♥ JE T'AIME ♥

2009-06-08T05:19:00.003+08:00

Hi people, I've moved!

http://heartofsky.livejournal.com

See you there! (:

2009-05-28T23:43:00.003+08:00

Cassy is a happy girl today! Haa. Ate Tepanyaki after school. Stumbo knew that I'm not in a good mood since some asshole kept vandalizing E2's property, in a way la. So anyway, had dinner there & its my first time man! Seeing the cheif cooking in front of me, how cool! & its so god-damn-delicious. Haha. Come to think of it, I think stumbo spend way too much money on me already. He's so gonna broke ): Heart pain uh. Kept eating nice food. Yesterday we even ate Ajisen la. Omg! Haha! Stumbo didn't complain though, he's the best boyf man! :D So anyway, after dinner, walk around at Century Square. Bought two polo, one for stumbo, one for me. Home-sweet-home aftermath.

Assignments, projects, tons are coming up. Not to even mention 4 H1N1 case now in Singapore. Oh god. Term test next week. Good luck to me. Urgh.

I believe that asshole did read my blog. SO just to warn you, even if you disrespect me, you should at least respect E2's property. Moreover, E2 belongs to the school. Hopefully, you don't get caught soon because you gotta face a heavy consequences.

Okay, I got to go study already. Bye people. Lastly, I love my sweet sweet boyf. He treats me the best! I don't care how others look at me because no one is perfect. There are bound to have people who love you & of cause, people who hates you. I don't need the whole world to love me. I just need my family, close friends & boyf. Moreover, I quite surprise with this person action because if it happens in poly, don't you think its kind of childish, kid? (: Good luck to you & happy continue playing with it.

♥ Stumbo

2009-05-26T20:22:00.004+08:00

Hi world. I'm so super stress & tired. Oh man. Term test is next Monday & I've yet to study. Not to even mention I have two deadlines to hand up tomorrow. I'm still half way through one of them but yet to start the other. Don't want stumbo to help me do. If I kept continuing relying on him, I guess I won't grow up & would have fail after he enlist. So, wish me good luck for staying up late tonight when my lesson start at 8am tomorrow ):
So anyway, after school yesterday, went Tamp One with stumbo, Pam, Colin, Clar & les to have dinner. Stumbo bought a pillow for me which I want to put in E2. Thanks stumbo (: Thereafter, went Bakerzin to have dessert. Oh my Tiramisu & Cookie&Cream Cheesecake. Haa! Shared with stumbo with the above two. Les had her Newyork cheesecake, Clar's Vanilla Creme Bulee, Pam's Choco smth =X & Colin had the same as mine. Aftermath, shop awhile more & then home-sweet-home.

Tiramisu ♥

Clar'sPam's

Someone save me please, I'm still stuck in school doing my CDS. Tomorrow lesson at 8am. I so wanna faint already la. If can, I wanna sleep in school man ): Waiting for stumbo to bathe finish & then go home. However, if that's the case, I won't be studying after I reach home. Stupid girl -.- URGH! BAD BAD BAD HEADACHE! FISH~!

I wanna see you again..

2009-05-24T18:57:00.004+08:00

Cassy is a happy girl yesterday! Haa. Supposed to meet les at 11am/12pm, depends on what time I wake up. However that blur ass woke up at 8am just to wait for me & I did text her saying I won't be waking up that early la. Haa! So anyway, ended up meeting her at 4pm because she's at Jeff's place watching drama. Met her at life lobby of my house. Went over her place to get prepare. By the time I finished, I realize I didn't bring my wallet out. Luckily we stay near each other la. So walk home to get wallet. Received my gift from her & Clar. Stupid game but kind of cute. Only those two can think of it. Haa.

So anyway, both of us went Tamp One to shop for PQ's birthday present. Got her a necklace & ended up we both spend a huge sum on ourselves. Haa. Bought a couple ring, weird huh? Two girls buy couple ring. Super nice la! We even got couple bracelet (bought it long ago). Lmao. Went over to Bakerzin to had dinner. Woots! Super nice la. 2nd time eating there already. & les find that her spag were not cook yet so I request to change. Lol. Caijun had the same problem too. =X Anyway, we had desserts after that. Super super nice. I wanna go there again! :X

Our couple ring :D

Mine Cookie & Cream cheesecake.

Les's New york cheesecake.

So anyway, cabbed down to Coasta Sand. Went over to LQ's chalet (R10) first. His birthday was damn fun la! Throw him down the pool & everything. Lol. Thereafter, went over to PQ's chalet (H06). Well, normal la. Didn't stay for long since we didn't really know anyway there. Met Lijie korkor. Super shocked. Haa! Gerry & stumbo came. Out of randomness, he got me a bunch of pink roses. Aww. Love him man. Met up with Clar, Din, Stacey & a girl to play pool. Aftermath, walk back to Tampines. However, Lijie brought us the long route, we took a cab at the entrance of TPE/PIE. Stumbo came up my house, waited for me to bathe & then watch me sleep. He left thereafter.

Decided to change my blog layout & everything after term test & Subcom camp. Oh god, 12 more days & stumbo gonna enlist. Felt so weird. Hais. Oh well, gotta wait :D Wonder if we can go through this together. I'm gonna go study already. 2 deadlines on Wednesday. Not even one is done. Good game for me. Wish me luck man! Awww~

Sky~

2009-05-22T11:11:00.003+08:00

Hello world! Its been so long since I last update. Its been a hectic week for me. Yeap. Nothing much though, exams & preparation of Subcom camp. Despite being so busy, I'm really happy la. Finally we 3 girls meet out to chit chat & chill. We've always wanted to meet yet our time just cannot match with each other. Clar has been crashing most of my lectures & she's even coming to help out in Subcom. Love her loads man! Woots. Though I may not have the time for her during the camp =X

Anyway, went to eat with Z, Pam, Colin, Caijun & Alvin at Bakerzin last night. Haa! Did enjoy with them though I'm having two quiz today, & I only studied abit last night. At least something happens which makes me smile & cry -.- Lol. Oh well, I thinkI shan't say more. Playing game with Din & later I'm having Edev quiz 1. School is boring! Awaiting for Subcom. Yipee~

I'm glad that I know it..

2009-05-17T15:19:00.005+08:00

I'm so bored! :P I should be studying because there's teleprint quiz tomorrow yet I don't even know a shit whats going on in teleprint. Okay, whatever it is. I got that sudden urge to change url, make this private blog etc. Lmao! See how it goes still. LoL! Been suddenly addicted to blog. Kinda weird. Maybe its because I can't rant to him now so the only solution is type it in here.

Anyway, couldn't get to bed last night. Despite being so freaking tired, still, I can't sleep. Hence msn-ed B & we ended up chatting till 5am? Didn't chat on the phone with him for so long la. Past memories all came up. I was still laughing my ass over what happen last time. After his phone went flat, we went back on msn. & he suddenly confess everything about the past. Kind of shock & lost of words. Somehow he came up with this bet by "let's see who can stop contact each other for longest". As I'm sure I'm someone that can suddenly don't reply my friends, I believe I can stop contacting him either. So I asked him if he was sure because then it will be our last chat in this life. He said yes & so I went to bed after saying a bye.

Woke up & receive a msg from B saying, "Think you sleep le. I make this bet cause I fear I might have feelings for you again, which I think you won't accept. The feeling just sucks. Anyway wish you all the best." Kinda silly I think. There's alot going through my mind & one thing for sure, I not ready in a r/s. Neither would I want. Not to even mention I still miss Z. Moreover, a guy would change & wait for a girl no matter how long it is and I believe that throughout my past r/s, the one that truly loves me is Z. I just find it silly to lose a friend because of this bet. Yeap.

Went around viewing long lost friends' blog. I miss those days with them. On a random note, LQ's & PQ's birthday chalet are at the same place & same day. So I wouldn't have to travel around :D Haa! & les, I'm so sorry I couldn't go eat with you last night. Stop skipping meals & take care okay? Meet up real soon.

Teleprint & MCT sucks BIG BIG BIG TIME! D:

To that someone: Mind your own business freak. Its my blog & I love to type whatever I want. Moreover, its not my boyf who break up with me. & does it really matter who break up with who? I wouldn't say myself pretty either because I believe no one is perfect. I bet you are just some weird ass who have no one to ask you out & therefore hid behind computers just to bull shit. Admire HyunJoong & KimBum is my own personal likings. Does that concern you? My blog pollutes those songs? Then ask them don't sing so that I can't put it up la. Stupid dumb ass talk withoutusing brains. If you got the guts, then come straight to my face & talk. Don't hid behind a computer like a coward. Oh & get the facts right will you, my boyf, maybe ex-boyf, still in love with me & waiting for me. So just shut the fuck up :D Lonely coward.

{♥} Cassy, change of life.

2009-05-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

Piece of shit. I swear I hate this feeling. I don't know how to describe either. Just felt so out of place, so "lonely". I really miss those feelings where he's around to take care of, to watch me sleep. Everything just go haywire in a week. What is wrong with me? Please don't blame yourself anymore, its not your fault. Yea, I said to be friends. Friends don't message each other? D: I wonder...

I miss les. I miss Clar. I miss them both. I miss double or triple date with them. Fuck la. Stop thinking. Oh, Clar, you've got your B&J. Happy girl yea? I wanna meet them out soon. I wanna go shop till I drop. I wanna do loads which I can't do right now. Oh god. I miss the past. Though I'm those momma that don't want their son's girlf to be like the past, I wanna be like last time. I wanna go out till late then. At least, I'm still me. Right now, I stuck home either mugging or being an "otaku". Whats the point of ranting? I know.. But it can't be help. Neverminds girl, just tolerate it for another few weeks & everything will be back.

I'm so bored. I don't know what to do right now. Not in the mood to watch dramas either. Oh, god damn boring. Going find some game -.- So bye people.

All I imagine is you crying my name in the moonlit room..

2009-05-16T11:21:00.004+08:00

I didn't manage to go recce today. Mummy don't allow. Super pissed off. Who can I blame? None other than myself. So, I just got to shut up. I wanna go out la! D: Stucked home for days. God-damn-it! ): There's alot I miss doing it. RUNNING & swimming. I miss the feeling of it. Can't eat this, can't eat that. Fuck la! I wanna eat McFurry! D: So pissed off right now. I wanna do alot of things! However, I think the best that happen this few days is not going school. Haa! Receive first warning letter from Mr Lew. Stupid la. I totally forgotten lesson at 8am then I went at 9am -.- Okay, but neverminds. Once only. No more twice :D & that stupid Sly lazy go Edev quiz. When he heard I didn't go too, he also didn't go so can take the re-test together. Lmao. I miss school! D:

I really wanna go recce. I don't like the feeling of being left out. I wanna be together with everyone. Hais. I know I've not done well this term. So wanna go bang wall & die la. Neverthless, I'm not gonna give up. After everything went back to normal, I so gonna buck up. All the best girl! :D

I'm not used to him not messaging me ):

Its not the time to feel depress..

2009-05-15T21:00:00.007+08:00

I didn't go school :D More time for me to study for Netfund. I'm so tired la. Thanks to my GOD-DAMN-GOOD sister, I have to sleep on the floor last night & have to pack the damn room just now. Anyway, went Tamp One Challenger to buy ear piece. Freaking regret it la. I think traditional things are always better. Waiting for my current one to spoil then gonna get the normal type. I bought the clip on iLuv. Its so freaking lose -.- Thereafter, brought brother to McDonalds and headed home.

There's recce tomorrow. Praying hard mummy would allow me to go D: Mummy, I wanna go! ): Been thinking through the whole afternoon. I'm so gonna change my lifestyle. Hopefully this time I suceed. Gonna learn time management already. So gonna get a job. I've decided already. If I manage to save enough money, I wanna go overseas to study. As for him, let fate decide. Boyf is already out of the question for me right now. Come back to me (if you still love me by then) once you manage to become the type of person I want you to be. For now, friends we shall be. Thanks for the everything you did for me & I really do appreciate it. Take care.

Oh, anyway, people, PLEASE vote for Larlene Quek, Grace Chia & Mega Yessy at Cyber Center on the 19th-21st of May 2009 for ESC elections. Each person is entitled to 15 votes. You can only vote once to the same person. Thanks alot peeps. Love you guys.

Mummy bugging me study. Bye people.

I miss the past. I guess the most memorable time which I used to have is with Joel, Xinyi & Lq. That innocent one, no trouble. I miss those times. Though I'm the one who is angry with her, I wonder how she is now..

I love Hyun Joong :DDDD

2009-05-15T01:00:00.005+08:00

Oh my god, I can't believe I've watched finish the whole episode of 꽃보다 남자. I'm so lost now. I don't know what else to do. Moreover, I can't watch Ji Hoo & Yi Jung in this show anymore. How I wish there's part two though I doubt there is since the ending is happy ending where they got married. I'm so in love with Kim Bum & Hyun Joong la D: Hyun Joong is like 5 years older than me only can?! Haaa! Continue to live in your stupid fantasy girl. Lmao.

Okay anyway, I think I'm going back school tomorrow. See how it goes. Oh well. & thanks for peeps who gives me encourages all this while. Love you guys. Though I didn't mention anything, but oh well, you guys are still there for me. Anyway, good luck to those who are running for ESC elections. All the best. & work hard the upcoming term test. I gotta work hard too. "Add oil" everyone :D

On random note, I WANNA FLY TO KOREA! :X Okay, just shut up. I think I'm so gonna watch the Japanese version of F4 & then back to watching shows act by Hyun Joong & Kim Bum. Lalala! Oh well, see how it goes. & I'm so gonna catch 꽃보다 남자 on television too since I think online video can't be trusted. Quite alot are being cut out.

Hey people, E2 Subcom Camp registration are open. Do drop by EN 13-2-30 to sign up. Its on the 9th to the 11th of June 2009. Seats are limited so grab your indem form now :D

Thats all for today. Good night people.

I miss you so much. I miss your existence. Though it didn't happen the way I want it to be, I still love you. I didn't cry doesn't mean I don't miss you. I do & I dote on you. But now it gone & it will never return to its original state. I miss you.. Forgive me because I love you.

Oh my god. Guess what people. I came back to edit this post after watching the Japanese version of F4. It suck badly :X They weren't even handsome la. Can't be compared to Taiwan version not to even mention the korean one. I think I better study rather then watching them. Oh god oh god. Haa! I miss Hyun Joong & Kim Bum D: So gonna download the full OST tomorrow :D I think I'm not going school again later. Hopefully mummy allows me to. Good night for real this time :D

[Min Ho ` Hyun Joong ` Kim Bum ` Kim Joon]

12o5o6

2009-05-12T16:02:00.003+08:00

Oh well, I'm back to update. After tomorrow, everything will be over. Just gotta tolerate another one more day. Its over between us though. Honestly, I'm not used to it. Not used to having him not around. However, there's no more turning back. I'll just learn how to be independent. Thats all.

Anyway, school is hectic recently. Can't really catch up but I will still continue to study hard. Hais. I'm not happy still. I wish I am. I wanna the old me. Regretted. Regretted tons of things. Well, I believe its kind of my punishment though.

Been so crazy over the Korean F4 these few days. Oh god, how I wish.. Haa! Dream on girl. Well, Kim Bum & Hyun Joong. Urghhhh! Okay, shut up =P Anyway, Lee Min Ho look so like Gerry Yan la. Omfg. I always mix them up. Neverthless, Kim Bum & Hyun Joong still the hottest. Lalala~ Story line quite similiar but I think the Korean version better since it went so many places to flim it. Well, its a must watch la! I'm gonna finish it soon D: More coming up please ):

Still, I wish it never happen...

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2009-04-30T18:20:00.003+08:00

Hi people,

I won't be updating much anymore. Not in the mood to update about my birthday either. However, it was a success. Thanks to stumbo.

I don't know why you ain't even caring about me. Wonder why is it things turn out this way yet you seems as though you have no emotions no nothing. I wonder, do you even love me in the first place. I just hope whatever mummy said won't come true. I miss you no matter if you still care for me anymore. I've broke down and I can only learn to be strong without you.

I'm sorry to all E² peeps. I know I've not been doing well this past few days. Not to even mention I kept skip school. Sorry. I hope you guys can forgive me. I have my personal reasons. All I can say is, I love you guys. Really sorry.

I love you..

MY BIRTHDAY

2009-04-24T14:47:00.002+08:00

Finally, I've turned 18, a legal age.

Yeap, happy birthday to Cassy. However, why am I not feeling happy? Stumbo, thanks for all the effort you put in for my birthday celebration. I love you to every bits. Though I kept saying that I don't put high hopes in having a surprise, still I'm already felt grateful to all the efforts. Stumbo, sorry for giving you attitude this two days. But still, you can & you never will understand how I feel.

I feel like I'm such a useless crap shit. Am I still being immature, doesn't know how to manage & plan my things well? I don't know la. Felt so irritated, felt so out of place. Had been crying every single day since Wednesday. Only stumbo sees it yet he doesn't know how to cheer me up. I've never blame him, its all my fault. If only I know how think when I'm 16. Maybe I wouldn't have any regrets. The biggest mistake of my life now & I can't change it anymore.

However, come to think of it, if I hadn't got into Engineering, I wouldn't have know this bunch of lovely friends. Those who stood by me, listen to my woes & all. BIG BIG thanks to Grace, Joel, Larlene, Yessy, Audrey, Shihong, Nat, Likha & etc. You girls make my day. I love all of you. I don't really know how to express myself right now. All I feel are tears in my eyes. To those who I didn't mention, it doesn't mean that I forgotten you peeps. Thanks alot. Lastly, BIG BIG thanks to WSS guys who help stumbo to make my birthday come true. Kiawei (though you kept bullying me), Wenwei (though I didn't talk to you much), Boonhoe (Nice to bully & chat with) & Colin (keep disturbing me). Though sister (Gerry) can't make it to my birthday & didn't even send me a message, still wanna say, I MISS YOU! Miss bullying you though. Haa!

Had our first E² meeting last night. At the very end, they surprise me with a cake & two present. Omg, thanks alot peeps. I love you guys! I might be irritating & I don't know whatever you think of but you guys never fail to keep cheering me. Thanks alot!

Stumbo, I still wanna say thanks to you. Love you super much. Remember to tell your mummy thanks for helping me to make make my birthday a success.

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2009-04-20T22:35:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm seriously too busy to update my blog. However, I will try to update whenever I can. This few weeks are mtc, week zero, & then school reopen. Well, kept training for regatta for week zero. Super tired but did enjoy in some ways.

As for week zero, quite contented with my freshies. Though they might be "naughty" in some ways, at least they listen to me when I'm doing serious stuff. If I've got no other mentor partner, week zero would be perfect. Don't wanna mention much on him.

Okay, I've got into E² Matrix main comm as publicity. Yeap, quite happy la (:

Anyway, today wasn't a good day for me. Its a new start in school. Its not about the time table and everything. Its just some things. At least something really cheer me up. Thanks to Grace & peeps. I love all of you la! You guys really let me know what friends are. Almost cancel my birthday celebration since I though that MY BEST FRIEND don't even wanna turn up. I don't need a present or whatever, just you being present. Is that really too much? I don't know but neverminds, things are over. Okay, so anyway, wheelbarrow crash with my birthday celebration & so I thought of canceling it since almost everyone in E², SME & BB are joining. Yet, Grace called me & tell me she & the rest not going for wheelbarrow event & come for my birthday. I really love them la. They kept askng me not to cancel. Omg, seriously, at that point, I almost cried! They are just friends who I can clique with. I didn't even go out with them before & everything yet they put their heart for my birthday. Thanks alot girls. I really love you all loads. You peeps make my day (:

Thereafter, "argued" with stumbo la. I already not in the mood yet he wanna go meet his friends. He didn't even know what I'm angry with. So I left & collect my PINK bagpack which stumbo bought for me. Not that happy though because he didn't accompany me ): Went popular & artbox. Bought a 10bucks pencil box. Heart pain la! So expensive. Haaaa! Walked to aunt house. Stumbo didn't even msg me! ): So I called him blahblah. Ended up he say he outside my aunt house -.- Stupid boy right? & he bought me a heart rose choco :D Happy girl la! :DDDD

Okay, off to do my things already. Bye people. I love my stumbo (:

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2009-04-09T04:28:00.004+08:00

Hey yo people. Its already 4.30am in the morning & I'm having dragonboat, regatta training at 9.30am, not to even mention meeting friends at 8.30am for breakfast. I'm still thinking if I should sleep in order to wake up tomorrow. Boyf is sure going to give me hell for this -.-

Before I post, I got things to announce. I got two more things to add on for my wistlist for birthday. Muahahaha!
1.Hard-disk, I don't know if there's a pink one ):
2. DIGITAL CAMERA! I know there's pink for this though :D
& now, personal wistlist (buying for myself): Sports bra =P

Anyway, Tuesday's main comm interview is alright. However, I don't think I did a good job. I'm sorry. At least I will learn. After interview, ate dinner with me & went home. He stayed till mummy came back. At least he managed to catch his last bus.

Regatta training yesterday was alright. & I believe my pacing & Grace's is the same. At least we are happy with our own partner. After training, most of us went to play basketball. Super fun uh! Love regatta's peeps alot. A whole bunch of crazy fellas. Haaa! I even play VOLLEYBALL with Shihong. She's the smallest, cutest & the NOSIEST one among us. Glad to found another volleyballer (: After bathing, Jeff, Chris, Shihong, Jeannie & I went Toa Payoh to have dinner. I don't kno if boyf is shock to see me but one thing for sure, we are freaking noisy. Ordered too much & then we had to play games to foreit loser eat the food. LoL! New scandal, Jeannie & Chris. Muahaha! Jeannie is so gonna kill me =X Waited for boyf to end work & home-sweet-home.

Jeannie & Shihong.

**Video shall update tomorrow. Super lazy now =X

This few days really let me understand what kind of friend you are. You are someone I trust the most, I dote on the most yet things turn out this way. Its not the first time I hear things about you saying about me & all, I tolerate it because I choose to trust you, because I choose to believe you will see the difference in me. Nevermind if whatever you said to the rest about me is untrue, but what I'm angry with is you, being a friend, doesn't know who I really am yet kept spreading things about me. Though some people will still stand by me & speak up for me etc, I'm still really really very disappointed in you. Disappointed that you have this little faith in me. I don't think I wanna say much. If you know who you are, please go think about it. Its no point to keep reminding you that I prefer you to tell me my bad points in front of me when you are someone whom you believe you, yourself is right.

P/s: Don't assume I'm talking about you. You can confirm with me if this post is refering to you & I will tell you the truth. However, this shows that you are guilty conscience for treating me this way then (:

I decided to sleep before I can't row tomorrow. Hope I can wake up ):

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2009-04-07T10:40:00.002+08:00

Oh hello people.

Regatta training was canceled yesterday & everyone went to play basketball & squash. It was my first time playing squash & I super love it. Thanks June for teaching though. Thereafter, had dinner with boyf, Jeff, June, Wendy & Shihong. Boyf send me home thereafter.

My hands are aching now. Haaa! Though the ball is freaking small & the racket is light, after playing for long, its very tiring. Main comm interview later. Zzz. Nervous la -.- Meeting Jeanie 1pm at mushroom for lunch. She's another cute little girl whom I met recently. Weee~ Know loads of new friends. Happy (:

Off to watch my show. Bye people.

o6o4o9

2009-04-06T02:13:00.005+08:00

Okay, I better update everything before more & more photos come in. Too many photos results to laziness. Haa! Anyway, I had my hair reborn & cut on Friday. Super shocking. Yeap, my pictures on my profile are the results. Quite satisfied & its like only $100. Dear's mummy say I look like a doll but very cute. (:

Out with les, Clar, Joy & BITCH(Jialin) to celebrate les's birthday. I must admit, I don'tlike Joy & bitch at first. However, now that I know Joy more, I find her super cute la. She's so super friendly & blur. Everything went well on that day. Went topone sing K, ate steamboat at bugis, went Suntec play arcade. However, things ended ugly with les's, clar's & mine boyf not wanting to come & meet us play L4D. Stupid right? & les went home feeling so **** up. So bus back with clar, joy & bitch. To add things on, that stupid bitch whom I dislike since sec4 bad-mouth me.

How I wish she did read my blog because, stupid bitch, you know what? You got no rights to fucking say me because you think you have a fashion sense? Well, you know something? Your dressing sucks man! I don't understand what's with the tank top, vest, skinny & boots. If its not on you, then I would think its nice. But having to dress like that with a TWO stupid plait on your hair, not to even mention wearing BIG ROUND FRAMELESS SPEC. Omfg, its effing DISGUSTING. That's the defination of it. Seriously, if I were to hear it when you told Joy, trust me, your cheek will be fucking burning red & swollen. Stupid bitch. You ain't even my friend, JUST A STRANGER. Slut! All these years, I've never wanting to comment on you because I don't even know you, but now, you fucking slut started all this yea? Then hear this, before you comment on others, please think about yourself alright? & your boyf is so fucking short, even shorter then you. However, at least he's with you because I bet no peeps want the both of you anyway. Whatever it is, you better pray hard you don't see me on streets or else you are SO FUCKING DEAD.

Les, Joy & Clar.

So anyway, I'm gonna update on some back-dated photos. BBQ which I've organize for seniors & after regatta training (: Happen to wore traffic light colors with Grace & Joel.

Amazing Race 6, lazy to upload tons of photos:

Dislike me, fuck off then, stupid bitch(:

Shall upload Hongkong trip other time. Ever since downloaded new Msn, my computer is giving me problems. Fuck MSN _l_. Guess boyf is so gonna scold me already. This post is full of vulgarities -.- I'm going to bed. Night people!

On random note, I love my new layout & hair! (:

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2009-04-02T14:12:00.005+08:00

Okay okay, I'm back to blogging. However, I'm still not in the mood to upload photos.

Many things happen recently. Yeap, & I finally understand what kind of girl is she. Totally disappointed. Anyway, MTC was a blast with SURVIVOR. Knew many new friends. Happy! Regatta training on Tuesday, Friday, Monday, Tuesday again. School gonna reopen real soon. Hope I got into Mentor. June is finally back from Japan after 2 weeks. I miss her uh! Haa.

Anyway, Monday was the BBQ for graduating seniors. Well, I hope everyone enjoyed. Boyf said I did well for a starter. Happy! Been sick on & off ever since MTC. Fever, cough, flu blahblah. Yesterday boyf took MC from school because he's down with fever too. Went to his house & took care of him since morning. By evening, he had already recovered. Boyf's daddy fetched boyf, Zp (boyf's brother) & I to Roma to had dinner. Zp so so funny la! & I can't believe I spend money got damn fast -.- Boyf send me home after that.

Gonna go out with Clarissa later. I feel so sick _l_ Off to rest. Bye people.

Birthday is coming, here's a list of what I want =X
1. F480, PINK!
2. Anna Sui's perfume, NIGHT OF FANCY
3. I still want a PSP, PINK ):
4. Money -.-
5. PINK bagpack
6. Dior's shades
7. Clothes!
8. Face moisturizer
9. PINK laptop bag
10. PINK wallet

I can't think of anything else I want. Haaa! My 18th birthday celebration details will be updated another time (:

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2009-03-23T01:56:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry people! Been too busy & lazy to blog. Anyway, doubt I will put pictures of Hongkong trip up. Too many to upload result to laziness. Haha!

Anyway, update on Hongkong trip when I'm too free.

Surprised boyf at airport yesterday. Msn-ed him while we were both at different country. Boyf doesn't want me to pick him up since my leg hurt. However, I know the first thing he wants when he arrive in Singapore is to see me. Therefore, I hid at somewhere near belt 37. Boyf was super happy lah! When to his house, ate dinner with his daddy & brother. We bought the same gifts for each other, only that in different country. Thereafter, met up with Clarissa & her boyf, Denise & her boyf at Blk 85. Give them their Wife biscuit & keychain. Daddy came to fetch boyf & I home.

Woke up late today. Boyf came over my house & we both bus down to Toa Payoh to meet his family. Out to celebrate boyf's daddy birthday. Had dim sum first and then we went to play pool. His daddy super pro lah! Lmao. First round, boyf & uncles(his daddy). Second round, Peng(boyf's younger brother) & I. Third round, Peng & uncle. Forth, Boyf & I. Next few rounds till ending. Boyf & I against Peng & uncle. Last round tio thrashed! Haha! Thereafter, went to Fatty's to eat dinner. Chilli crab! =X Boyf send me home after that :D

Off to bed now. Goodnight world. Lastly, I love boyf alot alot alot! He's the best!

14o3o9

2009-03-14T10:12:00.005+08:00

Weee~ I pass my Dfund! Off to Hongkong in a few hours time!

Waiting for boyf to come now. That stupid boy, ask him come at 9am, now already 10.17am =.= However, I don't blame him uh. He's super tired la. Daddy fetched him home last night :DDD

Gotta go double check my luggage, bathe & write a note for Megumi. Got her a present & asked boyf to pass to her. Boyf going Japan tomorrow. Ha! Our first month, I'm at Hongkong, he's at Japan. I'm so gonna miss him D:

Bye peeps, take care. Especially Clarissa & les. Bitch, you are sick so please do take care of yourself. & I'm so gonna remember to get you both Lao po bing (:

Sayonara! See you soon, Singapore!

On random note: Kun Da & Da Dong so hot! However, Wangzi hotter!

[Mood: Excited!]
[Song listening: Liu Xia Lai]

o9o3o9

2009-03-09T02:23:00.002+08:00

Update on Friday (provided I'm free).

9th - 12th March 2oo9: Amazing Race 6
13th March 2009: Pack luggage, movie with, boyf, Clar & Dinesh
*les, join in if you can make it, evening time*
14th - 20th March 2oo9: Hongkong holiday~!

I wish I could pass my Dfund so I can go Hongkong D:

[Mood: Sleepy]
[Song listening: None]

o6o3o9

2009-03-06T01:50:00.002+08:00

Hey yo humans! Guess what? I've finally bought my concession! First time ever since its not a need anyway. However, because of having AR6 next week, its a no choice.

So anyway, bus to SGH to visit aunt, accompanied her till she slept & then bus back to school to meet boyf. Met up with Clar that bitch too & we three bus to boyf's house. Waited for him to bathe & then bus to Toa Payoh. Boyf finally got a hair cut. He look so much better but that stupid girl cut his fringe way too short. So he looks super kuku. Went pasamalam & Clar is such a BIG eater that she spend 7bucks on all the food. Ha! Moreover, she say she wanna save that 7bucks =.=

Anyway, played arcade's basketball awhile & then back to boyf's workplace, Sakae. Ate dinner & then daddy fetch us home. Super tired & I'm working tomorrow. Damn crap yet another day with Chenling. Super happy! Bought her a top. Woohoo! I miss boyf already ):

Guess what people?! I'm in love with 王子！He's just, oh-so-charming. Boyf is gonna get jealous~! LoL!

See, I told you he's cute!

[Mood: Shag]
[Song listening: TV -.-]

o5o3o9

2009-03-05T02:23:00.002+08:00

I HATE BOYF!

Wahaha! That stupid boy, totally don't have the time for me ): Neverminds, don't care him already. Watch one movie so difficult =P Though he did try to find time to accompany me lah.

Ps-ed Shirley today. Speechless, all I can say is, sorry. Am really really tired. Anw, had a bad dream, woke up by boyf call. Briefing at 1.30pm, woke up at 12.45pm =.= Cabbed down, boyf waited for me at the "mini overhead bridge". Accompanied me till 1.45pm when Weiliang came. Had briefing for AR6 & then boyf walk me to bus stop. Home-sweet-home.

I'm not feeling well. My voice change again. Aww, everytime once my examinations ended, its always like that. In love with new show called, "黑糖瑪奇朵". Guys are hot, girls are hotter! Woohooo! Anw, gonna go hospital visit aunt tomorrow & then out with boyf. He's gonna make me dinner at Sakae! (Cause he's working there though tomorrow he ain't) :DDDDDD

Anw people, please take note, the retreat will postpone from 25th March 2009 to 30th March 2009. Location of meeting place will be changed. Will be updated again. However, please confirm with me if you're free on the 30th March 2009 by 7th March 2009.
*I really do hope this will suceed D:*

[Mood: HUNGRY!]
[Song listening: None]

o4o3o9

2009-03-04T00:59:00.003+08:00

No pictures today =X

Worked at Roma today. Super tiring yet its really fun playing & messing around with Chenling & Auntie. Heheh! They always make me laugh like nobody business. (:

Boyf & co came down to meet me after their "work" in school. I COOK FOR THEM! But Kiawei's say his not nice =P Anw, the rest say not bad afterall! :DDDD Boyf then send me home after that. Went to jog after I've got changed. Back home, called boyf. He re-appear at my house =.= Cause my apples with him. Chatted with him till he miss his last bus. Stupid boy.

Tomorrow will be a hectic day again. Lastly, I love my boyf! I don't care how others are thinking! :DDDD

[Mood: Tired]
[Song listening: None, talking to boyf]

o2o3o9

2009-03-02T19:09:00.010+08:00

Class photo before holiday.

Was watching "原来我不帅" this few days. Introduced by boyf. JJ super cute in the show uh. & now I finally understand what boyf means when he say he & Xiao Zhuang, act by JJ, damn similiar. Ooops, I'm so sorry boyf. Don't know that I hurt you so much for this past one whole year. At least your effort didn't go down the drain right? =P

Almost everyone bet that we can't last. I don't blame them though. Its me whom is the cause. I know I've not yet settle down. Scolded boyf for being dumb, take a risk for being w/ me. However, he said its nota risk. Aiya, he's stupid =X Heh! At least for now I know I love him. Friends realize it long ago that I've got feelings for him. Even when I'm w/ Andy, only that I don't know or should I say I don't admit. Well, maybe because he's not my type? I don't know but I promise I will treasure him because he pampers me which nobody do! :DDD

Boyf graduating soon. I won't be used to it for not seeing boyf in school. Whenever I'm cold, I will text him, he will get me a jacket. No longer this will happen when boyf get enlsted. Still remembering boyf bring me breakfast, boyf taking care of all my needs in school. I miss him ): Boyf, do take care of yourself in NS. Cannot "变心" hor! Heh! Love you!

[Mood: Miss him D:]
[Song listening: Forget about me, Little Bit]

o1o3o9

2009-03-01T21:47:00.004+08:00

Hey people! I'm finally done w/ my blog layout. Please comments. I don't know is this better then the past.

So here are the past few weeks of pictures. Didn't take much though since its examinations period. Yeap.

Volunteering work.

HAHAHAHA!

Valentine day gift from me & Sharfirin to everyone.

I did study!

Mummy cook this "100" for me everyday before I take my exams.

I love you, boyf!

Anw, met up w/ Shirley yesterday. Went over to Changi Beach, Alfresco Grill restaurant to look for job. Shirley got accepted while they decide if they will hire me since they are looking for full timer while I wanted a part timer job. So anw, thereafter, bus to Bedok interchange. Bought boyf a tee & bus to school to meet him. June, Shahrir, Colin, Pam & boyf just got back from Ikea. Bus to boyf's house. Waited for him to bathe & we cab over to Parkway Parade to meet Clarissa & Deneash. Ate Fish & Co, & then played pool. Had tons of fun, at least to me. Bus down to Deneash's house & then played cards. Daddy came to pick us up. Home-sweet-home.

[Mood: Happy!]
[Song listening: The Show-Lenka]

construction

2009-02-28T12:09:00.002+08:00

BLOG IS UNDERCONSTRUCTION. WILL BE BACK SOON.

I just wanna change my layout but too lazy to create a new one. Heh! But still, soon it will be different. I'm not gonna blog about what happen during that week of study week. All I can say is, I'm happily attached to him~ (:

Met Clarissa this few days. Had tons of fun w/ her. Ate Yuki Yaki too. Some biatch don't want go w/ us. Make us super sad. RIGHT DENISE?! Hah! So anw, met up w/ Dear & co. Walk Clarissa to MRT & then walk all the way to Clark Quay, Fullerton & stop at Marina Bay? I'm already gonna knock out anw. The guys "gossip" till late night & then dear send me home.

Met that bitch last night too. Gossip w/ her & her boyf till 3am in the morning. Hah! Gonna go bathe soon. Meeting Shirley for job interview later & then meeting that two & boyf out for dinner. Woohoo! I love CLARISSA! =P

Update w/ pictures next time. Bye people.

I love boyf uh! Pamper me way too much. & bitch, treasure yours man, he pamper you more then my boyf pamper me. HAHAHAHA! I'm gonna go complain to him later xP

hate exams

2009-02-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

Its been really long since I last post. Things changes everyday. Through this few days, I've realize who are the ones who love me the most, who cares for me. I'm really happy that I've never never chose the wrong person. Thanks for tolerating & not giving me up through that few months when I ignore you. Thanks for loving me. Thanks for the everything.

Exams are round the corner. I told myself not to update till examinations are over yet I can't tolerate not to find somewhere to rant everything out. I'm in school now. Been sleeping over in school this few days. Love accompanied me. Thanks (: Really felt damn stress this few days. Seniors are graduating soon, love too ): Felt so so so depress. Attendace 100% fail. No choice, GPA drop like hell. I can't give up.

Love is teaching Larlene now. I didn't pay attention cause I don't even understand a single shit. Felt like crying but I don't want love to worry. So I'm gonna study myself if I got the chance. Not gonna sleep. Better be independent. Thats what love wants me to learn. I'm gonna stand strong. Change to be a better person.

Lastly, thanks alot for loving me! (:

PS: I love you too.

exams

2009-02-05T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hello people,

Won't be updating till examinations are over. A pass will do for me D:

*Praying hard no supp papers for me ):*

Edward Cullen & Jacob Black are love! =X

Some DOG just kept spamming on my blog like he'd got nothing better to do. I don't know whats wrong with him. Neither do I know that my life do actually affect him. He got the guts to tag yet doesn't have the guts to state his name. Dumb dog. Just in case he don't know, let me clear this now, I've got the IP address on hand & I wouldn't be so dumb to reply to your tags. All I do is delete. If tagging makes you happy, carry on then. 'Cause if you think that affect me, hell no, you're wrong. Stupid dog. Last warning for you (:

[Mood: Worn out]
[Song listening: None]

loneliness

2009-02-01T21:50:00.003+08:00

Pause my music & listen to this.

As stated in my blog title, yes, I must admit, I do feel it too. I may say I don't bother, I may say I don't care, but I'm a human too. I need someone to accompany, someone to share my woes with. Maybe its because I'm so used to having a boyfriend last time. Now, everything changes so fast that I got no time to adapt. Was listening to a chinese song just now which reminds me of the both of them. Them both which I used to rely on so much. Now, its gone forever. Nevertheless, I will stay strong.

Watched Red Cliff with family & relatives. Overall, its still not bad. Was thinking of the times when there's WWII, felt kinda sad for them. Thereafter, went Swensen. Had my choco crunch. Headed to Pasir Ris with aunt to visit her house & her tenant. Her tenant's ang moh ascent not plesant at all. Felt damn weird. LoL! Bought some stuff home & "lao yu seng". Heard from marmie about one of the aunt's whom I close with(not related to me), its freaking sad. So disappointed. She used to dote on me, I wanna go visit her! D:

Robert Pattinson release a new book. There's this line in it, "Every girl has her own Edward". Have I met mine? =P Shall wait & see. I know this isn't a good year for goat, claim by a 'feng shui shi'. Pray hard everything goes smoothly for me. Exams are nearing, I've yet to study. Damn! I don't wanna retain!

[Mood: Feeling damn low]
[Song listening: Flightless bird]

family

2009-01-31T23:11:00.004+08:00

Hello people,

I'm so sorry that I didn't update. Its just that I've been real busy ths few days. Wednesday, skipped NE talk to accompany family & relatives to see Sentosa Flowers 2009. It sucks but the time we spend together are precious. Thereafter, ate Pizza Hut & home to get my stuff. Daddy drove me to Bedok, met up with Shanliang & peeps, mahjong & study? LoL! Picture of Sentosa:

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Happy family :D

Friday, Elfi's birthday. Prepared a mini surprise for her. Hope she enjoy it. & yes, she was cover with flour at the end of the day. Thereafter, went BB with Joel to study awhile. I'm the lightbulb lah, stupid LQ. Hah! They both walk me to bus stop & I met up with 2nd aunt, sister & cousin at the gym. Ran 20mins non-stop. Mind over body. Went swimming after gym. It tiring! Ajisen for dinner.

Saturday, which is today, woke up at 8.30am, went to ahma's house. Thereafter, spend my day at Dexing's house with Zhishan, Zhimei & Renwan. Yipee, Dexing & Renwan gonna get married this year! :D So excited. LoL! Hope Zhishan can make it on the day where they are going to choose the gown. I so wanna go! D: Home-sweet-home.

Cousin & ahyi.

Okay, it's time for me to camwhore dring CNY =P

I love CNY! Though I didn't celebrate =P

I'm lack of money this year D: Need to sort of a need & a want. Money states budget. How I wish someone will buy any of this below ): *Dream on*

Need:___________________________ Want:
Running Shoe($100) ______________lNew handphone($280)
Arena swimsuit($50) ______________Cap($30)
Heels($20) _____________________lSlipper($20)
Bagpack($30) ___________________;Side bag($30)
Goggles($20) __________________l_Digital camera($200)
Hard-disk($?)__________________;;iEclispe & Breaking Dawn($40)
Bottoms($?) ___________________ ;Tops($?)

Oh god, I know I still got a longer list but I forgotten quite a number of it already. So well, this are the items that I can think of for now. How am I going to save this sum of money? D:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ELFI! I LOVE YOU (: ALL THE BEST FOR MAIN EXAMS.

[Mood: Sleepy]
[Song listening: Sister's lappy song]

depression

2009-01-28T23:36:00.004+08:00

Yes, that's what I need right now. Some sleeping pills & die instantly. Crap, how selfish I am to think this way. How can I disappoint everyone around me. Please, grow up Cassy.

I'm not in a good state right now. I'm disppointed with myself. I should be that strong one, that mature one to handle everything on my own. I think too highly on myself. Maybe not getting into Level Leader let me see clearly of who & what I am. I regretted, regretted choosing this course. Regretted not studying hard for 'O' levels. This shouldn't be me. What I'm exactly good at? What are my talents? What is my FUTURE? I don't know. Who am I?

I should be old enough by now to earn my own allowance, old enough to take care of my brother, old enough to handle more then one thing at a time. I shouldn't be so "smart", be so "nosy", to join this camp, that event. Seal points reached 50 already. Yet, SO WHAT? What's the big deal? Does my results allow me to get into University? Hell no? That's impossible. However, if I can put down everything behind, leave all my friends from clubs, maybe then I can concentrate.

No no, that shouldn't be the way. If my friends can handle club, work, studies, family at one time, why can't I? This only prove that I'm immature isn't it? I'm still that little girl who doesn't know whats going on. The innocent one, the STUPID one. This shouldn't be the girl that I want to be isn't it? Maybe I should know whats my pirority long ago. Maybe from the start I should be motivated enough. Maybe, maybe, maybe. If time can turn back... DREAM ON!

Who says poly life is relaxing, not stressful. Its a pack of lies. If I'm rich enough to study overseas, if I'm rich enough to take private, if I got someone to rely on, HOW I WISH. Face the reality girl, its time to move on. Stop thinking of the past, the one whom you can rely on, teaching you all your school work when you don't know. Don't be such a dumb ass, he's already move on. Wake up, GROW up. FACE THE FACTS!

Still, if time can stop at being a baby D:

[Mood: Depress]
[Song listening: Superhuman]

curiousity

2009-01-27T22:08:00.005+08:00

"Holidays are over, time for exams!"

Yes people, examinations are round the corners for poly students. I'm supposed to study & yet, I ain't. Read finish Eclipse & its time to return Jacky. Wonder if I get to see him tomorrow. & JUNE IS IN LOVE WITH TWILIGHT TOO! =P

"Chu er" is finally over. Didn't do any visiting this year since two relatives past away last year. Humans came to my place though & I must admit, its kinda fun at times. Though some of them can't give red packets, they give cash. Thanks alot! :D Its time to get a new handphone! Didn't buy any new clothes, didn't see a need to anyway.

Was blog hopping this afternoon. & I seriously don't understand why some girls love their hair droop all over the place. Its such a mess. Moreover, the way she put eyeshadow, eew, disgusting. Lmao. However, I must really admit that she got a hot figure & a loving boyfriend. I hope she do see that if she act her age & not having those HEAVY make ups, neat hair do, she's a really pretty innocent looking girl.

Okay, maybe I shouldn't meddle with other people things already. LoL! Maybe its because I want things to be the perfect way I want it to be, the way how I want friends to love me, I argued with her. However, its time to voice out whatever I'm unhappy with for the past few months. No longer a threat to me if I ever make her angry. If that two boys so wanna back her up, by all means. No longer care. I believe someday they will understand my feelings because one of them slowly had. Treat me dirt, double for you. & having people to back you is equal to loser. Oh, if you think I'm one that can't forgive & forget, my les is a very good example. You can ask her if I do bear grudges. Wish you luck lady, hope you do find a FEMALE shopping buddy soon.

New Moon Trailer.

Eclipse Trailer.

Breaking Dawn Trailer.

God damn it, Singapore better get this 3 movies up in the cinemas soon. I so wanna watch! Urgh! Or is there anyway I can get this 3 movies online? Oh god, they are like drugs to me. 4 best movies ever in my life (to me). I should be asleep! D:

New year, new resolutions:
1. Slim down. (Though I said that since 2008, gonna fufil it this year)
2. Study hard, no supp paper. (I WANNA GO HONGKONG!)
3. Find a job, have a savings for futher studies. (Any lobang?)
4. Improve on my English, it sucks badly.
5. Help out in chores, be daddy-good-little-girl.
6. Cut down on my expenses.
7. Be more mature, self-motivated.
8. Read more novels! =P (Too bad, Stephenie Meyer only wrote till Breaking Dawn)
9. Get my piercings. (Stop afraid of the pain!)
10. Blog more! =X

[Mood: Happy!]
[Song listening: None]

happy new year

2009-01-27T00:54:00.003+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year to each & everyone out there.

Aww, late posts always makes me lazy to update. Hah! So well, had family chalet since Friday all the way till Monday, which is today though. Went Wild Wild Wet, Swimming, BBQ & I don't know what, relaxing? Yeap, enjoyed days with family. They will never hurt me, take me for granted. Little cousin went to Bankok to visit her granny. I miss her D:

Happy 18th birthday, Zhengyang.
Happy 4th birthday, Linghui.

No doubt, that's my wallpaper =P

[Mood: Sleepy]
[Song listening: If I were a boy]

illness

2009-01-22T13:48:00.002+08:00

I'm sick! ):

Ended school early yesterday. & yes, I've made plans :D At first, planned to slack w/ babe for 1 hour. However, that girl is so lazy to walk over to Mensa for lunch & I already promised Larlene to eat. Meanwhile, Weiliang called to ask me join them for lunch & happened that they are at Mensa. So, went over w/ Larlene, Elfi & Syadil. Larlene & I sat w/ Weiliang & Siwei whereas we give that two lovey dovey some space. Eating w/ them is really a problem. The both always bully each other till I can't stop laughing. Thereafter, 4 of us went opposite school to buy bubble tea. & home-sweet-home.

Met aunt at around 5pm. Headed to gym & swim. Total of exercising time is 4hours. Met sister at BHG & the 3 of us went to eat Cafe Cartel at 10pm? LoL! Some dumbdumb came all the way to my house to left a honey drink & thermometer outside my house & left -.- Alamak sia. Headed home after that. Sister & I bought marmie new year wear. Marmie is happy :D I didn't sleep the whole night D: Because once I reach home, I start to feel unwell.

Skipped school today. Took MC. That dumbdumb is gonna scold me D: Because he don't allow I go exercise yet I didn't listen. Hah! So ended up visiting a doctor. I'm so gonn relax myself at home. =P Good thing though cause I skipped two test today & gonna retake it w/ more time to study :D

Thanks bearbear for everything (:

Was reading Eclipse & I'm so engross in Edward & Jacob. Oh god, if there's ever someone that look at me like how that both look at Bella, I'm so gonna MELT. Soul mate? Awww.

I bloody hate people who are so so so damn inconsiderate. After having to visit the doctor, I was waiting for my medicine while this idiotic incident happen. Waiting area was packed w/ people & I was thinking how should I get over to the other side. When I figure it out, I walk through this path which people are standing. This bloody ****er saw me wanting to move through & still not allowing me to pass through. Therefore, I purposely knock into him & move my way through. He glared at me for a moment & I glared back. Honestly, what the hell is wrong w/ him? Can't people like him be more considerate? _l_ that idiot person.

[Mood: Sick!]
[Song listening: None]

back again

2009-01-20T18:01:00.002+08:00

Well, should I say, glad to announce that I'm back as friends w/ her? Hah! Oh well, yes, we patched up. Les still & no one can replace her like I say earlier. So well, yeap. That's all.

School is god damn interesting today. Hahaha! Thanks to Larle-ne. Lmao. She brought hanna to school & thats means, I didn't pay attention to lectures. During lectures, Larlene, Grace, Joel & I are busy putting hannas. Super fun. School ended earlier as usual. Went BB w/ Larlene cause she wanna pass Heyu photos. Home-sweet-home. Didn't see Sharfirin sweetheart. D:

Omg! I'm in love w/ Jacob Black too! =P I didn't realize he can be so charming. How I wish its end of 2009 soon because I heard, by then, New Moon will release! :DDD

Jacob Black is so hot, too! =P

Never forget, Edward. He makes my heart skip a beat.

[Mood: Happy! xD]
[Song listening: 91.3FM]

eclipse

2009-01-19T20:24:00.004+08:00

Guess what people?! I dreamt of the Cullen family last night! Hahah! I know I'm too crazy over Twilight. LoL! Once I woke up, text Jacky this, "Jacky, lend me Eclipse please ):". Lmao. & he didn't reply but during lecture, he came & I look at him when I expect something like, "too bad!" LoL! Instead, he pass it his Eclipse though he said, "If there's a dent, you gonna buy me a new one" for like 3 times -.- Yipeee! Praying hard Eclipse & Breaking Dawn is gonna replenish stock soon.

Marmie is super happy today cause when she came home, I'm cooking dinner :D I love it when marmie smile. Maybe this is the only way to make it up for her for my past mistakes. I'm gonna be a good girl. & I think I ain't gonna celebrate my 18th birthday since I'm not suppose to from the start. Its only because someone wanna stay over outside & I specially wanna book a chalet but now, that person gonna go for OP-SIP. So no point, this way, I can save money. Moreover, I don't wanna show disrespect to my ancenstors.

This little girl super duper cute! *Took from Larlene's blog.*

[Mood: Tired]
[Song listening: Tell me]

events

2009-01-18T22:39:00.003+08:00

One full week & I've not yet recover! D:

Friday, after school, had lunch w/ Larlene, Joel, Jiaqi & Grace bought us bubble tea. Thereafter, headed to Sentosa for GPS. Bored & tired while waiting. So camwhore w/ Jiaqi. Hah! Headed to Labourdor Park for BBQ. Back home at 3am.

Crazy clique 5 :D

Saturday, Woke up at 3pm. Suppose to meet groups mates at 6pm but most of the people didn't appear except Winson, Jeremy, DG & June. The rest are late. Started night cycling at 11pm? From east coast to SMU. Stop at alot places like Lao Pa Sa, Fort canning blahblah. Thereafter, from SMU cycle back to East Coast. 11pm-6.30am. Power! & I'm having muscle aches now. Body & not legs -.- Total 11 groups, 150 people. Woohooo!

I love my group mates!

Sunday, force to woke up at 1pm. Bathe then headed to uncle's house for family lunch. Back home at 5pm. Sleep till 8pm then another round of family gathering at my house. Afternoon is mom's side of relatives. Night is dad. LoL! & my aunt knit a hat for me! :DDDDD

I LOVE HIM, HIM, HIM! JOSHUA MY DARLING! :D

See that pink hat? Mine! The little girl wearing the scarf is hers. Knitted by aunt too.

*What are friends? I'm sick & tired of being someone that is being used. Not that I treat my friends bad. In fact, whenever I'm out w/ them, I don't mind everything as long as they are happy. But what I got in return? Practically nothing. Most important friend in life is her. Yet I felt that betrayal. Whatever, I've learn to take this as it goes. I wouldn't brood over how she's living. I wouldn't care anymore. Don't care, don't know, don't bother. Sometimes, I do felt that hatred in him to how he split the both of us up. Urgh, fuck care, she don't bother either, why should I? Moreover, she chose him over me. Fuck lah _l_*

[Mood: Screwed]
[Song listening: Numb]

complicated

2009-01-15T22:23:00.003+08:00

Life is complicated. Oh well.

Comprog quiz today. Redo my assignment within that one hour of break w/ the accompany or bearbear. I seriously do hope I can AT LEAST pass my quiz though I didn't study. However, when I was doing, I can manage it just hope not crappy answer. Lmao. Thereafter, rush my logistic items. Slacked w/ Larlene & Joel while waiting for Grace. Went for level leader interview. Super nwevous man. Doubt we did a good job. At least we try our best. Taught Joel comprog & chatted w/ sweetheart (Shafirin). I super love her man! She will definately be there to hear my rants & I talk whatever I have to her. She told me her secrets too. Aww! I love her! After she left, chatted w/ Gerry. Well, I don't know. Some secrets :D Home-sweet-home.

Thinking opening a blog for brother, so that I can know what he's up to. Should I? LoL! I'm sick D:

Uncle gave me this link & I love it.

*Should I or should I not? Confused ): Oh, just shut up! Too good to be yours.*

[Mood: Complicated]
[Song listening: Avril Lavigne; Nobody's home]

Worn out

2009-01-14T23:00:00.006+08:00

I'm so tired, like seriously. Maybe I shouldn't be so enthu in school. HAHA! Join this & that make my schedule so packed. Wthells. End school at 12pm, ate lunch & went to help out at JAE, ETCM's booth. Super boring. At least I managed to persuade 2 girls join ETCM :D LoL! Slacked at library till 4pm, met Jiaqi go do logistic items. 6pm, night cycling briefing. Totally SHAG! Thereafter, dinner w/ Jeff, June & Yongzhi. Gossip w/ Jeff & June for like 1-2 hours? Home-sweet-home.

Thanks bearbear for the honey (:

Wonder girls are H-O-T! I love their clothings & dance :D

*Oh meeeee gosh, I can't believe I'm did think of you!*

[Mood: Dead]
[Song listening: So hot]

Miss independent

2009-01-14T00:28:00.007+08:00

I'm up with a new skin. I must admit, it look very similar to someone I know. I'm so sorry about that. However, I really do like leopard skin & I after buying some of leopard printings products, I then know you like it too. Sorry eh? As for the format, I wanted a new design that's why. S-O-R-R-Y! D:

Having maths quiz tomorrow & I've not yet study. Spend 4 hours just to do this blog from scratch. I'm contented though. Thanks bearbear for helping me troubleshoot my lousy project.

I'm sick & tired of salvaging friendships again & again. Just because of tiny misunderstandings & all. I don't know and I don't care anymore. Friends come & go. Its parts & parcel of life. Got to face the facts. Everyone started to get attached. Oh well, being single is good too. At least you don't have to worry for your other partner. Bad thing is, everywhere is couples. School, clubrooms, bus stop, pathway. Cassy is independent! :D *Like real* -.-

Leopard prints are love! ♥

13o1o9

2009-01-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to sleep or else I'm dead tomorrow as I can't wake up. Holy crap. Anw, been too busy to update so here am I AGAIN.

So well, busy w/ open house which is on the 8th-10th. I'm in I-guides & posted to main bridge. Which means I've got to keep cheering & cheering. Lmao. It was fun for that 3 days though I lost my voice now. Hah! Darren, Calvin, Kivon, Zyndie, Junyuan & Alan makes these 3 days a memorable one for me. Thanks. Did only twice mass dance throughout this 3 days. First was w/ Alan, second was w/ Kivon. Voiceless now, way to go Cassy :D

*T is for Temasek, E is for Emasek, M is for Masek, A is for Asek, S is for Sek, E is for Ek, K is for K. T-E-M-A-S-E-K, Temasek uh Temasek, Temasek is me, Temasek is you, we are a team~ Temasek is me, Temasek is you, we are a team, yo yo yo yo!

Sentosa w/ June, Cui, Jeff & Sebas on 11st. Went for "religious class" early in the morning then down to meet them. Had Pastamania for dinner. Thereafter, shopping. Hah! Home-sweet-home.

School was fine today. At first didn't wanna go school but I know there's quiz. When I reach school, they said its postpone. Damn crap but still I stayed for all lesson. Aunt came back from Japan, like finally! Yipee, I miss her alot. She got me tons of Hello Kitty stuff O.O!

Pictures:

Main bridge.

Gerry kanna bully! Xiao boy boy! =P *He's gonna kill me.*

Horhor! While at Jam&Hop.

Shahirah.

Cui, June & I

Yukata!♥

I am who I am.

This world just contains hypocrites. __ off!

PS: Busy week.

o7o1o9

2009-01-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

I'm super tired & thereafter, I'm keeping this post short.

I'm starting to be a sensible girl but not that very sensible though. Did pay attention to tutorials but I'm still reading novels during lectures. Those lecturers are just like a sleeping pill to me. So, after school, lunch w/ Larlene & Elfi. Saw BB peeps there too. Thereafter, slacked at clubroom till 2pm then off to library. Initial plan to study yet I was kept up w/ my novel. When I was about to study, Vincent pop out. Lmao. & he kept lying to me -.- That ass. He accompanied me for like 1 hour & then he left since he wanna go jog. Anw, we were in single study room. Went to get the book I wanted & back to clubroom to find darling. Home-sweet-home.

He's my personal brand of heroin.

I'm off to bed! Tomorrow start of open house. LOA! Lmao. I'm gonna read finish "New Moon". & whole series of "Twilight" are out of stock almost everywhere in Singapore. I don't know how am I gonna survive w/o reading about Edward Cullen ): Anw, ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO BUY TWILIGHT BOOKMARK? I WANT IT BADLY! D:

PS: I want to hide back everything.

o6o1o9

2009-01-06T22:43:00.004+08:00

School was alright today. Was super tired & I slept throughout my 2 hours of lecture. My Dfund2 project not working! Super pissed off. Who wanna help me check what the hell is wrong w/ it? Even my sir also say its alright -.- Well, saw darling, Joel & Lq outside clubroom. They wanna go take photos for project & they asked me along. Went Pasir Ris park. Saw Teckguan on the way. Played playground blahblah. I'm like a little kiddo. Thereafter, he went home & the four of us went Whitesand to eat. Home-sweet-home.

Me, Jiaqi, Larlene & Joel.

Darling & I.

This is what I felt. I'm trapped, I'm suffocated. I wanna be fred.

PS: What a sick, masochistic lion.

o5o1o9

2009-01-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

Saturday, out for promotion day. Know a few new friends. Kinda fun but tiring. Home-sweet-home around evening. Sleep through.

Sunday, woke up at 5pm. I can't believe it. Its the lastest I've ever sleep throughout whole day. I can't believe it! Hah! Aunt came buying spring chicken as dinner for sister & I. Webcam w/ 2nd uncle & 2nd aunt. She's coming back next Sunday. This means, I got present! :D Hahah! Aunt confirm kill me for writing this. Oh well, of cause, I miss her too. LoL!

Monday, almost alot people wore red since its Team Temasek day. School was tiring but at least I'm a good girl during Dfund2 tutorial. I understand what my lecturer is teaching. After school, meeting for BB's GPS day. Ate dinner w/ Larlene, Grace, Joel{F}, Jiaqi & Chunling. Home-sweet-home.

Me, Maggie & Violet.

PS: I'm sick AGAIN! ):

o3o1o9

2009-01-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

Cassy is a happy happy girl! Everything start afresh!

I'm gonna update photos that I took w/ my uncle on Christmas Eve. Tada~!

Jonathan & brother.

Jonathan & uncle yorkbeng.

Uncle the best!

Back to the same. Dote dote dote :D

This is how uncle always bully me!

New year ahead!

Its finally FRIDAY! I'm effing sleepy but I can't stop reading New Moon. Ooops! LoL! Anw, school was alright today. Ended at 11am & went to slacked w/ Larlene & Elfi at cable tv. Thereafter, Larlene left at 12pm while Elfi & I slept till 1pm. Zhiliang, Shakina & Ada came over for Japanese role play discussion. Everything went well. 3pm, everyone left, had lunch w/ Brainer & Cuiwen. Love them! :D Cuiwen taught me play the guitar while I'm waiting for darling, Joel & Lq. Watched "Yes Man". Super nice lah! Ended show, went to fool around in Toy R'us. Hahah! I kept disappearing while walking w/ them at night market =P Home-sweet-home!

I believe :D

PS: Think twice.

o2o1o9

2009-01-02T01:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE! ALL THE BEST :D

**I've deleted the old post as I wanted to forget. I don't wanna look back into the past.

Lazy to update photos! Tomorrow I guess? So anw, this is the best new year I've ever had. Out w/ marmie & aunt to visit great-granny. Before that, went to Times, Popular & Sans Bookshop to look for "New Moon", 2nd series of "Twilight". Everywhere is sold out! Super sad ): While at great-granny there, Regin came back. He's as cute as before. Cute little boy. Visited aunt's mother-in-law. She is also one of the elderly who dote on me dearly. Back to aunt's place.

Uncle Yorkbeng is there w/ grandaunt & co. He's rushing out too. However, the usual us both, being lazy & enough w/ each other's company, we both "pangseh" our friends. Ooops! Hahah! Cause everyone wants us to stay too since its a family gathering. After dinner, GAMBLING! Uncle & I tagged as one. When the both of us win, we won alot, when the both of us lose, we lost alot. However, we ended up winning 20+ bucks? LoL! Uncle stayed over at my house. Jingyao, Yingjian & Farhan came over. 5 of us played "Phase 10". Super fun game :D After game, Yingjian drove us to had supper. Back home sleep while sister gossip w/ the rest. Uncle slept on the floor while I'm on the bed. BULLY! =X

Uncle woke me up today! E-V-I-L! Okay, not his fault. Cause I've got to go work. Double pay! Plan was uncle accompany me to work then after eating lunch, he is going home to sleep. However, apparently some kids are at his house & he doesn't have the mood to entertain them, he stayed over to accompany me whole day while I work. Uncle the best lah! :D Guess what?! I FINALLY FOUND MY "NEW MOON" AT KINOKUNIYA LOCATED AT BUGIS! I'm a happy girl now! This means, I'm going back to read my book. Bye people!

PS: I'm scary. LoL!

3112o8

2008-12-31T01:38:00.002+08:00

ARE YOU:
♥Perfect: No
♥Tall: No
♥In your pajamas: No
♥Lefthanded: No

LAST:
♥Friend(s) you saw: Jay
♥Talked to on the phone: Jay
♥Person to text you: Shirley
♥Is today better than yesterday?: Yes

FAVORITE
♥Number: 3
♥Color: Pink
♥Food: Its fine w/ me.
♥Place: Home

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did
this morning when you got up?
♥ Bathe
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
♥ Not really
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
♥ Twilight
Q: Where is the last place you went?
♥ KFC
Q. Do you smile a lot?
♥ Yes
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
♥ Shooting stars
Q: Are you a friendly person?
♥ Yes
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
♥ My bed
Q: Why did you sleep there?
♥ Cause I don't sleep in toilet?
Q: When was the last time you cried?
♥ Saturday
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep ?
♥ Edward Cullen is so handsome
Q: Rate life as of right now, one
being bad, ten being great?
♥ 7
Q: What do you hear right now?
♥ Teeeeeveeeeee
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
♥ Muscle ache
Q: What's your favorite month?
♥ April

EMOTIONS :
Are you missing someone right now?
♥ I guess
Are you single?
♥ Yes
Are you tired?
♥ Very
Are your parents still married?
♥ Yes

BASICS :
♥Real name: Cassandra
♥Nick Name: Cassy
♥Age: 17
♥Eye color: Brown
♥Male or female: Female
♥Single: Yes
♥Crushing: I guess so
♥Smart: No
♥Hair color: Reddish-brown
♥Shorts or Jeans: Anyth
♥Phone or Camera: Phone
♥Health freak: Not really
♥Righty or lefty: Right
♥Smoke or Drink: Drink

FIRSTS:
♥First award: Forgotten
♥First enemy: Kindergarden
♥First pet: Fish
♥First vacation: Australia
♥Eating: Porridge?
♥Drinking: Milk?
♥Listening to: Backstreet Boys?
♥Plans for tommorow: Chalet I guess
♥Waiting for: Nothing

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
♥Lips or eyes: Eyes
♥Shorter or taller: Taller
♥Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
♥Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
♥Hook-up or in a relationship: In a relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:
♥Drank hard drinks: Yes
♥Lost glasses/contacts: Often
♥Ran away from home: Yes
♥Broken someone's heart: Yes
♥Been arrested: Not by police

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
♥Do you like someone: Yes
♥Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Not yet

Okay, so I'm being super super random & therefore, I did this stupid thing. I'm bored. Ran w/ twinni after school again around the round-about where we used to train during dragonboat. Unbelievable, I did it w/o stopping. I don't understand why I stop when I was running last time during training days. Muscle ache now.

PS: I WANNA THE WHOLE SERIES OF TWILIGHT!

3o12o8

2008-12-30T01:08:00.002+08:00

Twinni-s are back in action! :D

I'm so crap, I know. Start of school today. Told myself I'm so gonna pay attention in class & yet, guess what I'm doing? Reading Twilight whole day =P Hahah! Yeap, I know I got no motivation. Hahah!

Met twinni during lunch break. & yes, still as close as ever. Being so random, asking him to jog w/ me after school. Twinni is such a sweetie. He waited for 3 hours for me to end school & done w/ whatever I got on hand. Bus-ed home & we both went to change. Twinni met me at my house, he cycled to Sunplaza while I ask daddy to fetch me there since bike got no air. Walked one round & ran four rounds non-stop. & thanks alot twinni, because he knows I can't tolerate but he kept talking to distract my attention & I did made it. Mind over body :D

After running, we both played swing. That idiot said that I'm a noob at swing so the both compete. Half way through he gave up cause he's afraid of height. Hahah! & he totally forgotten I'm afraid too, at least I dare to go for it :D I cycled while twinni walked to coffee shop opposite our primary school to had dinner. Met this girl at bubble tea shop & I bet w/ twinni something. & I won, so he's gonna owe me 3months of jogging :D Every Monday, Tuesday, Thursday & Sunday. Woohoo! Thanks alot, boy. LoL! Jog jog jog. I made a stepping stone, FINALLY!

Since she made the first move by removing the heart, I shall do so. Before getting home, I'm already thinking but at first, I thought that I might salvage this friendship after everything cool down. Well, all I can say was, the three of us have fault. & yes, I admit I'm wrong too. However, in the first place, why am I getting involve in you both r/s? Whatever it is, since this friendship is so meaningless to you that you can just break it off anytime, I shall no longer waste my effort in salvaging it. Don't forget, it takes two hands to clap. So, in the very first place, faults is within you both while at there. I said it before, I can forget everything, I can not mention the past like what you wish, but it was you who can't. If avoiding can solve everything, by all means. Its YOU who don't treasure it. This is just like a BGR r/s. If you love that guy so dearly that you don't want to break it, no matter what, you won't say it. However, I don't know how, you manage to. I won't cry, neither will I weep because this friendship is over because I wouldn't want to waste my tears on someone who don't treasure me. If you notice, no matter how angry I was, I wouldn't say, let's just break off this friendship. I'm tired. Real tired. Don't say because you are afraid to hurt me. While solving my friends problem, I encounter the same thing & I couldn't believe my friend would do the same thing to me. I tried my best to protect, make it up to past mistakes & all. If you can take it so lightly, neither will I remember it. Goodbye.

PS: Friends? Boyf? Hurhur!

2812o8

2008-12-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

Should I say I'm happy or should I say I'm sad? Tomorrow school reopen -.- Crap, okay, so anyway, yesterday was kinda pissed off w/ uncle & les. Somethings happened. Well, darling & Lq came over to put Joel's christmas present at my house. & since they both are hungry, I cooked omlette rice for them. This time, no 2nd helping cause not enough. Sorry to, you-know-who. Ooops. Cab-ed them back to darling's house & down to find uncle & les. **Maybe I should really head the adults advice.

Darling & Lq came not noticing me the time. So well, they saw me in pyjamas. So unglam. After they left, I'm such a good girl. I pack my room! LoL! Like, FINALLY. Okay, I'm off to bed or else I'll definately late for school tomorrow. Nerd girl start from tomorrow! :D Night people & thanks for reading.

Lq's finger. Christmas outing.

I love terriyaki! =P

Stitch driving. Joel's present to darling.

Ducky I gave Lq.

Some random thoughts of dressing.

I just editting this stupid post at 29/12/08, 7.41am. Damn, why can't theyboth just let me have a good night sleep. & scold me in the morning. Now that I'm having school later, I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP! Really cannot tolerate but feeling like scolding vulgarities because I HATE PEOPLE TO WAKE ME FROM MY BEAUTY LAND! Urgh! Control vulgarities, Cassy. For the time being, I wanna avoid you both. First, not to let the adults misunderstood me. Second, NO LONGER WANT TO BE YOU BOTH SHIELD. Scold me for whatever you want. I no longer care because you don't know my feelings. Don't kept telling me sorry & saying I ain't a shield, your actions tells me so. & I seriously hate the word, S-O-R-R-Y. So, just effing leave me alone. I start to regret going. God damn it.

No longer need. Its a want. My dream, my goal. Marmie said I've changed. However, at least she trust me now. Thanks marmie, ♥ you.

PS: After I clear my debts =P

2512o8

2008-12-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

Genting post.

So well, after I got back from Sentosa, I went home to do a last minute checking of my stuff. Cab-ed down w/ parents & brother to Lavender MRT. Les & sister was already there. Waited for 2 of my uncles, aged 21 & 20, then took the bus & headed to Genting. I was sleeping most of the time as the night before I didn't sleep. Got to wait till check in time which is at noon when we reached there at 4am. Left our luggage at counter & we went Macdonald's to had breakfast. Nothing much for day 1. Purely walking around. The rest of the people joined us at 3pm? Since we split the number of people in two buses.

I think I forgotten most of everthing that happen in Genting. Some things are not able to say it in this blog, in case someone read it & I'm dead. Oh well, did went Theme Park, sing K, played billard, shopping, night walk, drink drank drunk & etc. Lmao. Pictures shall say it all? Enjoy then. **LAZY spell it as C-A-S-S-Y! EVIL spell it as Y-O-R-K-B-E-N-G! Les, understand yea? Hah!

This are those random photos.

Drink Drank Drunk! :D

Les, Uncle Yorkbeng & I :D

I brought my big piglet up to Genting the 2nd time! :D

Phew, like, FINALLY! I'm done w/ this stupid post. Hah! I'm so gonna go back to my Twilight novel.

I hope uncle is so alright now. I don't know what to do seeing him like this. However, I know he's strong. Right uncle? *He's my real blood uncle that's why we are so close in pictures.* Meeting les & uncle to jog tomorrow & then stingray. Yipee. Pray hard everything go alright.

PS: Romance isn't what this is.

2612o8

2008-12-26T04:40:00.007+08:00

Christmas had just past.

Should be asleep by now. However, I can't ): Anw, I'm so lazy to update photos. In fact, I'm updating the post on Genting but it seems that I stop half way due to laziness. There's over 100+ photos. Damn crap.

Back from Christmas outing w/ darling, Joel & Liqiang. Joel came to fetch me & then down to pick darling. Thereafter, drove to Ehub. Met up w/ Liqiang. All of us are carrying bags of presents. Super funny. Joel bought Twilight tickets before hand which show at 7pm. Therefore, went BBQ Chicken to had dinner. Exchange our presents too.

Darling got me a aahhggoooo pouch & a REAL disney keychain of my name. Liqiang got me a mouse, how thoughtful. Most surprising part was that mouse was the design that I kept bugging mum to get me one yet she never will & Liqiang didn't know that, that was the design I wanted! Joel brought two prezzie & asked Liqiang & I to choose which one we want it. In the end, I got a HUGE pen from him. I bought a clothe for darling, a ducky soft toy for Liqiang & a cup for Joel :D

Anw, after dinner, headed to the cinema. I just hope my les won't kill me for saying this BUT, EDWARD CULLEN (Robert Pattinson)IS SO HANDSOME! =P Hahahah! I've been repeating this ever since I'm in Genting till now. Boohoo! I freaking love his eyes! Can't wait for part 2 & I seriously do believe there's one. As for now, I'm so gonna read Twilight over & over again. Abit too exagerating huh?! =P After movie, went Katong played lan, CS again & I freaking sucks at it. Liqiang, sorry for killing you when I'm your team. I guess there's not a need for me to say how I'm lousy? Ha-Ha! Went Sempang Bedok take away prata to darling's house for supper. Thereafter, Joel drove Liqiang home then me :D Guess what? I DROVE JOEL'S CAR WHILE IN THE CARPARK! ITS SO FUN! I think Joel was having cold sweat while teaching me.

I'm heading school later for group role play for CDS. Such an ass.I wanna sleep! I wanna play! I wanna HOLIDAY! School reopening next Monday ): Urgh~ What's LIFE? I bet I'm so gonna know the answer, SOON!

I can't believe I still felt that heart ache when I view their profile! Girl, wake up! You can do it. He's a bastard, remember? :D

PS: Robert Pattinson, gorgeous, dream guy, just oh-so-stunning.

2412o8

2008-12-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE! At the same time, I'm back from Genting :D

Vincent drew for me cause he makes me angry! =P

Awww, I got tons of photos to blog. Maybe 300+? However, I wouldn't be so crazy & free of time to do that. So, I'm TRYING to keep short my post. Tada~

Okay, so maybe I shall start of my post w/ the day I went recee to Sentosa w/ BB peeps? I didn't slept the whole night. Vincent accompanied me throughout the night till 5am? Thereafter, he was super tired so, I went to play game as I know I wouldn't wake up if I fell asleep. Anw, went to prepare & then school at 10am? Jasline bought Weiqi's birthday cake & hid it in her bag. Super funny & 'L' was super united tt all of us actually wore yellow together(:

Anw, headed to Sentosa. Jiaqi & I was in one group. Our station was at the block of words, "Siloso". Went Delifrance to think about the games & all. Thereafter, went back main station & took pictures, play games. Home-sweet-home & cabbed to lavender to board bus to Genting. Alrighty, I'm tired. Shall update till here. Maybe tomorrow then I will update Genting trip. Night people.

The cake that 'L' bought for Weiqi's birthday.

Jasline, Jiaqi & Weiqi

Joel, Jennifer & Siqi

Joel, Gerry & Jiahui.

Davin, Weixun & Yiyuan.

Liqiang. I seriously love those 2 girls.

Camwhore freaks♥

I love my girls.

'L' rocks! Love them♥

Girls of 'L' are monkeys =P

Lq's forfeit xD

The end! Lmao.

Okay, so maybe I shall really need to end here. Wanna read my novel before I sleep. Out to celebrate Christmas w/ darling, Joel & Lq tomorrow. & I'm freaking tired. Crap, tomorrow shall update about Genting trip. I'm super vexed! Not due to personal problems this time. Darn, I shouldn't meddle much but I cannot leave them like that! Urgh!

Night people(:

PS: Evil is live :D

1912o8

2008-12-19T19:45:00.004+08:00

Off to Genting. Back on the 23rd Dec 08. I wanna watch twitlight ):

Is being friends really better then anything? Sometimes I wonder, even if I treat you super good, will you ever notice. What am I exactly to you? Not even someone that you didn't even realize I left? Disappointed yet I still **** you.

PS: Kama?

1812o8

2008-12-18T22:23:00.010+08:00

Phew~ I''m super tired.

Anw, was out w/ darling, Joel & Lq. Suppose to meet at 12pm, ended up met Lq at 1230pm while we both waited for darling & Joel for an hour. Both of us were kinda pissed off & almost wanted to go home. In fact, Lq already went to the bus stop. Luckily, I chased up. Oh well, wanting to go East Coast Park to blade but I don't know due to what reason, we changed plan. Ate lunch at a coffee shop nearby. Thereafter, went xGaming. Its been a long time since I went there. Didn't see fishball working. Decided to change place to lan, so went to Safra. Slacked awhile outside Mind's Cafe then back to lan. I played Audition and after awhile accompanied them play CS. I'm kinda stupid in that game. Teehees. Went Tamp Mall shop around then back home. Marmie cooked western food for us due to daddy's birthday. Just back from Tamp Mall cause I went out again to buy something. Lmao. No pictures ):

Suddenly remember him playing DDR w/ Steven. Crap =.=

I BOUGHT ONE JACKET & TWO TOP WITHIN TWO DAYS! BROKE!

Recee tomorrow which means, gathering for "L"! Huhu~ Super love them lah. Know why tomorrow =P Anw, genting in another 24hours. ~~I scared I will miss him~~ =X 5 days there ):

Drawn by me. Female pig.
Drawn by Weiliang. I don't know what pig is that.
Drawn by Siwei. OCTOPIG! I think its the cutest (:

Awww, you're so cute =P.

PS: Believe..

1812o8

2008-12-18T02:02:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY GET TO SHOP! :D

I'm a little poor girl last night. Looking for people to accompany me out. Hahaha! All my girlfs either not free or accompany boyf. Super sad. Oh well, single is like that. LoL! Okay, so I shall stop crapping. Ended up, I was super random & asked my long-time-no-see friend named Yewfai. & he agreed straight away(: Happy happy girl. Lmao.

Woke up by Lq's call asking if I've recovered. Thanks alot ^.^ I'm better now. Sister say she's going school to eat. So, I accompanied her. Happened to saw this sign that says aerospace open house & sister is interested. Walked over to LT but was closed. Sister asked me call Zhanxiong asking where are they. Everyone was shocked to see sister & that stupid Kiawei bully me again =.= Neverminds. At least he said something nice. Thereafter, went breadboard ate lunch. Bus down to Bugis. Met Yewfai & Junjie. Accompany them to Swensen to eat. I ate ice-cream :D Strawberry & Mint. Thereafter, walked to Taka then to Fareast. Bought quite a number of things. I'm broke ): Ate pastamania for dinner. I drink soup & orange juice nia =.= Home-sweet-home (:

Yewfai, Junjie is so much better then you. He won't bully me. Hahaha! I know you are gonna jealous =X Okay, I'm just kidding. Know you for 2 years but gone out w/ you twice only. Saw you only 7 times =.= You can go bang wall. Game 24/7. Lmao. I'm not gonna listen to you & write I met up w/ a screwed up friend. I more won't say Junjie is screwed up. =P

Pictures for the day:
*Don't dare to take photos w/ them both as I just got to know Junjie.*

Had fun today. Thanks to those two guys who accompanied me.

Anw, since now is wee morning, it means:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! I LOVE YOU!

I walked past that street from Cine to Esplanade. Although its not totally that whole street but still, it reminds me of the past. Go bang wall Cassy. You should forget because you've got HIM in heart (:

Looking out of the window pane, I never notice that Christmas decoration was so pretty, the flyer look so wonderful at night. How I wish, I could hold love's hand, looking at the scenery, saying "I Love You". That empty heart will never fill w/o you.

How I wish I had this one chance to at least walk around w/ you.

**I've not gonna look back. So all the him, refering to only one person which is at my crossroad now.

PS: Alone in the rain.

1612o8

2008-12-16T17:34:00.007+08:00

Yeap, so I got the photos from Yiyuan about the camp already. Now left w/ the whole group photos.

Day 1: Camp starts at 1pm. Met up w/ les at 12pm to eat lunch. We make a deal the night before while we were on the phone till 5am. & yipee. I won! Haha, free lunch that day. Thereafter, went staircase outside clubroom to wait for Grace & Joel(female version). Met up w/ Larlene & Jiaqi whereas les went home. Group bonding, flag making as camp started. Our team is so super bonded that we even ate lollipop together as a team. "L" rocks! Anw, after dinner was GPS. Our team super fast as we kept running. I love them(: Accompanied darling after bath. Chatted w/ Joel about my problems again. Once again, he was there to solve the knots in my heart. Thanks alot to run over opposite school to get me food as I'm having gastric despite the fact that you're tired. Didn't sleep well. Light sleep though.

Day 2: Woke up, sick. Not as spontaneous as first day until Gerry told me something which I just tolerate that last few hours & played everything. After the camp, I'm seriously having dizziness & fever. Back home to sleep. Nevertheless, I will never forget the time w/ my team. You make my day. Thanks alot everyone(:

Pictures, mostly "L": HUHU~

I love les! (:

The moon is super bright that night.

Darling! Loves!

"L" as a team. I love them!

I love the camp! I love "L"!

Been viewing their blog. Was kinda sad. I've not yet forgotten how we used to hang around together last time. Going everywhere together. Just because one random guy, money issues, spoil our friendship? Well, nevertheless, there's memories better then no memories yea? All the est to you two girls. One of which birthday just over, another, coming up. Good luck to you both. Take care.

I've been losing all my cherish ones recently. I will never forget that pain However, its a lesson to me. From now on, I will cherish each & everyone around me. Especially my les, darling, Joel & Lq. Even though, I may not that close w/ them three, but they are the ones I will place them in heart. As for my les, I'm always there for her! Even though we always argue, right bitch? xP

Genting's here. I've not yet recover, but, I won't miss this chance sticking w/ les 24/7. Neither will she(: ALTHOUGH SOMEONE KEEPING HER BOYF ACCOMPANY NOW WHEN I NEED HER TO GO SHOPPING W/ ME! =P

I dreamt of him again..

I'm thinking of getting soft reborn on my fringe while perm on the bottom of my hair. What do you think people? Comments is needed (:

PS: When someone is lonely, it doesn't matter if there is any people accomany.

1512o8

2008-12-15T17:26:00.002+08:00

I'm super sick & I ain't going anywhere. Suppose to go to school to either help E2 w/ calling for secondary peeps or for E-guide camp. However, my temperature rise again. So, planned to stay home to recover. Moreover, I wanna go Genting w/ a healthy health.

Anw, yesterday went to celebrate daddy's birthday by singing KTV w/ family and daddy's side of relatives. Even though 2nd aunt is at Japan now, she's always here w/ us. We even brought lappy along w/ us to webcam w/ her throughout the whole celebration. I know its weird why is it there's connection. Oh well, its because the place we are singing is at Comm building, the one where Singtel at. I used to work there. Was kinda shock too. Anw, after KTV, went Pizza Hut for dinner. Chatted w/ darling on phone while on the way home.

Darling, I will try my best to change.

Pictures for the day:

I wanna go shopping!

Why is it that in dramas, it is always 2 guys care for 1 girl. Somehow, real life too ): Urgh, whatever it is, Will Pan, Dean Fujioka & Rainie Yang super super KAWAII~!

I'm tired & sick. IF IF IF it was last time, everything would be different.

Crap, stop thinking of the past. Learn grow up & face the future. Dumb girl.

PS: Simple & innocent.

1312o8

2008-12-13T19:22:00.005+08:00

Back from camp. However, camp updates after I got photos back. I'm SICK!

Anw, I'm currently catching this show "Miss No Good" online. Dean Fujioka super handsome & kawaii! Hahaha! =/ I know I'm super random but I'm bored. Supposed to sleep but waiting for sister to buy supper for me since I've not eaten anything the whole day. Not much appetite though.

♥ Miss No Good ♥

♥ Dean Fujioka ♥ Kawaii~

I miss him ): Back to show now XD

PS: If you treat me a little more good.

1112o8

2008-12-11T18:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, finally exams are over, suppose to go out & enjoy myself today. However, something crop up which I don't wanna say it. Honestly, I'm pissed off, but I'm learning to control my temper. Oh well, come to think of it, staying home is good too yea? (yea right! =.=)

Whatever, I screwed my paper today. Leaving the whole of question 4 BLANK which cause 15 marks. Crap, prepare to quit school girl. Damn, not in a good mood. Goodbye people.

**The card I gave it to darling, Joel & Lq but I managed to only take Lq's cause they brought it home.

PS: Mind over body.

1o12o8

2008-12-10T19:46:00.003+08:00

I've changed my blogskin already. How is it? Is the previous one better or the current one? Comments please :D

I'm sick & tired looking at your black face already. If seeing me makes you remember them both so much, then I won't appear in front of you anymore. Its already my limit. You have your attitude, I have mine too. Imagine stepping into clubroom, & all I see is your black face. How will you feel? After this camp, I won't appear in front of you anymore. Go, continue staying in your past. Continue leaving in a dream where they still treat you as friend. No one is able to help you. Only you yourself, boy. Wake up! You are the one who taught me to trust friends, but you? Did you do it? Did you even realize you've change so much. You said you hate her for her childishness. Honestly, I think I hate you now for your childishness too. People around you are trying to help you, pull you back on track. Not only did you not appreciate, you push it away. I respect and I really do like the old you. However, you've changed so much ever since that thing happen. If I makes you reminds of them & then you try to avoid me, then let me ask you, have you ever thought of my feelings? Have you ever thought how will I feel? I'm sick & tired of this shits already. Its up to you, I've done whatever I can & I'm tired. After Saturday, I will disappear from your life. Bye then.

What's the use of shedding tears when others don't even care? What's the use of changing into the person where eveyone wants me to be? I'm tired. From today onwards, the old Cassandra where everyone knows will no longer be the same. If being friendly and out-going, caring for friends give so much trouble & hurt to myself, then might as well I be someone who got a "no heart", only caring about myself. Isn't it? This way, I will no longer felt that hurt.

What's the point of waiting & waiting for your return. What's the point of waiting & waiting for you to notice me? I see no point in it. No longer wanting to this Cassandra to survive. Its time to let go. No more shedding of tears for someone who won't return. No more shedding of tears when I'm sad. I gotta be strong. Keeping everything to myself. Even if I wanna say it out, will anyone be there? Crap, my stupid thinking. What's the point of going into relationship at this age. Will there even be true love? HA-! I don't know. If there's ever a day, that someone appear, I would probably consider. He used to promise everything, he unlock that knot but in the end, I realize he tie it even tighter. Goodbye, Cassandra. Welcome, Cassy(:

PS: Just one last dance.

o812o8

2008-12-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to turn emotional again. Ain't feeling good. Seriously. Was browsing through all my old photos, I just realise I'm a dumb person. Not treasuring everyone around me. Especially that two who used to love me alot. I lost one first & I should have learn my lesson & not letting the 2nd one go. Why is it that I lost it twice? Both are scorpio. Maybe they are really not meant to be. Darling told me, I lost something & I will gain something in return. Maybe it true. I miss those days they both dote on me. Buying sweet little gifts, tolerating my arrogant attitude. I used to love them, not now anymore I guess. Memories will be kept forever in my heart. Maybe I will be the only one who kept those photos. I don't wish time will turn back. For now, I hope I can treasure the 3rd him I found although he ain't mine..

Oh well, my head gone bursting. Been studying & studying. Damn, why is my life turning so sucky. Remembering those days whereby I'm out every Friday & Saturday night w/ my sisters. Not now anymore. Misunderstanding, my arrogant attitude tears us apart. I'm sorry but still, I won't forget you two girls. Life been a drastic change for me. I hate it. I swear! I hate it. Oh crap. Still, I gotta treasure whatever I have now. Darling, Joel, Liqiang, les, & many more.. I love them(: Thanks for standing by me all this while. Especially darling, Joel & Liqiang. Darling & Liqiang was always there whenever I cry. Joel was there to listen my woes and taught me to grow up. Thanks alot you three. Les, I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MAN! WHENEVER I NEED A SHOULDER, A TALK, YOU WILL BE THERE. I LOVE YOU! =/

Friday was a crappy day! 9am start school yet I reach school at 9.40am. I was thinking since it was tutorial & 10am still have lesson, might as well go lah. & guess what? After that bloody 20mins lesson, classmates said school ended =.= Crap! Went BB to study. Thereafter, down to library to study w/ Larlene & co. Met up w/ darling, Joel & Lq at opposite school to eat lunch. Thereafter, back to school. Lq went home. The 3 of us studied whole day at BB. Ate dinner & home-sweet-home.

Saturday, the three of them came over my house. Joel drove =D Studied whole day & then dinner out at Punggol Nasi Lemak. The very famous place. Thereafter, Joel send drove us home. Oh god, I'm super happy that night! xD There's reason to it lah but ain't gonna say it. LoL!

Sunday, which is today. Although, I'm blogging at Monday, 12.25am. Hahaha! Anw, the three of them came today too. Cooked fried rice for daddy & Lq. At first I super scared he will say not nice cause last time I bake cookie for him, not nice lor ): Anw, after he came, I get him a big bowl of rice =/ & HE SAY ITS NICE! Weeee~! I pass! LoL! & guess what? He ate 2 big bowl & he really empty it. Oh well, study study study. Tired lah~ Then Joel & darling back home earlier leaving Lq. So the both of us continue study till its the time he needs to go home. Thereafter, I walked him to interchange. First time we both chat alot =/ Hahaha! Now psyco-ing Siwei & Weiliang to come down accompany me study cause I'm angry w/ Ifran & therefore, ain't studying w/ him & Ken. HAHAHAHA!

Studying w/ darling, Joel, Lq & Edward later. I'm so sleepy! ):

Christmas is coming~ Woots! Exams will soon be over! Genting w/ Les! Woohooo~

I miss him =/ LoL! I'm CCRRAAZZYYYYY!!!! xD

Happy 17th Birthday to JIAHUI!

PS: Head over heels~

o412o8

2008-12-04T20:59:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I'm just wondering why am I always depending on other people. It sucks. Seriously. I wanna be that little girl that I used to be. I'm sorry everyone.

While on the way home today, sitting alone on the bus, I'm wondering, "What if everyone graduates. What about me then?" I'm always thinking things so dam negative. However, its true though. Crap. Damn crap. If there's ever a day where everyone graduate & I'm left alone, I gotta be indepent. So why might as well I learn it now? I don't know. My heart felt so empty.

Anw, yesterday ended school, went w/ darling, Joel & Liqiang to eat at Cafe Cartel. Thereafter, went popular. The 3 of them went back school at 330pm as they got test & club things while I headed back home. Met up w/ the three of them at 6pm. Somethings make me feel so down. Almost cried but luckily, Markus came on time to find me. So, the both of us walked to my house. He waited for me at the void deck while I go home get my books. Down to 201 mac to study. Ken & Ifran came too. Home-sweet-home at 1130pm.

Today, during lunch break, went to clubroom to find darling, Joel & Liqiang. Gave the 3 of them a "Good Luck card, cow pen & cow keychain." The 4 of us got the same things. Their 3 smiling makes me feel everything I did is worth it. Thanks alot guys. Finish school, went home, get lappy, back to BB. Gerry taught me study. & Liqiang kept playing w/ the keychain. Super noisy =/ Cause the keychain is bell. LoL! At least I think he love it lah. Because he also holding on to the pen I gave(: Darling & Joel back home. Thats why didn't see them. Alright, I gotta chiong study le. Bye people.

Preparing to flunk =.=

PS: aahhggoooo~

o312o8

2008-12-03T23:47:00.002+08:00

Damn Damn Damn.

Exams stress! I'm sick ):

Headaches, lack of rest, no appetite or whatever!

Its just mental state that tells me I don't wanna study. Eeew, I hate it. I hate school. I hate life ):

Will any kind souls help me w/ my subjects? Gotta rush everything within next tuesday! This is bloody crap!

PS: Empty Cassy..

o212o8

2008-12-02T01:17:00.004+08:00

Term test stress! Damn it. No pictures till term test is over.

Anw, Sunday woke up quite early even though I slept late (cause I went home late). Liqiang called while i was updating my blog the previous time. He asked if I wanna go darling's house to study & I said okay. So went over. & he was sleeping! LOL! Awhile only though. Played game and then study thereafter.

Today school was alright. At least I did pay attention in Dfund tutorial. I expect my Edev quiz to fail but I pass. Instead, myDfund fail when I expect it to pass =.= What crap man. Neverminds, at least I pass one of it. Hahahaha! So well, accompany June, Zhenying & Jeff for lunch at Design School. Thereafter, went back clubroom to find darling & co. Skipped 2 lectures. Instead, went w/ darling & co to opposite school to have KFC. Ate 1 piece only. Comprog thereafter & school ended. Headed to Joel's house w/ darling to get his lappy. Joel then drove me home to get mine. Thereafter, headed to darling's house. Liqiang was there already. & I did study! =/ Liqiang went home earlier.

Tomorrow having Japanese quiz. I didn't know it. Neverminds, decided to study tomorrow morning instead. Gonna go play piano awhile then sleep. Night people.

**Rainie Yang super cute! Xiao Zhu also =/ Anw, not gonna update often.

PS: Learning to be mature.

3011o8

2008-11-30T11:47:00.006+08:00

Eeeek, too tired to blog ): Anw, I forgotten what happen on Thursday except that, I remember I had my comprog quiz & I flunk it. However, before the quiz, went w/ darling, Joel & Liqiang to Bistro to eat. I didn't eat though.

I pin my hair up to make it short short. Weird eh?

Friday, school was alright. Had PSPS presentation. After that, stay back to do PCB assignment. It sucks but.. THANKS GERRY FOR HELPING ME TO PATCH UP THE CIRCUIT. Totally didn't know how to do. Lucky there's Alistair & Andrew to help me. Rush finish and went BB to find Liqiang. Darling waiting for us at Orchard. & Liqiang doesn't want to go. But still, I won. Met darling and Andy. Went XingWang to eat. Sat there whole day. Played true or dare. Thereafter, went to Coasta Sand Chalet while Andy went for his dance. Played Big2 and his friend "zhuo pai" very good lah. Scary. Joel drove us home thereafter. Liqiang stayed over at darling's house.

Saturday, also yesterday. Woke up damn early for I guides. Packing day. & my whole body aching now ): damn. Left early at 3pm as darling & Liqiang coming my house to study. Ended up, was talking but at least, I did study alittle >.< & then, I cried again =.= Stupid me. Darling abit pissed off cause I think too much. LOL! Darling, I promise to be strong okay? & she wrote me a sweet sweet note. Although its not in fancy paper & colour pen, Its the words that counts. Thereafter when I'm alright, went to darling's house to had dinner. Darling taught me piano while Liqiang sleep. Waiting for Joel to end work. Thereafter, he fetch us to Sempang Bedok to eat prata. Joel fetch me home first then Liqiang then darling.

I may look strong at times. I may look unhurt. I've got tons of questions to ask you. I got tons of things that I wanna clarify to you. However, why is it that I feel you always wanna make me jealous by saying them? Or is it a way of "rejecting" me? I was kinda shock when you ask me that question. Loving someone doesn't need a reason. I just love you for who you are. Thats that. I'm a girl afterall. I will still have that jealousy. They told me you treat all girls sweet and caring. Even though your tiny little actions really will make me happy long long time, but I dare not think much about it. I cried always because I'm afraid of losing you, afraid of losing all 3 of you. In this one year, I lose alot of people specially my beloved granny. I miss her alot T_T ~~Tell me what's going through in your mind.~~ I'm afraid of the answer ): I know I'm ugly.

Stomach cramp, my whole mind is you T_T

2611o8

2008-11-26T20:56:00.003+08:00

Actually there's tons of photos today. However, thanks to that f***ing bastard who STEAL MY PHONE (PICKPOCKET). Damn it, twice in my life time I've got pickpocket.

Damn, I've got no mood already. Today super super unlucky ): Worst, I didn't get to see him =/ Anw, met les after school. Miss her super much. & I bought her a friendship bracelet that wrote, Best Friend. I love les the most(:

Gotta go study, quiz tomorrow.

**I'm learning not to cry, facing everything on my own from now on. Who is the real me?

You've adapt life w/o me so well. You've slowly succeeded in your life. Congrats. You're on track towards your showbiz route now. Even being asked for interview. Nice one, boy. All the best to you and your career. & last long you both. I give my blessing(: Friends still :D

PS: I'm more & more materialistic =/

2511o8

2008-11-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

I feel so sucky today.

Oh well, Jap presentation sucks to the core. Don't wanna say more. Lesson as usual, Dfund labtest last period. I think I did alright. Did project w/ Fathin, Larlene & Elfi. Thereafter, went night market w/ Larlene & Hafeez. Headed to STORM to get my haircut. I miss my fridge. Damn, shouldn't have cut. Urgh.

While was lying on the bed to have my hair wash, I kept thinking, "Where I'm heading to? What's my future?" I don't know but there's a sudden failure deep within. What if I can't get into aerospace, what am I going to do? Wakarimasen. This is crap. If I don't get in, should I take a step back to the past & sign up private course for tourism & hotel management? Or should I continue w/ my dream since young, hair stylist? Damn, I don't know. Super vexed T_T

Before & After. Which looks better? Comments please~

I'm sorry, its my fault. & I'll try to forget my feelings for you. Seeing you everyday is my motivation to go school. However, I got to be independent. Self motivation.

What do I exactly want?

2411o8

2008-11-24T23:20:00.004+08:00

Okay, gonna make this a short post. Gotta rush my Jap presentation for tomorrow already. Went to school w/o knowing there's two tests today. Damn shit. Late for test. PCB sucks. I flunk it. Wrote crap for theory & didn't finish my practical. Oh god, next was Dfund quiz. Hope I pass. A pass is enough. At least I do listen to class sometimes. Larlene super cool, while I'm still at first page, she finished & sleep. Ended the test, I ask her, you know how to uh? She said,"Aiyah, anyhow de." Lunch thereafter & met up w/ darling at BB. Skipped two lectures. Comprog last lesson & I'm pleased w/ my java script(:

Lepak [relax] w/ Larlene, Hafeez & Ali after school at opposite block. Played Big2. Larlene kept losing. =/ Bus-ed home. Daddy drove brother, sister, 3rd aunt, cousin & I to accupuncture. The process was boring. However, I wanna pretty =/ LOL! Holy crap. So well, back home at 1030. Jeff asked if there's a guy call Eddie called. I said no. & oh crap, he kept telling me Zy & him got into OTC's GL. F*** it, I wanna in it too T_T Damn, try again next year. Feeling super low now. Gotta rush presentation. Damn. I WANNA BE GL T_T

During the accupunction. & my leg super red & swollen after that =.= Not now though.

What darling & I did while bored. Cap belongs to Jon. Bored during Comprog.

Can't keep you off my mind T_T

Gonna change layout after I'm busy w/ everyth.

PS: Really gotta start studying.

2311o8

2008-11-23T17:39:00.003+08:00

Here's some other photos that I just gotten from Zy.

Friday, ended school, went for Jap's lecture w/ June. She left 5 mins after we reach. Leavng me alone. I don't blame her cause she got her MP thing to do. So after lecture, went tennis court to find the rest. BeyondBoundary having captain ball match. Played volleyball w/ Larlene, JiaHui & Joel. After captain ball, played "Monkey" w/ the main comms. Back to clubroom. Waited for sisterGERRY to finish his meeting & then 5 of us[sister, darling, Joel, Liqiang & I] went to had dinner at Century Square. Darling & Joel shopped for bikini while sister & Liqiang accompany me shop for bag & slipper. Bought one M)phosis's slipper. I love that bag in Charles & Keith but uber expensive. Still considering if I should buy it. Thereafter, all came my house. Packed my bag, bathe & then the guys send darling & I to darling's house. Stayed over there while the guys stayed over in clubroom.

Saturday, woke up at 9am. Morning call Larlene. The guys already awake. Prepared & then cabbed down to Downtown East. Met up w/ Larlene then meet the guys in Fish & Co. Therafter, headed to Wildwildwet. Played till 2pm+ then went to bathe. Ate Fish & Co. Larlene went off first. So the 5 of us watched "Chiwawa" in E hub. The dogs super cute! =/ Visit June at here work place. Bus-ed home to darlings house to do my nails. Sister went home first. Liqiang & Joel fell asleep at darling's house. They left at around 11pm. After I've finish my nails, bus-ed home.

In love w/ this song x3!

Your tiny little actions makes my day. Thanks alot for the everything. Although you didn't realize it but I'm really happy being around w/ you. Even though we are friends. This feeling of mine for you is starting to lose control. I can't get you of my head ):

PS: 8 letter 3 words 1 meaning is for you(:

2o11o8

2008-11-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I'm actually crying now. I got my rants to say, but some things can't say it out in here. This is shit, this is crap. Oh, f*** it.

Gerry: Thanks alot sister. Although we have many different point of view, you didn't shout at me, you didn't scold me but still giving me advise patiently. W/o a doubt, you are always there for me. I can talk about everything & anything under the moon to you and still, you believe. Thanks alot. I may have let you down by doing stupid things. You nag at me but I know its for my own good. Sister, you gotta stay strong alright? I know you yourself is sad deep down in your heart. You may have not tell me everything of how you felt but whenever you need a listening ear, I will always be there for you. You are graduating soon, oh god, I can't imagine days w/o you in school. No one to bitch w/ me, no one to joke w/ me. Sister, I will miss you man. Take care of yourself while in navy okay? Sisterly love(:

ZX: I'm sorry, that's the only words I can think of. Many said you were feeling super down this one week. Really sorry. I need time to face you again. Its not I wanna avoid you, I just don't know how to face you. Sister always warn me, "don't do until friends also cannot be." If one day, we are back as friends, I hope that you can respect me like how sister respect sammy. Give me time to face everything again. Sorry & take care.

Larlene: We may have been back as friends like normal, but I have never forget what happen that night. After a long thought, I realize its my mistake. I'm sorry. Like you say, we can never clique. But somehow & don't know why, I always wanted to be good friends w/ you. When I told Gerry about us, he asked me, "Is Larlene a friend that you don't mind losing it?" I replied him, "Yes". & he asked me, "Then why are you so sad?" It was then he said, "You are sad because she's someone that you wanna treasure. It just that you didn't realize she had already be part of your life since you both were in the same school all the while." It was then I realize, in fact, I treasure you that's why I didn't wanna quarrel w/ you, that's why I told you about my stuff. Although it may not be all, but still, I really do love you as a friends. Sorry Quek. My bad.

Denise: Les, its been long since we last met. I know you are angry w/ me for doing something so stupid. I promise you, I will make it very little okay? Very random. I miss you badly. 9 more days & you are moving. So happy lah. However, at the same time, I just felt that we drifted apart. Really don't want this les love to go down the drain. I don't know if its me who think too much or that's the fact. Just felt that you no longer really care anymore. Sorry les, sorry that I felt this way. I miss you les. Wanna hug you lah =/ You used to be the one who is there for me but ever since you move to so far, its so seldom that we meet. Nevertheless, you are someone that I will keep in my heart. Someone that I think of frequently. Thanks for the everything for this past 4 years. I love you(:

I choose to give up. Heading sister's advise. Not wanting to think so much. Moreover, it is more & more clear that he won't even like me. So well, friends we shall be. I will treasure this friendship.

I'm going to stand strong. Facing everything alone isn't that scary right? I must get used to it.

PS: Wanna be alone.

191o8

2008-11-19T21:07:00.008+08:00

Just finish watching "爱情魔法师". Super love the ending. Somehow or rather, I didn't know why I cry. Its not that the ending is very sad. Its just that, I feel so empty. I love happy ending though. If only I had him too. Oh crap, shan't thinnk about it anymore. promise myself to sleep early. In the end, I'm still up at 12.30am. Damn, tomorrow gonna be another long long day. Wanna go out release stress ): Super sad. Like anyone will care =.= Fish, I hate everything now. Crying to sleep again. Hate being myself. F*** it.

PS: Romance isn't everything, when will I learn this.

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Nothing much today. School sucks =/ Started off w/ Edev tutoreer. As usual, no books. Neither did I copy any notes. Half way through, even went to BeyondBoundary to find sisterGERRY to borrow calculator & maths table. Maths2 quiz thereafter. Paper was alright, at least I know how to do. Pray hard, no careless mistake ): Slept throughout Dfund2 lecture. & I did force myself not to sleep, but fail. Lmao.

Ended school, went to sign up nght cycling w/ JSXP peeps. 10 people in total. Met twinni, Zy, June & Jeff. Twinni went off first, Weiliang & Siwei came to meet us for lunch. Had fun chatting w/ Weiliang & Siwei during lunch. After that, all went different ways. Met Cuiwen in clubroom. Anw, whole day random-ness. After Weiliang & Siwei finish lesson, the 3 of us played chatteh & then volleyball. Weiliang super funny. Still remember when he just know me, he kept calling me "Weiliang's ex" cause he doesn't know my name & Mickey's real name is Weiliang. Slacked in SME & hopping around clubs. Love chatting w/ Shar too(:

Anw, it's WeiYang's birthday today. Happy Birthday :D

Hey people, yesterday Zy told me the link for the video that we took during Jeff's birthday chalet. I can still even laugh while watching it. Have fun while watching. **The room contains around 10 people & they both ain't gay. They were being forfeited as they lose in silent murderer.

Found this video super cool. My friend is in the choir(:

No matter how I wanna give you up, no matter how I wanna avoid you, I just can't. I will be ended up talking to you. I don't like the way of who I am now. I'm always that girl that will give up whenever I know there isn't chance. However, why didn't I now? Why just I can't forget you? Aww, what is wrong w/ me?

Did something stupid recently. Somehow, kinda regret & guilty. Maybe I should stop. Yes, I should. I don't know what got into me. I wanna my old self back. Feeling very low recently. All I want is a listening ear. Les staying so far, everyone's busy w/ their own projects, some are people that I couldn't not chat every single thing w/. Its an excuse to run away. Stupid me, but somehow, it seems like the only way...

I should sleep early today! Am lacking of sleep due to drama-ing >.<

PS: Miss independent.

1811o8

2008-11-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

I'm effing not in the mood. Tomorrow maths2 quiz, Jap proposal not yet done, Dfund2 quiz next week, term test coming up, dfund2 lab test next week & all the shits are coming. Oh god, I wanna run away from everyth. So stress. Worst thing, I've not yet done anyth! I think I'm gonna stay back for a semester ):

I think I've chose to give up. I can see what future might bring. I don't want history to repeat itself. I had enough. Yes, I may have like you, I may have do obvious things to let you know. However, just forget what I've done. ~~& please throw that packet of cookies if you don't want it. I don't mind but just don't leave it there. It hurts okay?~~ I'm someone that I can go that extra mile but if you're not going to treasure it or appreciate it, I can forget it. For now, I may avoid you or what, just give me time to forget everyth. Take care.

I miss those days where I'm attached. Miss being dote on, miss loving someone. Oh well, if my Mr Right hasn't appear, what can I say? Hahaha. Envy my les. *Sigh~* Pretty girls always get that luck =/

I don't know where I belong anymore. Avoiding at least someone in each of every club. Should I even go there anymore? & sorry to that particular someone. Not that I wanna ignore your sms-es or what. I don't know what to reply. Afraid to see you. Sorry =/

Should I rest now & study tomorrow morning or study now, tomorrow just take the test?

PS: 好想再被爱..

1711o8

2008-11-17T02:34:00.004+08:00

No pictures for today as it's a Sunday. Chasing "爱情魔法师" currenly. Although it is an old old drama, maybe not that old, I still love it. Used to thought that that show was so super dumb that's why didn't watch. However, after watching alittle in Channel U, super in love w/ it & now I'm into half way through.

Du Ya Si & Er Qi super handsome in that show man =x Hahaha! Xiao Bei super cute. LOL! I'm always so into shows. Lmao. & so envy Xiao Bei, got 2 shuai ge in love w/ her. I don't request much. One enough =x Okay, maybe HIM enough =.= Well, I don't know.

Urgh, I wanna keep watching but it 2.40am now. Tomorrow gotta wake up super early like 7.30am? Oh god, what's the difference b/w Poly & Sec school then =.= Nevermind, seeing him enough? =x

Anw, I've been ignoring someon for 2 days already. I know he doesn't feel good. All I can say is, sorry. Its not only because of that CCN thing then ignore you. Its just I don't know how to face you. & sorry for pushing you away when you hug me although you were playing. Somehow, I think I start to dislike you playing w/ me and ended up abit of "touchy". I hope you know that we are only friends. I know its kind of straight forward right now but I still gotta say it clearly. This ending is what I didn't wanna see. Ended up we both are so awkward when seeing each other. All I can say is, sorry. I hope you respect me.

Always seeing you online yet can't find any topic to talk to you. I ain't sure if its really because I got nothing to say or I'm afraid to talk to you. Although I'm happy that at times you initiated the chat, but I realise sooner or later, we got really nothing to say. I'm starting to worry. Maybe I should really concentrate on my studies & not thinking too much. What sister say is right. I shouldn't think about it in order not to hurt myself because I may be the one being hurt & he wouldn't even care.

PS: I miss those days when I'm in love.

2008-11-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

Some old photos that I took at Sakae & just gotten it from darling.

Yesterday was CCN. Don't wanna say more. Alot of unhappiness but oh well, its over. Anw, after CCN, slacked at BeyondBoundary w/ darlingXINYI, Joel, LiQiang, sisterGERRY. Slacked all the way till its time for JSXP retreat. Met up w/ Zhenying, Kwanjing, Weiliang & one guy I forgotten his name. Anw, we even help the guy that I don't know his name to make up. Super funny. So then, 4 of us went to tennis court area. Main comm are already there to start up the fire. Chatted w/ Colin for quite awhile. & then called darling. Zyndie came there after & we both went to find darling.

Sister, Liqiang, Jiahui, Kaihoe still having meeting. So darling & I camwhore while Joel chat w/ Zyndie as they both are seniors&juniors back in secondary days. Anw, after the meeting, took pictures w/ darling, Joel & Liqiang. They wanna go Ajisen to eat & they asked me along. However, I can't cause I have JSXP retreat & in the end, they didn't wanna go. Was so guilty. Liqiang wore so nice that's why he wanna go eat but because lack of people, then didn't. In the end, I decided to go & back later for the retreat.

So, the six of us, Zyndie, Jiahui, darling, Joel, Liqiang & I went Ajisen to eat. Jiahui went off earlier to meet girlf. Camwhore & all. Thereafter, all took bus 23. Joel & darling went to darling's house, Liqiang went home while Zyndie & I went back school. There's still quite a number of people & we freaking camwhore again. Hahaha! I shall put some photos up. The rest are in Zhenying's camera. Chatted w/ CuiWen alot. Love her lah(: Darling now in M'sia. Miss her lots. Take care darling.

Hmm, got to say sorry to darling. Yesterday log off MSN way too fast. I'm not in the mood that's why. Not only I've got his problem that you were trying to tell me. In fact, there's another thingy happened at the same time at the other conversation. Was too tired to handle everything alone. & went you tell me that thing, I was really happy but after awhile, you explain. Was feeling so down. That is why. Sorry darling. I know you didn't blame me cause we still msg each other this morning =x

Pictures:

I don't know how should i handle all this stress. I'm really happy when darling told me but when she defines it more clearly, I'm super shag. Isn't the character & feeling that counts? Why is it that he got to see looks? How I wish he is mine =/ Let me wait? Maybe..? I will prove to you, prove that I am pretty =x Hahahaha! Kidding. I'm just trying to be happy. I know I ain't pretty at all. However, I won't give up.

PS: I'm willing to go that extra mile for you.

1211o8

2008-11-11T23:57:00.005+08:00

Cliques x3

I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the picture on top man! Hahahaha! Oh well, anw, school was fun yesterday. Although was kinda feeling down in the morning. Choose my streaming selection at 10am. So here's my choice by 1st, 2nd & so on; Electronics, MediaE, Eng(BUS), CompEngine & MicroE.

I think I get either 1st or 2nd choice, I'm contented although I've always wanted to get into Aerospace. Anw, after school, went to BeyondBoundary, sister a.k.a Gerry taught me & Larlene Edev. Awhile later, clubroom flooded w/ people. Bought some stuff in bookshop & went to library. Realize my exercise book was left in BeyondBoundary and so I went back to get it. LiQiang walked me to library there after. Struggled w/ Edev & called sister to come teach us(Larlene & I). Kaihoe came along & he taught me while sister taught Larlene. Had dinner w/ them & dirty jokes were said over the dinner. Super funny. Home-sweet-home.

Woke up at 5am to study & still, I flunk my quiz. Damn, nevertheless, thanks Kaihoe & sis for your guidance eh? Arigato. Anw,was bored in class & I took some random photos.

I love the scenery(: Hahahaha!

So anw, after school, went over to E2 to meet June. & I saw him while walking past *somewhr* & was super super shy to talk to him cause I text him in the morning. LOL! Okay, I know its kinda dumb. Had lunch w/ June, Jeff & Zy. After that, went to tamp mall w/ June then back to my place then to my aunt's place then tamp mall then she leave for school while I go to aunt's place to bake cake. Had two attempt. First attempt fail ): Neverminds, at least 2nd attempt pass. W/ the help of my aunt's maid.

While leaving the cake to cool, went back school. Met June, went opposite to print photos. Back to aunt's house to take the cake. Daddy came fetching couins & I home. Prepare everything & rush to do birthday card while daddy went to fetch marmie, aunt & sister. Ate dinner & prepare to cut cake. Took out my birthday card for marmie & she super love it. Teehee! Now I really know why parents don't wanna us waste money buying present. Cause I can feel she really love the card more then anything else. Pictures:

1st attempt; process of 2nd attempt.

Final cake. Nice right? =x

Happy marmie.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARMIE! I LOVE YOU (:

Things tt I've said might be to some other people. So please do not take it to be you. I'm sorry tt it had ever affected u, read and forget it.

Oh god, why am I missing you so much. Lmao. I must be crazy. Anw, all I can say is, I guess I just wanna see you everyday & that's enough. Its not the status that counts, its the heart. As long as you notice me, talk to me, even if its just a hello, I think i'm contented.

I'm learning to treasure all my friends around me. Okay, maybe its not treasure, its trust. Since I always don't trust people easily. Its time for me to change. But, I just do hope, nobody take me for granted. If my friend treat me good, I think I will treat the person double good. Hahaha! Just like sister! =P Through here, all I can say is, SISTER, really wanna thank you for listening to all my woes lah. Thanks alot. I may not be your good/best friend, bt you never fail to brighten up my day. no matter how busy you are. You always find the time to listen to my complains. Thanks alot sister. I will never forget you. You are the best lah. Love you! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! =P

PS: I wanna be w/ you..

111oo8

2008-11-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

Before I start my post, this is my last best wishes to them. Last long you both (:

Okay, so here are some random photos I took in school.

So, nothing much in school recently. Just that I've not been studying much recently. As usual I guess. Anw, helped out w/ the parent meeting session on Saturday. Was tagged w/ KaiHoe again. He kept bullying me. Hahaha. Anw, aftermath, had a short meeting in BB then slacked till 3pm. Joel drove us, Xinyi darling, Gerry, Liqiang & I to ToaPayoh's Sakae where ZX working place to eat. Worst thing, I didn't knew that Joel just got his license. Hahaha! You should have seen Liqiang's expression. It was so darn funny. He out on safety belt, & hold on to the handle. In anw, it was indeed scary. Lmao. Pictures of the day:

Should I give up? I don't know man. Aww, he's seriously so cute. Haha! No matter what, like darling say. For now, I'm eliminated out of the picture. From the start, things shouldn't be doing that way. I didn't realize I had actually start to develop my feelings for him. Shouldn't have. Super sad. No use. Darling ask me to wait, wait for the right time. Can I? Can I even afford to felt that hurt again? I don't know. He treats me good, yes. But is that all my imaginary? I don't know. Okay well, maybe I shouldn't think too much. Hoping that this thing would not keep spreading to more people. Or else I don't dare to face him. Will I out of the picture forever?

My heart beats faster whenever I see you.

Darling uh! Go out don't PANGSEH me hor. Hahahaha! Love ya(:

**Tomorrow choosing of courses. Damn. Wish me luck.

PS: 好想再谈恋爱.

o511o8

2008-11-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

Oh well, back to update. Ain't feeling well this few days. I mean emotionally though. *Sigh*

Anw, went for interview for the GL (Group Leader). I guess I won't make it through though. Was super nervous & didn't manage to speak well. I'm glad that Zhenying did though. Results are out late November. Super sad. Still, enjoyed the time w/ Jeff, June & Zy. & I love our cheer. It goes(barney & Teletubbies song):

All: Barney is a dinosaur,
w/ a smelly darling.
& his darling has an affair,
w/ th teletubbies.

Jeff: Twinker winkie.
Zy: Dipsy
June: Lala
Me: Po

Jeff, June, Zy: Po~
All: Teletubbies, teletubbies,
its so smelly! *OMG*

I know I got tons of spelling error though.

It's seriously so darn cool can? Hahahah! & everyone's attention on us. Oh god, so paiseh can? Oh well, it was fun though.

I so wanna join I-guides. I hope I still can make it though since I didn't went for the camp. Peeps are telling its so fun. Anw, I gotta pray granny so that's alright guess. I miss my granny T_T

I guess I shouldn't be meddling other people's thingy already. I hope they both ain't offended by my stupid acts. Oh well, I hope they are fine SOON. & I mean SOON. Anw, really must thank Gerry for hearing my woes. Thanks alot BJP =x Hahaha! You too must cheer up, okay?

Anw, recently get to know a friend name, Elliott, introduced by Teow th hammy. Clique easily & it was fun talking to him though. Elliott is idiot & he wrote Cass is ass =.= Baka, but he still put Cassy is the best~ in his MSN while I put Elliott wa kawaii~ requested by him though. Hahaha! & guess what? While talking on the phone w/ him & Teow, I realize his angmoh ascent super strong. Oh god, ABC I guess. Although he kept sying he's a singapore. But sure is, his English, SUPERB! & I LOVE HIS BRITISH ASCENT. Anw, he's a Angmoh plus Jap I think. Info by Teow. Okay, gotta go sleep. Oyasumi people~

Anw people, should I change my blog URL? Please comments T_T

PS: 学着这么忘了你..

o311o8

2008-11-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

Omg, I'm back-dated again. Lmao. Well some photos when I'm out w/June & Jeff to Hei Sushi & some celebrating YongZhi's birthday.

Tada~ I've finally updated. Lmao. & so, it's time for Halloween photos!

Are you guys scared? I think I've scared quite a number of people though. Hahah!

HAPPY 18THBIRTHDAY ZHENYING & MINGFENG!

对不起，我想这三个字只能代表我想说的话。以前我不懂得这么珍惜你。直道你的离开让我知道你对我的重要。有时候，我真的好想你回到我的身边。但我已知道那是不可能的事。好怀念你抱住我，好怀念你说你爱我，好像回到过去。但，如果你问我我是否后悔，我会说我一点都不后悔。应为我知道我所对你的态度都是为你好。虽然有时候，我可能凶了点，可能对你大呼小叫，可是我一直以为你会了解我。但是，我错了。让我最伤心的事，原来你对我的爱其实也不过如此。我想应该是事后我该忘了你。希望她这一次是对你真心而不要在对不起你了。我只想要你开心而已。不管是朋友还是陌生人，我都不会记得你。

PS: i won't trust guys again..

311oo8

2008-10-31T01:43:00.002+08:00

Okay, so it's been real long since I last update. I think I'm so lazy & also forgotten what happen for the past few days. Hahah! So well, what I can say is, there's camp, there's outing there's many many :DDD

Lmao, I know, its crap. Anw, don't know since when, I've been always going Beyond Boundary (BB) w/ Larlene everyday after school. Had so much fun in there. Especially w/ BakaJellyPig. Lmao. Yesterday help out w/ BB's event, GPS. Brought those sec 3s around the school blahblah. Nothing much, only that, my first time using a REAL walkie & it was fun playing w/ it. Hahahahahah! LQ2. Lmao! Quek is gonna kill me =x

Guess what? I'm sick again =.= Anw people, tomorrow is HALLOWEEN! Hahahah! Out w/ school mates. Dressing up as ghost or whatever horror thingy. Walking around town thereafter. Sorry if I scare you. Muahahaha! Okay, I'm going sleep soon. Promise to update again w/ PICTURES. Hahahah! Can't wait for tomorrow :DDDD

PS: BakaJellyPig is dumb (:

211oo8

2008-10-21T21:42:00.003+08:00

Okay, so that's the first day of school. Anw, nothing much on Sunday. Stayed home and webcam w/ small aunt who is at Japan. Miss her lots (:

Monday was the start of school reopen. Super bored. Bought new books, super heavy =.= Time table change, new subjects were added. Yet I'm still sleeping in class. Oh god, I gotta sleep early. Whatever, && recently keep watching a HongKong drama. Thx to sister, play it every night and I got addicted to it because, LING FENG IS SO HANDSOME! =X Lmao.

Tuesday, which is also today. First lesson at 8am. Its Nihon go! Lmao, Okay, it means Japanese. Woots! & guess what? I'm in the same class as Ada. Super happy cause I know someone in there. Well, the sensei super kawaii. Hahaha. Its Yayoi Suzuki-sensei. Back to normal lessons thereafter. Ended school at 4pm. Accompanied classmates to E2 to buy books. Saw Zy & June. Went bookshop, waited for Zy & June. Back to club room. Zy & I was in SME. Chatted w/ them & ended up playing mahjong. HAHAHA! Thereafter, bus home w/ Zy.

Okay, the end. & now, thanks to June, I got tag.
1)The person who tagged:
-June.

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
-Poly friends.

3) Your five impressions of him/her:
-crazy.

-serious.

-FIT.

-mad woman.

-friendly.

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
-write me jiayou card for exams.

5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
-she hug me & say sorry.

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
-go crazy, cause she's too busy. Hahah!

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
-hmm, grow taller!

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
-aruge till it shakes heaven & earth. HAHAH!

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
-her attitude maybe?

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
-can't think of any.

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
-cute & funny.

12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
-irritating? cheerful I guess.

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are:
-hmm, cheerful I guess. Don't have much awesome characteristics.

14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
-Irritating =.=

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
-Avril Lavigne. She's hot.

16) For people who care for and like you, say something to them:
-Thanks alot, I love you guys too :D

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
1. Denise
2. Marcus
3. Clarissa
4. Diana
5. Sarah

6. Justin
7. Xin
8. Rick
9. Rain
10. JoJo

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Justin)
-I don't know the girl's name.

19) Is no. 9 a male or female? (Rain)
-Female

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Xin&Jojo)
-They don't know each other & both are girls.

22) What is no.2 studying about? (Marcus)
-Still studying in secondary school.

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Clarissa)
-Few days back.

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like? (Rick)
-I don't know =.=

25) Does no.1 have any siblings? (Denise)
-2 lder sister.

26) Will you woo no.3? (Clarissa)
-If I'm a guy, I will.

27) How about no.7? (Xin)
-She's my laogong :D

28) Is no.4 single? (Diana)
-Her r/s super complicated.

29) What is the surname of no.5? (Sarah)
-I don't know.

30) What's the hobby for no.4? (Diana)
-Go crazy =.=

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (Sarah&Rain)
-They don't know each other.

32) Where is no.2 studying at? (Marcus)
-Bedok South Sec I think =x

33) Say something casual about no.1: (Denise)
-My les, I love her :D

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (Rick)

-Nope

35) Where does no.9 live at? (Rain)
-Bukit Panjang?

36) What colour does no.3 like? (Clarissa)
-Black & White?

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (Sarah&Denise)
-They don't know each other.

38) Does no. 1 have any pets? (Denise)
-Nope.

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Xin)
-To me she is.

40) What is no. 10 doing now? (JoJo)
-I don't know. Hahah!

*Sorry peeps for tagging you. Teehees!*

PS: I do feel lonely ):