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Y Thursday, May 22, 2008 Y

FLUNK CKT; T_T

Above are photos that I just took from Diana so update now. Anw, I'm suppose to update this blog at around 11.50pm on 21May but then comp lagging ==" & now its already 22nd. Baby is laughing like hell & he's so crazy luhs. Someone please save him =.= The reason to his laughters is because its our first month. LOLS~! Ain't he crazy? Nevermind about him. Back to normal post.

I swear never to ask baby be my alarm clock already. He can really be damn irritating. I slept at 4am last night & had to wake at 730am. Even though I did ask baby to wake me up, he bomb me like crazy which cause me to find him irritating & therefore, I answered & asked him let me sleep for awhile more since I'M REALLY FREAKING TIRED! However, baby don't allow so I just put down the phone, on silent mode went back to sleep. Awhile later, marmie asked me wake up. FUCK LUHS~ I WANT SLEEP T_T No choice, woke up & saw baby still calling. Pick up & gave him attitude & realize 10 miss calls ==" Wthells.

Went school & really don't feel like talking to baby since this morning he really is freaking irritating. But still, I must say, SORRY BABY! ): I have a serious attitude problem ==" Had CKT quiz one. @#$%^&*()@$#%^&*(@#$%^Y& I flunk it again. Damn it. I studied till bloody 4am can? CCB~! DAMN DULAN! REALLY WANNA GIVE UP ): SCHOOL SUCKS~!

Rot for 4 hours in school library after school. Since I end at 12pm. & I didn't know sister is coming at 430pm ==" I thought she will be early to meet the rest for her graduation ceremony. So I stoned & read finish my comics. Woohoo~! & guess what? Its damn touching that I cried in school library ==" After having to read finish, went online using school computer. Chatted with JunRong. He's a retard :DDDDD Hahahahahas! Thanks ehs? Thanks for entertaining me while I'm rotting you retard x)) & He kept laughing at me for crying when its only COMICS ==" JUNRONG IS A STUPID RETARD.

Went sister graduation ceremony, saw so many graduates. How I wish to graduate fast fast. Its freaking STRESS ): Took photos & I miss Dragonboat training today. Seriously, damn sad. Wanna go training but sister graduation ceremony is more important. I'M SORRY GIRLS ): Ate dinner with daddy, marmie & brother after that.

I'm so pissed off with you can? Why didn't I see you spoke to brother & sister with the tone you spoke to me? Ain't I'm your child too? Its freaking unfair! Who's the one who helped you with things you need? It can't be sister since she's always with friends. Yes, I must admit, my phone bills are expensive, I also go out till late night but excuse me, I'm already 17. Does it mean that having a boyf will kill me? Please luhs, its the 21st century. YOU really disappoint me. You think the money you gave me enough for me? No okay? But I didn't ask for more because I know you need cash too. Come on luhs, I'm already matured enough. I know what I'm doing alright? @#$%^&*($#$%^*(&@#$%^

I don't know why you just won't let me go. No matter how hard I try to hurt you, the maximum you go will only be crying. If you let me go, you won't get hurt right? I know we won't last. There's too many obstacles. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of many. I don't know how to handle relationships. I'm afraid of relationships. Yes, I love you but its impossible. Maybe you will feel that I'm the one for you yet I'm not ready for commitment. If you let go, you will be happier. I'm sorry ): Happy one month anw.

PS: I just wanna live the life I want; STRESS~!

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