back. Heees~!

Kinda sad. Although I know is cause he is tired, but but .. hais~ Neverminds. Reached home, on television & decided to sleep - in order not to think so much. But then, I just can't even though I'm super tired. Awhile later, saw MGR msg-ed. Super happy. He say he reaching outlet le, means can't msg-ed liao ==" Okay, I know he's in a rush so got no time to msg me. I don't blame him. In fact, I kinda happy. Cause he can always read what I'm thinking. He said others too that actually make me put at ease. Thanks MGR (:

Sometimes, I think back, its unfair to another him. But but .. Relationship is just like a vase. Once its broken, no matter how much glue you put, there's always a crack. Memories between us, I will keep it forever. Hope both of us can really become friends once again and move on with our lives. Take care, my forever friend.

Was bored, so took this quiz: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
&& here's the result;

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Took this quiz from Lance's blog.
Freaking describe me lah! Wahlao. Especially my true self part. Actually, everything describe me, even include things that I'm afraid of. Omg, well, this describe me people (:

SAYA RINDU PADA MU! Super lots ):

PS: I'm just so tired & stress T_T

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y

MEMORIES <3!

4E4 ; forever in my heart <3!

BiiDaHuii ; EJC <3>right ; dada, huihui, biibii*

Most of all, I miss Tracy! Hahahas! The one used to being bullied by us.

Both of us are Ms Stubborn (:

Sisterly love ; Lesbians always =X Denise & Dolphin

The 5 that always club together. Love them <3

Ignore those words in the pictures. Everything is in the past.

Was bored & decided to design the house of my own :D

Wasn't supposed to update now. Instead, I should be studying. However, I'm really not in the mood. Mo ge ren is working now. Wonder will he go on Friday. Urgh, I don't know. Super vexed. Woke up & was down with fever. Lucky me, received a message from mo ge ren. Was happy but then that feeling of losing it still there. Don't know why either. Neverminds about that. Msn with mo ge ren & shortly later, he needs to go to work. Called him. When he reached his outlet, kinda don't feel like putting down. However, I know I have to. After that, watched television & used the computer. Sakinah chatted with me. Oh my, she really made me miss Secondary school. Especially Saki, Raina, Hui, Bii, Les, Tracy & many more. I miss the old times ):

Mo ge ren asked me yesterday night if I would like to return to my past. I said a "no". Why? I would rather lost memories that I have ex-boyfs. I just wanna be someone that had no ex-boyf & the next one would be my husband. One and only one. Come to think of it, I wanna go back. In fact, yes, I wanna go back. Maybe then I wouldn't make the same mistake. Mo ge ren wanna go back too. To be honest, I don't know is he wanna go back to his ex-girlf or time when he has to ex-girlfs too ): Thinking of him makes my mind go confuse. I .. I .. I don't know. I know he knows how I felt, but he just doesn't want to say it. Or is it, I've been thinking too much? His wonderful treatment to me, is it a dream or real? Even if its real, is it that I've been thinking too much that makes my heart goes beating faster whenever I meet him? I'M SO VEXED LAH~ ):

I wonder if you can see what I'm writing x) Since you say you've got wonderful eyes. Teehees!

Ahahahas! Just learn from Saki the difference between "saya rindu pada mu" & "aku rindu kau". Somehow, I felt that "saya rindu pada mu" sounds nicer. x) Mo ren is pandai okay?! =P && I MUST REMEMBER THE SENTENCE "KAN UNTUKMU DAN". Okay, I know it sound weird. But due to this sentence, I can never learn "Perempuanku" right. Zzzz ):

RMB = remember or isit ren ming bi? HAHAHAHAHAS~ I miss that day ..

PS: I hope its not me thinking too much ..

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

I'm back home long ago & I'm so unhappy lah! Why can't I manage to learn Perempuanku? Why is my tongue so tight? Why is it that mo ge ren can see this song so well ): Never give up! Booo~! 2 more days to learn. Mati uh~ Hahahas!

School was boring. I'm always the solo one (: I just love living in my own world. I know you girls can't take it but I'm sorry. Cause I don't know how to talk to you all. I hate people giving me attitude. I prefer alone. Put aside this matter. Well, tomorrow needa hand up Writorial & there's maths quiz. Fuck, haven't been studying yet.

Bus to interchange with WeiHung aka Hamster, Andrew aka always bully me & Alistair. Both As drop off first, if you know what I meant. WeiHung walked different direction as me so said bye. Decided to walk home although the weather was hot. Just wanna trace back where me & him walk before. On the way, kept listening to Perempuanku. Remembering the way he sang it makes me smile like nobody business.

Went to the place where we sat last night. Did something to it but ain't gonna say it here :D Well, how I wish time can stop at that point of time. Well, I don't know. Somehow got that feeling all this will end someday. If I could say "last last" forever. Only mo ge ren know what I meant though. Didnt see adorable today. That was lucky of me. ROFL! Somehow, I miss adorable (:

When online to see information about horoscope. Saw this & was kinda shock. First, as yiu can see, it wrote, Love: Aquarius. Friendship: Scorpio. Well, mo ge ren is Aquarius & Andy is Scorpio. Secondly, see the Lucky Numbers for me. One of it is 15 & that was yesterday which means, I met mo ge ren & adorable. However, through alot of check on the net. I'm not too sure if I should believe in net's horoscope. All so inaccurate.

I'm afraid to lose this time. I don't know why. not receiving your messages makes my feelings go up & down like roller coaster. I wish to see you again. I don't know why, but every time we meet, I somehow got that feeling thats the last. why is this so. I'm so worried. I'm so scared. Unknowingly, you intruded my life without asking me. Yet I ain't angry with you at all. In fact, I was happy. No matter how hard I try, you always came across my mind. If that day I didn't ask for the cake, maybe we won't even met. & I may have not fall into this deep deep hole. I will try to climb back up because, I don't think your feelings are the same as mine. Still, I just wanna tell you, aku rindu mu.

PS: I know what Perempuanku means including the lyrics (:

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Y

PEREMPUANKU <3!

Awww, I'm updating at 3.23am. LOL! In fact, I just reached home. Nothing much today. Went school & stuff. Home at around 4.30pm? Watch television and slack. Well, had a call from mo ge ren. He's finally awake & he's late for work ==" So his supervisor asked him to take off instead. Met him at 9.30pm. Went played basketball in arcade. Then ate Long John Silver. Muahahahahas! I guess he's afraid of LJS already. =X

I won in the game again :DDDD Although I lost to him for the first round. Oh well, I'm sorry mo ge ren. I guess you vomited. =X Heees! Slack at the stage there with adorable too. Only he knows who's or what is adorable. It scare me ): Time passes so fast. It was 3am already. Well, back home & saw mum. She chilled me together with my sister. I don't care anymore. PEREMPUANKU! =X

Heard this song from mo ge ren. Song name "Perempuanku". Super duper nice lah. && when mo ge ren sing, it really caught my attention. I don't know why but I kept forcing him to sing time to time for me. Booo~! Misses those time.

Perempuanku

biarkan aku di sini untukmu
aku hanya ingin menghibur malam ini
malam yg pasti menyenangkan untukmu
dan tentu untukku

biarkan di sini aku bernyanyi
hanya untukku dan untuk menghibur kamu
dan aku yakin senyummu tulus dan jujur
hanya untukku

reff:
perempuanku engkau cintaku
tak mungkin bisa bila aku jauh darimu
bisa bila ku pasti sedih
ku cinta engkau
cinta pada perempuanku

semakin lama semakin ku tahu
maksud hati tak hanya mencintaimu
ku ingin habiskan hidupku
hanya untukmu

repeat reff

ku cinta engkau perempuanku
perempuanku

PS: I wish the time just wouldn't pass. Under the moonlight with you & adorable <3!

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Monday, July 14, 2008 Y

POPPING IS COOL :DDDDD

Was almost late today. Hahahas! Cried to sleep last night. In fact, just got that sudden feeling of loneliness. Well, I don't know. I just hope things to be better.

Woke up in the middle of the night. Just got that feeling that mo ge ren will msg-ed me when he ends work. Happen that he msg me & its also the time I woke up. Replied about 2 msg & I fall back to sleep. =x Sorry mo ge ren. Cause I promised to accompany you on the phone till you need to go school. Teehee!

Daddy fetched me to school by motor & I didn't late. Thanks dad. Well, had lectures & stuff. Guess what? Miracle happen this few days lah. Mo ge ren wake up super early. Hahahaha! Mo ge ren had a basketball match with unknown people & he won. After his match, he msg-ed me. I called him & he say he's at Tampines. So bus-ed down to find him. Awww, I don't know why, but I just kinda got that feeling that butterflies in my stomach. LOL! Shy sia. Somehow, fated? We met in the toilet. I mean, when I reach, I called him. I said I wanna go toilet. He say he in toilet. Just didn't expect is the same level toilet. Hahahas!

Stood at the railings and chat for quite sometime. Lose to him in sissors paper stone. So accompanied him to ChinaTown. He needs to go for work lah. So I send him there and back home. Oh well, really had fun chatting with him. He makes me laugh. Unlike someone, until now, still quarreling with me. Hais.

Back home, called Lance. He somehow lend a listening ear. Thanks ahboy :D Although he called after that and we quarreled again. Oh well, mo ge ren is still working. Saya rindu pada mu :X

Since got two girls get number from you. Enjoy time with them. Just forget me (: I'm hurt enough.

If sweet talks were real, if loving you ain't a dream. How I hope I didn't step into this deep deep hole. How I wish I didn't have a heart for loving you. What am I doing? What am I feeling? I feel so numb. What you say are real or fake? Or just merely making me happy? If its real, what about the her in your nick? If its fake, what's the aim? I'm stressed. Yet afraid of the answer. I just wish I didn't wake up from this beautiful dream. I wish .. I hope ...

PS: A person without a purpose in life, its like a ship without a rudder.

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.

Y Saturday, July 12, 2008 Y

Okay, I'm back from rebonding my hair. Woohoo~ Love my hair loads, but it seems xiao mei mei to me T_T. Oh well, here's the pictures.

PS: I know I've got loads of pimples x)

Pictures first. Shall say more when I'm home (: Out to rebond hair. Yipeeeeeeeee :DDDDD

This few days was kinda hectic for me. Ended up, I've decided to quit Venture Era. Why? This is because, firstly, my freaking upline don't know how manage his time lah! So pissed off. Say I'm watching television during appointment. Hello? Its YOU who is the one watching television ain't it? Wtfcuk. Anw, what my family members said was right. Why should I earn my salary from my relatives? I should earn from the company. How selfish am I to only work hard for myself. I didn't even manage to think that it was them who I'm promoting to, which means, I'm earning my relatives' money. How dumb. Thirdly, I think it really affects my relationship with my family. Going home late at night, arguing with them. I'm sorry. Thanks sister, for giving my guidance & not scolding me. Really sorry.

*Random Pictures* over the past few days.

June & me during Dragon Boat compeition. Also, ZX's birthday chalet at night.

Angel Darling <3!

Boat's xD Team Temasek came in 3rd (:

It wrote, Dolphin in chinese :DDD

One of my fav (:

My maths result, over 50 x)

The Cliques (:

Larlene <3!

Elfie <3!

Fathin <3!

Fathin & Larlene

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LARLENE! <3

That's what my class do while waiting for lesson to start.

HAHAHHAAS! Retard xD

Love playing with this, but never get it right :X

Dolphin ; Mickey.

Thanks for the wonderful things you did, I'm sorry.

Everything is over.

That's the past.

That's what I always do when I'm bored x)

Mine, Mickey's & Larlene's

I LOVE THIS CAR!

Dreams <3!

Invitation

It says: CONRAD CENTENNIAL SINGAPORE

Ceiling

Mr Kit Tan

Dancers

Retard me :D

My beloved, Cathy

Formal wear in Conrad's Hotel

Back to secondary school to get my testimonial. Ouh, saw many loves. I miss them so much. & yes, I miss Mr Poh! He's still as cute as ever. Didn't managed to see Ms Zaleha & Mr Loh. Shall visit them soon (:

Jane

Phyllis

Madness at my house with Les. Oh, before going back Secondary school, she came to crash my Lecture. Hahahaha! FUN :D I love her x)

My fav pic *bleahs*

I simply love her x)

The guys

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DIANA! :D

Rachel

FoongMei

Selina

Vivien aka Mian'er

The cake

So sweet (:

Kor, Max

Another sweet couple

Ton at Pasir Ris. Was running around with Bii & Les. Tired lah! Had 3 chalets at the same time. Going over to Diana's then to Max's & then to Jasmine's cousin's. Was sweating like hell. Hahahas! Shan't mention everything, too lazy x) Bought alcohol & ton at the beach. Bb & Les was high. Dance on the table. & some stuff happens after I went home. Sorry all ):

3 Breezer, 2 Jack Daniel's & 2 Jim Beam.

Cheers to all loves :D

Okay people, if you dislike, just click on the 'X' button at the top right hand corner. Hahahas! Below are all my pictures. Booo!

Tada~! That's all. I took 3 days to upload photos. Been freaking lazy to do so. ROFL!

To HIM: Hais, I don't know if I did a wrong move that day. I hope you understand. We ain't possible. No matter if there's yunling or mo ge ren. I hope you understand. Please, do not threaten me with your threats anymore. I'm stressed enough. Yes, I'm still not yet a grown up. At least my maturity is higher then yours. Without, you are still a piece. Is it so difficult to carry on life without me? I don't worth anyone doing this to me. You should know, I trust love not too much. I'm afraid of being hurt. You betrayed me once & that's enough. I'm already feeling the pain. Please be a man, do not cry over me. Take care loads & promise me you find happiness.

I just realize mo ge ren got cinta someone de. Oh well, I guess I'm lucky that I didn't step too deep inside. I still can pull myself out from this deep deep hole. Mo ge ren, don't treat me too good when you cinta someone else alright? I'm scared, I do ):

PS: Loneliness is what I've always afraid but the only medication

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.