URGH~
Seriously, I've got no mood to update. I didn't expect he will ask me to put down the phone. Maybe there's Lance & Jin entertain him is enough le buh ==" Somehow avoided him the whole day. Just got the sudden feeling that I'm not for him neither he's the guy for me. I don't know how to tell him. I don't know what to do. Moreover, our friends are gonna going to be together. Those memories when I'm with him came into my mind. It all seems so nice. However, now, it all seems an obstacles for me. What marmie say is right, if I know he's not for me, what for together? I should have consider properly that day. Hais. Did I make a wrong move? Moreover, I really dislike him calling me even when I'm super busy && him asking me to say muacks before we put down the phone even when the environment don't allow me to. What should I do? I can't bear to let him go too ==" URGH~Chatting with plushdoll boyf now. He's so funny. Nice chatting with him on the phone too. Shy shy de. Maybe if plushdoll boyf talk to me more before I know bi, I may have chosen him already. Hais, I'm sorry plushdoll boyf ): Anw, you're still the best luhs. Thanks for cheering me up alright? Thanks for remembering me when I'm feeling down. Thanks for writing PLUSHDOLL GIRLF IS STUPID IN YOUR BLOG UH~ HAHAHAHAS! Thanks thanks thanks alot :D
Anw, Happy 17th Birthday PeiQI(:
PS: I'm lost ):
Love is a wonderful gift, shared by two blessed souls.
Experiencing heaven on earth.
