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Y Sunday, May 25, 2008 Y

NO MOOD~! ):

Alright, didn't update for days. No happy stuff for me to update anw. Been quarreling with baby all this while. Now is time for the both of us to cool down & sort things out. Is it still possible for us to continue? I don't know myself either. Whatever it is, I don't wanna think. Just wanna concentrate on my studies first. Term test is coming. Still not in the mood to study. STRESS!

Went photo shooting with family today. It was sister's graduation's photo shooting. Though that day had taken a few shots, the company's CF card corrupted. So went down to Midlink Plaza to re-shoot. Photos taken today. Please, if don't have the mood to see, click the 'X' button on top. Because today's random photos way too much. Freaking bored & got nothing to do. Hahahas! Moreover, its been so long since I really make up. So must "Zi Lian"(take photos of myself) more. Anw, went aunt house to visit granny after that. Photos time:

Sister taking photo of her graduation (:

Marmie & sister

Marmie, sister & daddy

Me, sister & brother

Family Portrait

Daddy & Marmie

Brother

Me & Daddy

Me & Marmie

Me & sister, all this 17 years, she won't take a proper photo with me =="

Me & brother

Me & Big Aunt

Me & Second Aunt

Me & Big Uncle's wife

Me & Cousin

Below are some stupid random photos of myself, exit if don't like :D

Hais, I don't know if I should continue with our relationship. Its so stressful. Moreover, plushdoll boyf admitted he likes me. What now? ): My god, I don't know what to do. I felt like a bad ass. Hais. & great, tiger told me this morning that he will continue waiting for me. Gosh~ Seriously, will someone teach me what to do? Anw, I really needa thanks plushdoll boyf for accompany me all this all. He's the one who cheer me up, the one who teach me what to do. I guess its me who don't understand myself. I'm afraid of relationships, afraid of commitment, afraid of loving someone so deeply then losing that person. What has got into me? Ever since breaking up with WeiYang, I've changed. Or is it I've not move on ever since I left him? I don't know. Super confused. If I hadn't move on, maybe its time for me to do so. It's so cruel of letting the past go. I hate memories. I hate bidding goodbyes. I know, everything is my fault. I'm sorry.

Sorry Boyf, Sorry Plushdoll Boyf, Sorry Tiger ):

PS: I hate myself T_T

Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.